I have failed
The crys are going dry
I want to die
I cant stand life

I'm ashamed
I weep till I sleep
Wishing for death
Praying this ends

The pain is constant
Things are blurry
This can't be real
I hate the way I feel

Begging the rope breaks
As I hang in the balance
Succomed to a fate urelinquished
As my story's never told

People make me sick
I have never been loved
My story ends afraid .. alone
For I have no home to call my own

All I want is to feel your touch
Hear your words
Believe in your guidance
To be understood

The hate hurts
The distance burdens
The disgust barrages
The dust never settles

Bury me with my words
Bury me with my vanquish
Bury me unloved
Because I have failed

Dear Lord why do I amount to nothing
What have I done to deserve
What have I done to feel
What have I done in life
To be banished in this hell

Save me father
Let the willow sulk
The birds silent
As I pass away to these words

I give up
I give in
No more will this pain
Feed into my sin

The worry soaks thru my skin
Masking a force
A force unseen
A force of unwanted
Save me from this darkness

I just want to be loved