The Cold Wind Swirls Around My Ear,
The Silver Swish Of It Unplugs Me From Reality,
The Scent Of Pine Nurses New Born Thoughts,
Foggy Breath Swims In Memories,
But It Is Over Shadowed By My Love For You,
The Twinkle In My Eyes Is Majesty And Wonder,
Clouds Wrap Me In Their Cotton Hands,
Smothering Out The Fire Of Dissapointment,
Though, The Metallic Scent Of Fear,
Bubbles From My Soft And Fair Skin
Pain--Physical--Raw,
Entangled In My Exahusted Muscles,
And The Sound Of That Phone Call Still Rings,
Loud And Overbarring In My Ears,
Partnering With The Winter Breeze,
And As You Stand Beside Me,
I Barley Even Recognize You--Because,
I Am Spaced Out Into A Different Life,
One Which Grasped Me Last Year,
Yet--I'm So Glad You Stand Beside Me,
Because You Are One Of Few Things,
Which Keep Me Sane

Love Is A Disease,
And I Am Bound
To Illness

Maybe,
He Actually Loves,
Me

Or* Maybe,
He **Doesn't

The Stream Bubbled Soft,
Skimming The Sides Of Worn Stones,
The Currents Whisper,
The Secrets Which Forests Keep,
If Only We Would Listen

The Waters Swayed Upon The Darkened Sea,
As I Say My Last Goodbye To Thee,
I Shall Soar Over Every Mountain And Tree,
And In The Fading Veils Of Dawn I Shall Be Free

I Annouced To The Currents That They Could Take Me,
That The Soils Need Me More Than My Quay,
My Sleeping Body Is More Alive Than It Could Ever Be,
And I Smile As This New World Answers My Forgotten Pleas

Hush My Friend, Do Not Sob, For I Am Full Of Glee,
Please My Love I Beg, Do Not Miss Me,
I Am Everywhere--I Am In Everything You See,
And Though My Soul And Body Are Just Debris,
For Every Lock I Am Still Able To Be Your Key

Oh Hush Thee, My Baby,
Though My Existance May Not Be,
Right In Front Of Thee,
I Am Still Breathing,
And If You Are Just Able To Believe,
I Promise Soon You Will Be Seeing Me


In This Place No Storm Can Rain On Me,
And No Evil Can Penetrate This Tranquility,
Yet Do Not Cry My Friend,
For I Am Still With Thee

The Sky Has Seen Horrid Sights
And Cried Many Tears
It Has Housed Angels And Demons
And Every Single One Of My Fears
Wolves Run Freely Throughout My Dreams
And Though My Heart Is Breaking At The Seams
I've Learned To Love Them

Waves Crashing On A Ruthless Shore
All I Hear Is The Slamming Of Doors
All The Banging Shakes Me To The Core
A Shattered Soul Lays Broken On The Floor

My Stature Lean And Gradually Stiffening
My Green Eyes Miraculously Glistening
As Demons In The Dark Are Grimacing
And I Can Feel My Blood Thickening

My Hair As Black As The Wolf In My Dreams
Which Comes Running Everytime I Scream
It Heals The Heart I Wear--Broken At The Seams
It's Eyes Yellow With A Beautiful Gleam

The Sky Has Seen Horrid Sights
And Cried Many Tears
It Has Housed Angels And Demons
And Every Single One Of My Fears
Wolves Run Freely Throughout My Dreams
And Though My Heart Is Breaking At The Seams
I've Learned To Love Them

Break Me Into Pieces
Let My Colors Bleed
Put Me Back Together
Whichever Way You Please

I’m Not A Simple Puzzle
It Will Not Be With Ease
But, If My Heart Is Found
It’s Your Name It Will Read

A Thick Chord Echoed,
Weaving With Sly Precision,
Through The Sleeping Trees,
At The Sound Of Such Beauty,
I Decided I Must Sing

The Grey Morning Light,
Seeps Right Into My Drawn Shades,
But I Have No Time,
To Listen To The Songbirds,
Nor Can I Watch The Surise

My Brittle Heart Entwined With Hope's Coarse Veins,
My Soul Fighting For My Body's Control,
Is It Really That Wrong To Feel This Plain?
My Glass Is Neither Half Empty Or Full

Is It Wrong To Dream, Or Wish Upon Stars?
There Is No Sunshine When I Dream Or Wish,
Is It Wrong To Search For Something So Far?
Is It Wrong To Walk A Desert As Fish?

Does Hope Grow On Trees, Or Sway In The Wind?
Does Bad Luck Wear Glasses? And Is Luck Blind?
Does Heaven Give Offers Then Rescind?
It Feels Like--You Never Know What You'll Find

Is It Wrong We All Don't Get Time To Heal?
I'm Starting To Wish Good Fortune Was Real

My Eyes Slowly Closed,
As The Stars Gently Kissed Me,
And Smoothed Back My Hair,
While Telling One Last Story,
Before I Fell Sound To Sleep

The Blue Faced Solemn Moon Lit The Hollow,
Snow Glittered Underneath The Wreck Of Steal,
My Neck Cranned So That I Couldn't Swallow,
My Limbs So Mangled They Could Never Heal,
A Trail Of Blood Smeared Across The Thick Grove,
A Doe Stood Infront Of Me; It's Eyes Calm,
I Studied The Doe While My Own Soul Loathed,
How Could I Loathe With Her Heart Soft As Palms,
And As She Watched My Skin Started To Twist,
She Ran As He Silently Watched While Still,
He Licked My Shattered Bones And Tugged My Wrist,
He Told Me With Him I'd Never Be Ill

We Breathed In The Night Air With The Same Lungs
And Though I Had Wounds They No Longer Stung

Blood Stained Swords Cut Through The Sky,
Silver Blades Reflecting Off The Noonday Sun,
Behind The Horses A Fire Blazes Tall And Lean,
Striking The Pure Air With Thick Black Smoke,
Deeper And Darker Than Any Nighttime Sky,
Arrows Perch Upon Every Arch Of A Wooden Bow,
Thin Feathered Tails Stand Like Stone In The Breeze,
Flags Raised Along With Hundreds Of Spears,
Mallets Grasped In Ghostly White Knuckles,
And Twisted Smiles Form--Ready For Victory,
Thin And Measured Breaths The Men Do Take,
They Say They Stand For Their Freedom,
Though A Blood Bath Means Nothing In A Barren World,
Such As This One They Prowled For Lesser Years,
Grasping Everything In Their Disgusting Rage,
Lives Included,
Souls Deluded,
Eyes Pale And Blue As A Withered Corn Flower,
The Whiter Part--Yellowish And Tinted With Tears,
Salt Dripping Down Their Cheeks Forming In Suns,
Armour Glistening As Shields Are Set Into Place,
Scowls Slithering Through Their Metal Masks,
Staring Down The Enemy,
War Paint Trickles Down Their Arms,
Tears Mirror Them As They Stream Down Their Faces,
All They Wanted Is Change

Snow Angels, Candy Canes, And Hot Chocolate,
It Is All Wonderful Yet,
The Sun Suits Me Well

*Except When It Burns Me

I Hate These Human Bones,
And The Olive Skin I Wear,
I Hate My Perfect Smile,
And Every Dark Red Hair

I Hate These English Words
Which Run Through My Mind,
And I Hate Every Calendar,
Because It Reminds Me Of Time

I Hate Every Dark Memory
And This Grey Sky Above,
I Hate This Aching Feeling,
Of Needing To Be Loved

I Hate All My Hatred,
For It Makes Me So Blue,
And I Especially Hate My Heart,
Because That Thing Fell For You

I Have Been Calling,
Across The Timber And Plains,
I Have Called Your Name

I Have Been Wishing,
Lying Underneath The Stars,
I Have Wished For You

I Have Been Searching,
Deep In The Trees And My Heart,
I've Searched For So Long

I Have Awakened,
To A Dawn Cold And Lonely,
As The Notes I Sing

I Have Been Waiting,
Waiting For So Many Moons,
For A Glimpse Of You

I Have Been Begging,
For You To Take Me Away,
Please.. Take Me Away

I Wonder If You Still Miss Me,
If Pure Thoughts Of Me Still Linger,
I Wonder If You Still Miss Me,
If Our Song Is Still Your Ringer,
I Wonder If You're Brave Enough,
To Blubber At The Thought Of Us,
I Wonder If You're Brave Enough,
To Realize You Threw Away Trust

You Say You Are A Gentle Creature,
But You Have Sharp Teeth And Claws To Match,
You Say You Are Unique,
But You Are Much Too Similar To Those In Every Batch,
You Say I Am Wrong,
Is That Your Pleasure?
You Think You Are Incredible,
But You Are No Treasure,
You Say You're Innocent,
But You're Just Plain Mean,
If I Even Look At You,
You Try To Lower My Self-Esteem,
I Didn't Think I Did Anything,
But You've Shown Me Who You Really Are,
I Know I Never Said A Cruel Word,
So Why Did You Choose To Leave A Scar?

My Old Soul Is Trapped In A Body Too Young

I Am Whispering,
Though I Feel Extremely Loud,
The Wood Is Silent,
Except For My Booming Steps,*
When Human I Have No Grace

Careful Steps,
Concise And Practiced,
A Rehearsed Dance Routine,
Which Makes Me Invisible,
To The Eyes Which Dwell In Furry Bodies,
The Trees My Gang,
The Warm Air Escaping My Lungs,
Creating Mist--Is My Smoke,
And The Musky Air Of Deteriorating Leaves,
Is My High,
Composing Lyrics In My Head With Every Step,
My Pace Keeping A Steady Beat,
The Music To Which I Dance,
And The Mud My Dance Floor,
Leaving Bare Prints Of Human Toes Behind,
The Last Leaves Confetti,
In A Cloudless Sky,
The Sun My Blacklights,
Nature My Never Ending Party,
Adrenaline My Drug,
My Body My Dealer,
Excitement My Currency,
Alert And Aware,
Never A Target,
Stay Far Away From Plush Cushions,
And Crowded Clubs,
Humans Screeching Over Meaningless Words,
Wasted Wannabes Rubbing Against One Another,
That Is The Secret Of My Natural High,
The Best Thing Is--I Never Crash

Trees Sway In Chilled Winds,
Sights Of You Make Me Weary,
My Mind Dangerous,
Dangerously Close To You,
And Thinking Of You Again