And though I love you,
It's not how you want me to.
And though I smile at you,
It's not how you want me to.
And though I kiss you,
It's not how you want me to.
And though I'm here for you,
It's not how you want me to.
I love you as a sister -
It's not how you want me to.
I smile at you as a friend -
It's not how you want me to.
I kiss you as a sister -
It's not how you want me to.
I'm here for you as a friend -
It's not how you want me to.
And so -
how do you want me to love you that I can do?
The true story of last week, when I had to stop lying to my boyfriend about how I loved him. This is how I feel.