I almost said no
When you asked if me and you
Could be shortened
To us
But I only would have denied
To see the look on your face
I almost said no
When you traced me
Like a stencil
But you drew me so perfectly
That I felt like a masterpiece
I almost said no
When you questioned if my first
"I love you"
Was even true
And here I am saying no to you
For the very first time
And I thought that you should know
My heart was saying yes,go
But I listened to my head for a change
And my mind told me no, let go

I loved
You loved
We loved
But you lost your love
Then found it again
And this pattern went on
For months
You told me everytime
That I was the best thing that ever happened
To you
But I cannot believe those words any longer
Because if I was,
Then why do you leave me everytime
Making me feel like I am the biggest disappointment
That has ever happened to you

Words like bait, love like a hook

You never acted as proper
As my mother wished
I didn't mind
That you just so happened to be
The ultimate plot twist
The love I thought to be whole
Was definitely not even the half of it
And mother is never wrong you know
You were unaware how to open a heart
Let alone, your own
So your love was in fact:
Improper