I sit here
Surrounded by people
Yet I feel so alone
It feels like I’m suffocating again
Suffocating in my head
I can’t even tell if all these people are here anymore
Any moment now I’ll be gone
When will it be my turn
To feel the warmth that they feel
When will it be my turn to sit here and feel alive
I hope it can be soon
Otherwise I will be back to what I said before
Any moment soon I might be gone
I just want to sit here and feel alive with all of these people
I really want to feel alive but I don’t know if that’s possible for me anymore