summer

summer May 2016

8.5.16

Today
I saw you.
And it wasn't
like before.
Before is over,
before cannot ever
come back.
We're in the
present now, where
we pretend
"us"
had never even
existed.

-S

summer May 2016

Let's Forget.

Take my hand,
i promise you,
everything will be okay.

Let's go,
leave it all behind,
because none of it matter's now.

Don't be scared,
you have me,
and i have you and that all we need.

Take my hand,
and get ready for the adventure,
because there's no looking back now.

Let's go,
grab your passport,
and forget about them.

Don't be scared,
the nightmares will stop,
i promise.

Take my hand,
and never let go,
because i need you as much as you need me.

Let's go,
pack your suitcase,
our planes leaves in an hour.

Don't be scared,
look at me,
i promise you, everything will be fine, i swear.

summer May 2016

This (You)

i want this to be the end,
of my pain and sorrow,
i want this to be the start,
of something good,

you are the one,
to make me loose it all,
you are the one,
to make me feel happy,

and i'll throw it all away,
and watch you fall down,
and i'll throw it all away,
so you can fall into my arms again,

you are the one,
to make me loose it all,
you are the one,
to make me feel happy,

and i'll throw it all away,
and watched you fall into her arms again,
and i'll throw it all away,
and watched you fall,

take me back,
take me home,
watch me fall,
down to earth,

this is the start,
of something beautiful,
you are the one,
to make me loose it all.

summer May 2016

Welcome To Reality

She walked into a room,
with walls painted white,
too bright for all her gloom,
but being here might be right.

On the walls are painted words,
Welcome To Reality, it reads,
her heart had been broken into thirds,
but being here is what she needs.

She sat down in a plain, green chair,
next to a taller boy who looked sad,
with dark brown hair,
but being here might not be too bad.

He smiled at her,
but only a little,
she thought of her past and all the "were's",
but being here won't make her soo brittle.

She is broken on the inside,
never happy and always alone,
she wears a smile to say i'm fine,
but being here is better and she has always known.

She wants to feel again,
something other that the endless pit of numbness,
to be happy truly and to forget all the stupid thoughts in her brain,
but being here isn't really the dumbest.

She looks around the room once more,
her eyes flickering from face to face,
and then to the door,
and she knows that by being here, it is the right place.

summer May 2016

I Almost...

I almost
gave up,
on you.

I almost
let you go,
because i thought...

I almost
stopped talking to you,
isn't that what you wanted?

I almost
said sorry,
but it wasn't my fault.

I almost
left you,
but then i thought...

I almost
told you,
that i needed you.

But then you
came home,
and held me.

But then you
never let me go,
till we woke up.

But then you
said sorry,
for the words you said.

But then you
stayed,
with me.

But then you
told me,
you loved me more than the moon it's-self.

summer May 2016

.

She's
Broken

summer May 2016

Sometimes Compared To Always

sometimes,
i feel good,
happy,
alive.

always,
i feel worthless,
sad,
alone.