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May 2014 · 271
I can't forget you
pluie d'été May 2014
Everyone
Used to say
That it was
More difficult
To forgive
Than forget

But
I have forgiven you
And now
I can’t forget you
May 2014 · 2.1k
guitar
pluie d'été May 2014
he plays a song for me
on his guitar
his fingers
and hands
moving
smoothly
effortlessly

sad eyes
a liar's
eyes

i look away
tear out the page
he wrote
'love until
death'
i should never
have given you
a pen
pluie d'été May 2014
All of the boys
I have ever loved
Have been
Illusions

I could have
Written them
On used napkins
In golden
Cafes
Or scrawled
The adjectives
Describing them
Across pages
Of a journal
Whose pages
Are too empty

Their hands
Were always as cool
As their warm hearts
Before I fell
For them
And as warm
As their cold hearts
After I had
Stumbled
And dropped
Into their
Waiting
Wanting

Demanding
Arms

I could have written
How many chances
I would have to give them
Molded
Into their hopeful
Smiles

'Forgive
Me'

I may as well
Continue
To write
Words
Empty
And full
Like the sky
And fall in love
With the made up boy
With the brown eyes
Standing in front of me
May 2014 · 410
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
i am
running out of things
to say

i think
i need someone
to break my heart
again
May 2014 · 197
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
it feels like
it should be
later than this

and the cold
is creeping in between
the spaces
of the window
and the sky
cloaked
in the shadows
of silver clouds
against a black
that's darker
than it should be

i wish
there was a stamp
that stamped out
dark words
that were sad and beautiful
onto white
pages
that were naive
and empty
May 2014 · 291
illusions
pluie d'été May 2014
we think
it's easy
take a sip
of fire
inhale
and exhale
sweet smoke
that makes
our eyes sleepy

the cheap
alcohol
makes our eyes
fill
with tears
shake and tremble
when we've been laughing
all along

hold my hair up
while i throw
up
misguided
situations
unthought through
ideas
hold me
up
while a stumble against you
catch me
when i fall

and let a stranger's
fingers
move across
the stockings
on my legs
with a wink
don't think
she doesn't see
or feel
when her eyes are closed
and she pretends
to be asleep
with her eyes open
and a naive
smile
plastered
like the red lipstick
across her running
mouth
May 2014 · 400
cracks in the night sky
pluie d'été May 2014
and all
i could think of
in that very moment
was how sunlight
could still choose
whose skin
to stain
like a crack
in the night sky

and how it chose
a liar's
(Posted on another site with a pseudonym "S.M".)
May 2014 · 335
the sky
pluie d'été May 2014
i wish the sky
would listen to me
when i ask for rain
and thunderstorms
and golden sunlight
that isn't too strong
May 2014 · 185
hello
pluie d'été May 2014
it is so easy
to say goodbye
to some people
and i know
it shouldn't be

or maybe it should be
to everyone else
but not to you
and if that's true
i don't think
we have said
hello
yet
May 2014 · 289
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
I am
Terrible
At this
And I wish
You would stop
Trying
To make me
Better

I will only
Disappoint you
May 2014 · 531
forget
pluie d'été May 2014
you're the name
scrawled
on the tip of my tongue

i remember it
and you
and all the spaces
and fillings
in between
because i try
so hard
to forget
May 2014 · 236
Writing Like You
pluie d'été May 2014
i wish
i could write
poetry
like you

but i can't
so
i'll keep
dropping lines
between
words
until
i get it right
May 2014 · 291
Anyway
pluie d'été May 2014
how do you
change
in one day

the old  man
asked
with a frown

it has to be
a special day
said the little girl
it has to fall
on the third
or the seventh
or the tenth
or the thirteenth
or any of these
numbers
added
together

the old man
glared
at the sun
and walked away
because
he couldn't add
and didn't have
a calender
anyway
May 2014 · 277
Always
pluie d'été May 2014
I always
Wondered
How I should
Let
You go
When you are
Always
Here
And then
I walked away
And it wasn't so hard
After all
May 2014 · 241
god
pluie d'été May 2014
god
i see
only an illusion
in the place
god used to be
but i still
pray
to him
sometimes
in case he's real

if he is
i hope
he doesn't hate me
and my
skeptical
eyes
May 2014 · 253
he
pluie d'été May 2014
he
he thought
that starting over
would be
as easy as poetry

he lay awake
staring at the ceiling
for hours
and days
until the night
melted into the sun
igniting
the thousand
full
pages beside him

he still
felt the same
May 2014 · 502
Blue Eyes
pluie d'été May 2014
Your eyes
Are blue
And I love
Brown eyes
More than blue eyes
But your's
The most
May 2014 · 503
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
i keep the words
you whispered to me
in a dusty box
under my bed

sometimes
i take them out
and they fly across the room
making me
remember
making me
wish
that i could forgive you
May 2014 · 483
halo
pluie d'été May 2014
you kiss my neck
like you own me
and then
i see the sun
glint off
the curls in your hair
making a halo
and a lie
before the darkness
comes seeping
over
the lonely
blue expanse
of the sky
May 2014 · 301
touch me
pluie d'été May 2014
your fingers
used to
caress
the gaps
between my ribs
and wrap around
my hand

they make shadows
across
the cracking
wall now
in my dreams
and i can't
let anyone else
touch me
May 2014 · 192
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
i am
cold
without you
May 2014 · 290
reading
pluie d'été May 2014
the only
occasional
fault
with reading
is that you become
so tainted
with the characters'
experiences
that they might
as well
had happened to you
and by god
when you read
a person's
definition
of too many
it really can
become
too much
May 2014 · 214
Dear Sky
pluie d'été May 2014
there aren't
enough
umbrellas
in the world
to save me
from you

there aren't
enough
colours
in the world
to describe you

or sounds
to capture
the movement
of your soul
never ending
above me

watch me
with my eyes open
and closed
stain the ocean
with the spread
of your cool beauty
take me
quickly
before anyone else
can take my heart
May 2014 · 434
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
a drag
of your cigarette
pull me in
again

cold air
biting
the warmth
of your hands
neautral
against the curve
underneath
my knee

whispered
words
pulsating
through the air

your watch
held
against my ear
time
wasting
only
to return
again

let's get out of
here
hold me
so i won't sway
hold me
so i won't stay
May 2014 · 995
drizzle
pluie d'été May 2014
there's a girl
who holds
the universe
in her eyes
(they aren't tired
yet)

she loves the rain
and the sound
of voices
and his eyes
and his eyes
and his eyes
and the feeling
she got
after her second
kiss

she dresses
in white
her cheeks
stained
with innocence
held high
(her tears
fall like rivers
whenever
she cries)

she
drowns in words
faded
pieces
of a thousand forests
a billion minds
and minutes
held
crumbling
and falling
through her lap
and scrawls
empty words
(the ones
she hears)
between gaps
in the pages

she
sows
an entirety
and gives them names
of all the famous writers
(she sometimes
regrets
reading them)
and caresses them
with her lips
and the words
that slip through
(they really
become
more beautiful
in the sunlight)

she
won't say the words
that need not
be said
tainting feelings
and moments
with a means of escape
(and she will hold her palm
over her ears
just to save herself
from hearing them
fall like feathers
from your lips)

she will
fall in love
with strangers
until she knows
them
(and then she will wonder
if her imagination
was actually real)

she will
write
until the moths
tire
fluttering
against a lit screen
and the butterflies
fall apart
across
a bare neck
like stars
falling into the sea

she loves
the sky
and the sea
and can't decide
on separate
entities
(confusion
mounts
and weighs her down
until she flies
away
into the drizzle
on the corners
a gentle breeze)
May 2014 · 270
your shadow
pluie d'été May 2014
I miss the way
Your shadow
Would fall across my skin
And warm me
In the Winter
May 2014 · 140
The Wisdom of the Moon
pluie d'été May 2014
we keep thinking
that the moon
is so wise
because it must be
so old

but really
it's because
it always
has a part of itself
hidden
May 2014 · 390
Moon
pluie d'été May 2014
There was a girl
Who used to
Think that you were
The moon
And she would bow down
At your feet

She found out
That you were
Really
A star
That had disappeared
Centuries
Ago
May 2014 · 257
stinging
pluie d'été May 2014
i want to burn
the pages
i wrote about you

the smoke
stinging
my eyes
would make me cry
in the same way
May 2014 · 338
Rain
pluie d'été May 2014
you say
that i'm a hurricane
and i think i'm rain
but really
i wish i was just the drizzle
falling slowly
from the sky
afraid to let go
until i land
on his cheeks

who would stand outside
during a hurricane?
how would i find him?

who would stand without
an umbrella
or undercover
during rain
how would i land on him?
May 2014 · 25.0k
Your smile
pluie d'été May 2014
i think you
are beautiful
and that your eyes
are like a river

your words
fall like drizzle
on the lashes
of my eyes

your smile
makes my heart
drop
into my lap
and weighs
down my steps
May 2014 · 345
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
your words
feel like
the most beautiful punch
to the chest

and you
keep holding me
under the waves
May 2014 · 308
i wouldn't be
pluie d'été May 2014
if i thought
the world was better
if i thought
life was easier
if i thought
death was further
if i thought
love was painless
if i thought
all lies were the truth
if i thought
you were the One
if i thought
you were still here
if i thought
nothing of fear
if i thought
bravery was an asset
if i thought
books were books
and not air
if i thought
you still missed me
if i thought
everything
was only what you think
everything
is
if i thought
i was just a fancy
graze
like everyone else
if i thought
the sea
was an ocean
and not my love
and that the moon
was only a planet

i wouldn't be
writing
poetry
May 2014 · 197
your name
pluie d'été May 2014
my poetry
seems less
without the stain
of your name
but i can't
bring myself to write it
May 2014 · 163
two
pluie d'été May 2014
two
If your eyes
Were my own
And mine
Were yours
We would
Be one
And not
Two

I would rather be two
Than not with you
May 2014 · 376
pity
pluie d'été May 2014
The greatest loss is not of our own lives.

You understand nothing.
You watch everything
Fade past
With denial
On your mind
Pity on your wrist
And a stupid smile
Cloaked with alcohol
And the pills
That spill from
Your clenched palm

It’s not okay
May 2014 · 2.5k
Villain
pluie d'été May 2014
How I long
Sometimes
To have been
Locked into Never  Land
With you
And Peter Pan
And all the other
Lost Boys

I would give
The greatest
Villain
A kiss
If only
I would
Be able to be
In your arms
Again
May 2014 · 123
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
Don’t you wish
My darling
That we were as infinite
As the wind
May 2014 · 437
love poem
pluie d'été May 2014
You tell me
That you are tired
Of love poems
Bruising your eyes
Making you long
For something
Unfathomable

Yet you still look
At yourself
In the mirror
May 2014 · 275
maps
pluie d'été May 2014
i wander
through the glades
in the evening
the darkness
my guide
stars making maps
with the heavy trails
of your lies
May 2014 · 249
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
if i could tell you
how much i miss your shadow
at night
when i am asleep

i still wouldn't
May 2014 · 235
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
if only we could be
as fair as the moon
in it's absence
May 2014 · 818
choice
pluie d'été May 2014
there were cracks
of lightening
that fell from the sky
like chains
of stars
held together
by electricity

searing the earth
rain beating across
pale skin
dark skin
no skin
the minds
under colour
cursing
one another

we have choice
and there is still
no freedom
from the oppression
we have been forced
to create
May 2014 · 166
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
what is there
to say
when i can't even
miss you
May 2014 · 165
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
these are all lies
wrapped into
gold
and dipped in the light
of the moon

take some wine
a tumble
across the bed sheets
with another
until it feels better
until it feels
like you can understand
it fully
though it's really
just an illusion
that falls
like a shadow
cool
across my skin
in the summer

moving in the wind
that keeps changing direction
like my opinion

and this poem
May 2014 · 446
lost
pluie d'été May 2014
there are moths
trapped behind
the cheap plastic screens
of the atm

attracted by the light
to their demise
i watch them
swollen
crumbling
as i fill in numbers
insignificant
compared to their lives
lost
May 2014 · 184
always
pluie d'été May 2014
i had always
thought
that the world
was a better place
with you
but then i found out
after you left
that it wasn't the world
after all
May 2014 · 146
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
i couldn't help but notice
how beautiful your eyes become
when you're about to cry
May 2014 · 145
Miss Me Now
pluie d'été May 2014
you say
that you can't believe
how much more beautiful
i have become
and i can't help
but wonder
if this is why
you miss me
now
May 2014 · 2.4k
feather
pluie d'été May 2014
once upon a time
an old woman
stopped
a young girl
and asked her
if she wanted to know
what was going to happen
next

how do you tell
asked the young girl
who had eyes
the colour of rain
unseeing

the old woman
lifted up the young girl's fingers
to trace her smile
i read about you
once
she said
her voice
rasping

a feather fell in the young girl's
raven hair
and the old woman
picked it up
and put it in her own

who wrote about me
asked the blind girl
without realizing
what the old woman
had just done

the old woman
kissed her smooth cheek
clouds forming
in her eyes
and left
with all of
her uncertainty
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