The fear of losing started to creep in.
Knowing that I will no longer have the power
to hold the most precious thing.
Everything we've had
will just be an imprint in my memory,
etched in my heart,
carved on my bones and flesh.
You have been a part of my soul.
The nights became colder and kisses gone stale
I remember when you said it was the sweetest thing you've tasted
How could you not hear me scream and break into million pieces
When you used to understand my whisper, my silence
How could you be so numb to feel the warmth of my skin
The same skin that wraps you around when you were trembling with fear
A part of me died.
When you turned your back and shut my world
I died when you were too deaf to hear my heart beat and let it bleed
I die everytime you look at me and see nothing, as though I never existed.
You left me with everything tangled.
You left me with questions unanswered.
What happened? To you? To us?
I thought you are the sanctuary i have been longing for eternal
Someone who will hold me like something fragile
Maybe you were or maybe you are not.