THIS TIME ,I AM NOT ABLE TO SAY ANYTHING TO HER......

I scare to lose her again
I know that I lost her completely but there is a hope that she will come again.
I have been chasing her for 4 years but still,she couldn't understand me..
Does she hates me?
Should I go from her life?
Should I stop chasing her?
Everything makes me Sad always.
Seeing her online,seeing her pics became my habit.
I save her pic silently.
I post Status only for her...
Everything which I can do,I am doing.....