Without her is sufficient
To feel dead
Its enough congestion,
You will never love someone
this much,
My palms would start to sweat
Quickly I'd change my mind because
Over the years I accustomed to
avoiding your name
My heart speeds up
thinking about it
to say your name makes me stutter,
My hands begin to shake,
My breath becomes heavy
It stinks and I've been smelling
death at my footsteps is my fate.
I awoke you in a jacuzzi.
full of yellow roses
On this day,
In yellow I loved to gaze at you
you were in yellow
breakfast for you was made today
at our nest
Today was the mark of seven years
it's all now gone,
the love of my life,
You would've smiled ear to ear today
By now,
The proposal happened
Your belly would have been delighted,
With half of me & half of you.
In heaven,
I know for sure we are one,
my angel misses his other half
Every day I cry but
nothing like this day,
A mark on life,
My tattoo is inked inside my heart,
Since this day is no longer ours
I've begun to cry,
I Cry inside my soul.
there,
I feel it more
I won't eat today.
I will make sure my body is punished
Having set away forecasts of love,
The plan of God and his angels,
My every desire while alive,
O, how can this be?
the Devil has accomplished
Most of his schemes
Here I am.
In a world with no longer you
By my side is no one.
Permanently alone is my soul.
(Now read from bottom up)

*K.S