it wasn't that he didn't
love (me)
he loved
(me)
but not with love
did he
love
(me)
he loved (me)
with hands
and words
loved (me) with weight
loved (me) with want
and need
with hand-me-down
pleasures
he consumed
immeasurably
(me)
despoiling
what (love)
really (is)
I hope he cannot see (this)