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Sydney Rain Mar 2014
Old scars still hurt like a fresh wound.
Forever must have been different to me and you.
Flashbacks like whiplash of your face inside my head.
And all the times you said you loved me burn to ashes in the end.
Like a moth, drawn to an open flame;
I needed your heart throwing me like a hurricane.
I find solitude in the thought of death, I want to lay my memories to rest. Because what's next to come is such a mystery, I tear out my stitches to keep the pain going.
I've grown accustom to the tightness in my ribcage.
We're slaves to a substance; a substance named truth.
You held my heart inside your hands. Safe and protected in your palms, slip up once; **** it's gone.
Love is such a funny thing because once it starts to fade, there's no stopping it from going.
Once it's gone, it's gone; it doesn't come back.
You're like a stranger now and it's so strange to think how once you held me in your arms so close to your heart and I heard it beat. It screamed my name, trapped inside your chest.
We fell pure like snow but we landed and became ***** and corrupt by our surroundings.
Our scars like dirt, changes our color.
Sydney Rain Jan 2014
Dig your nails in my back
And I will swallow your hate
I'll be your poetic *****
If you'll be my metaphorical ****
We already lost ourselves
But I want to forget the memories
Take control of me
Let's **** the pain away
Sydney Rain Dec 2013
Hai
Hi Kirsten
This is Sydney
It keeps signing me in as you
So I decided to write this poem
Roses are red
Violets are blue
My name is Sydney Rain
And I love you
C;
Sydney Rain Dec 2013
I caught myself missing you again
last night in bed
I was trying to sleep
without the thought of you next to me
I thought of what we used to have
and how tender and rare it was
We should've nurtured it
and fixed our love
But we both gave up
This sounds so washed out just typing it but
You were my best friend
and with your love I started to love myself
Now you're gone
and I have no one
I have nothing
Sydney Rain Nov 2013
The wall that I built to keep you in crumbled to dust
And now just like my kingdom there's no more of us
I let you take my breath, just another mistake
Because once a **** up, always one now here's another breath to take.
Who knew the rope that tied me to you would turn to a noose?
YOU SAID YOU'LL LOVE ME ALWAYS
YOU SAID YOU'LL NEVER HURT ME
Now you're saying "I love you, but things just aren't the same."
You were my whole world and I thought I was yours.
But I guess I was wrong because all promises bound were eventually cut loose.
I still need you but I don't think I want you back.
I just wish it never ended, I don't want to start again.
Sydney Rain Nov 2013
"Hey Sydney, I don't wanna upset you but things haven't been the same between us. I don't wanna hurt you, but I think we should break up. I'm so sorry, but I know you feel the same way."

And like that you were gone. My best friend, my life line. Everything. Gone. And now nothing matters anymore.
Sydney Rain Nov 2013
Do you still think I'm the most beautiful girl
Do you still think about me always
Do you doodle my name on your papers
Do you still look at my pictures and smile
Do you still wish you were with me all the time
Do you still want to be mine forever
Do you still pretend I'm with you at night
Do you still dream of me
Do you still love the taste of my lips
Do you still get shy around me
Do you still have to restrain from always kissing me
Do you still love me
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