My biggest mistake was letting my guard down for someone who was half there. I welcomed with open arms, revealing all the scars that I wore. I wholeheartedly loved someone who couldn’t even meet me half way. Now i’m sat here thinking, did I really want him or did I love the illusion of him wanting me? I feel for his words but his actions showed otherwise. It pains me knowing that he knows my secrets. He didn’t deserve to know my soul in such depth. He didn’t deserve my feelings. He didn’t deserve me. I’m the type of girl who would’ve light up his whole world yet in the end, he burnt my love to the ground.

When did you stop caring? he asked
When did you start noticing? she replied.

she was trying to walk away
and hold on
at the same time
that's the mind
at war
with the heart

It felt like heaven
when you
kissed
Me
so I
Ignored all the times
you put me
thru hell

This is my promise to you for the world to see
Just how much you really mean to me.
I tell this to the stars above,
To remind you that you will always be loved.
I tell this to the fish in the sea,
And they too will know just how much you mean to me.

I promise to love you,
As long as you love me too.
I promise you FOREVER.

but wait..
how long is forever?

-sometimes forever is just one second-

I said "i love you"
"i love you more" he said.
Then I ask him "how long is it?"
"Infinity" he replied.

I believe in you, in us infinitely, inexplicably.
I know you believe in us too.