How does it feel to lose something
that has already been missing in your life?

I see you often in my dream
sometimes we are travelling together
and other times you are just watching me
somewhere around the corner

I realized I haven’t talked to you
for such a long time
When was the last time we had a conversation?
on your funeral? Maybe, but I cried too much

Last time, you told me,
You’ve been playing a bad joke
and it was a different guy sleeping in your coffin
But I saw your face, and even collected your bones, parts of your dead body

Are you alive or dead?
Am I living in a bad dream or just having a bad dream?
Perhaps both are ture
All I know is
our path have crossed and will cross again