There is something stabbing my heart,
Something, no someone I can't tell apart.
The knife that runs through my back,
That really hurts me, just by looking back.
It really hurts, I just wanna die,
This suffering, I... I wanna cry.
This burden of not seeing,
The one I really love.
Just rereading old messages,
And thinking of all those happy things.
You know, just remembering you makes me sad,
This throbbing feeling, it's really bad.
Your sweet words, they felt like a knife,
I feel like, you love me, but with a knife in my back.
An so but now, just strangers who we are,
From the day we part, I'm still sad so far.
But even though it makes me cry,
Remembering you, I almostst die.
But still with pain and tears like rain,
For me it was a beautiful rain.
And now you forgot my name,
Even my words, I feel ashamed.
Wishing for us to be the same,
I know I'm dreaming, I know it's lame.
But happily so everlasting one,
There's nothing else that could keep me done.
I still love you with this pain in my heart,
I treasure our memories, Even if it's like a knife through my heart.
04/15/18
8:23pm
CHC||You know you're the only one i love. Even though you don't love me back. For me the world is you, not all that I have. I'm surely gonna die without you my only love. Still even though the were never an "us" I'm still happy, just by seeing your eyes. I know you love someone else but still... But still, you're always in my heart.