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Dec 2013 · 623
Stop Wishpering
Sum It Dec 2013
how long;
have you been
Whishpering
I clearly remember
I woke up three times or so
been back to sleep
I woke back up, And
I could still
hear you Humming


How long will;
you be
Whispering


Your thoughts;flows inside me
like the morning sun
over the mountains; beyound the hills


You words; resonates inside
with the silence, and
the noise


You are my Dope


How long will you be gone
How long have you been gone


I have your smile
frozen inside my memory
Your soft breaths beats
along my heart
I have your mean words
framed over my walls


I hear you whispering
I can listen you whispering
Keep Wishpering
Keep Wishpering
I want to feel you


Thinking about you, I
think about us


Keep your voice low
Stop whispering
December 28, 2013
Dec 2013 · 536
Apple on the Moon
Sum It Dec 2013
the wind is waving
big sun goes hiding
its time, bell chimes
high up, happy will rise
my love, the apple I promised
The Apple on the Moon
ripe and red, by god made
its falling today
i am setting my sail
please stay a day more
trust me, time will never know
just a day, please don't go
*moon , please
December 21, 2013
Dec 2013 · 2.3k
Panda crying for moon
Sum It Dec 2013
Have love ever been easy to deal with sympathy?
Just so, Her iron lung breathing calamity of apathy
Beyond eyes and words ,her beauty spoke
Kindle once vital, now perish slow with smoke
Suffocation cannot feel this good, can it?
a crime of love shall never see acquit


A poetess sung for me a poem of love
Soft words - with stings of  venomous dove
Being so deluded by some natural artsy
Dreams woven on silent obscure spree
Cold touch of her once warm soul
Shattering pieces  now never be whole


Poignant themes of once happy souvenir
Whispering breeze of lonely December
Brings me smile then tears falls down
a deep breath sigh and again I avow
holding onto the keepsake- my folded hands try
Squeezed by broken dreams- once more I cry!
Dec 2013 · 407
you,love
Sum It Dec 2013
and love it can come in any emotion
a torturing apathy or eternal devotion
for love is not a moment or two
love is forever, right inside you
Nov 2013 · 535
Voice inside my head
Sum It Nov 2013
dream -
or was it blurry memory
bright side of dark she was
up up higher she flew
like an angel from fairy tales
blazed she and dazed me
never noticed her go away
blurry memories in the morning
and that laughter...

*you are voice inside my head
you are voice
inside my
head
Nov 2013 · 278
12W
Sum It Nov 2013
12W
Failed so hard in poetry
I became a lover of her words!!
Sum It Nov 2013
Travelling Lady Smile with me
Blow my winter away
Stay for while when eyes drip
Give this heart a break
Come down, rest a while
Raise your light and shine on me
look at all these scars left on
Dress them all and sing lullaby
See me sleep before you leave
I shiver with your pain
Cold I feel, Colder I grow
Kiss my winter away
Travelling lady stay with me
hear me gasp your name at last
Nov 2013 · 576
Silent Lady
Sum It Nov 2013
silence
desperately
told nothing;
perhaps silence is a sadist!
Nov 2013 · 741
%Failed Words%
Sum It Nov 2013
failed lover
failed in poetry
failed with emotions it is

failed to one
failed for all
failed as man it is

failure digs failure
failure is no ladder
failed to grave it is

%failed words%
i know that I don't know why this is happening!! HAPPENINGGGG!!
Nov 2013 · 476
blue and black
Sum It Nov 2013
I am null lost in chaos
chaos of motions and emotions
I am chaos lost in null
null in absence of idea and will
I am lost in between chaos and null
I have befriended nonsense
sense doesn't make me good boy anymore
I was good at maths
I wasnt good with words
I am not me anymore
I am a small area without dimension
I was happy with what I got
I don't have me anymore
I am sorry to myself
I want to blame everyone for me being me
for me not being me
I want to cry and swim in pool of my tears
I want to roll down the hill and hit my head
I was a tree
I was a baby
I was a something
I am just nullness of chaos
I am me and I can't be me.......
Nov 2013 · 1.3k
desire
Sum It Nov 2013
A tiny flame of desire burns you inside
No, Not friction due to lack of space
but space in-between full of violent turmoil
your dreams are high and you are weak
You want to walk alone
Be there on the top alone but crave for slaves
slaves to hold same desires and puppets to your mood-swings
You shout them words and You cry alone
You scratch your brains out, your visions blurs you blind
you cannot want but to want just little warmth
but desires inside burns your inside
its not them , but just you inside
Oct 2013 · 1.3k
Alexithymia
Sum It Oct 2013
All those love cliches feels like some new enlightenment
And those love quotes seems like written just for me
I am searching again for that long-deleted love song
Absolute Alexithymia which I feel now...
I wish to borrow those cliches one more time
just for you and make it last forever more! <3 :)
Oct 2013 · 805
Forlorn
Sum It Oct 2013
Standing here like a child long left in oblivion
Staring into the deepest abyss of the hole-
Stuck like my most important part, now
Created after quick perforation of emotions
One quick tumble down the street - Astray
Think back, Think one more time ; vertigo!
Drop down to unconscious limbo - trying!
Eyes still open to illusions around vicinity
Yell a silent disapproval of praxis- moving on!
Hold me! The fall comes back!
Pull me up ; my hand stuck to my heart!
Oct 2013 · 683
My love is filthy!
Sum It Oct 2013
she is the filthiest, her words profane
she offends me with rejection, her desires insane
can I ever find her? her - who is not hers anymore
Oct 2013 · 357
Feeling Down
Sum It Oct 2013
As I laid my hand on the moon;
She started to wan out!
It broke my heart to realize
I never was light but just an eclipse!
Oct 2013 · 329
6W
Sum It Oct 2013
6W
she took away my breath
...............................
......................
...­..........
.......
life!
Sum It Oct 2013
यि आखाँहरु
फरफराउछन्
झिम्किरहन्छन्
फर-फर र झिमिक-झिमिकमा
रमाउदा रमाउदैँ
यी थाकेर निदाउछन्
म चाल पाउदिन
- यत्तिकै पनि मलाई अन्धो भन्छन्
Oct 2013 · 273
I saw you (13w)
Sum It Oct 2013
I saw you -
In my imagination
My imagination was -
Too real for reality!
Oct 2013 · 323
Finally, Love!
Sum It Oct 2013
I do not mind your silence anymore
And I will not ask you to hold my hand
I do not seek for your embrace anymore
And your longing will no more dwell in my mind
You are I, I am you
You and I, No more Two
Sep 2013 · 304
Words of Love
Sum It Sep 2013
Words-
caressed by your lips
As they spout out from you
Brings deluge in my heart
The flood of love;
And drown me in your desire
Sep 2013 · 356
Among Us
Sum It Sep 2013
Many people are religious
Who believes in God!
Some people are not believers in god
And then
Who are not people!
But God themselves or messenger of god
Live
Among Us
Written on August 5, 2013
(Sarcasm Intended)
Sep 2013 · 1.3k
*Rose Without a Thorn*
Sum It Sep 2013
No matter how hard this be
This has to end someday
Changes keeps on changing
How deep and hard we keep hanging

Has anyone noticed a river without a bend?
Does anyone know winner without played game?

A warm sun follows with every rain
With sun just hiding- so will be this pain
No rose bloom without thorns beneath
Even the calm moon has dark spots on it

Have you ever seen a rose without a thorn?
Ups and downs come from the time you are born

Sleep shall be hard with pain and misery
Dream a beautiful moment for tomorrow's victory
Even the brightest sun sets with the dark night
Fresh new morning waits on the other side

There is always a fresh new beginning after every hardest end
have you ever seen a river without a bend
have a ever noticed a rose without a thorn
Written on February 22, 2011
Sep 2013 · 6.5k
Kathmandu Monsoon *Haiku*
Sum It Sep 2013
On my gumboots, S p l a s h!!!
New ponds on the road, I found-
Muddy; blur Memories!
Sep 2013 · 426
Dear Love,
Sum It Sep 2013
My love,

I heard people saying
Life is a roller coaster
with ups and downs
with turns and bumps

I believe, With you beside
Life is a merry go round
It rotates through everything
but centers the bliss!
Written on July 10, 2013
Sum It Sep 2013
मन उजाडिएको महसुस हुन्छ
अनि कतै जकडिएको आभास हुन्छ
हावाको गन्धमा पनि वाक्न मन लाग्छ
मनमा अनौठो भारी छ, कतै बिसाउन मन लाग्छ

भावुक छु, तर कसैलाई म देखाउन सक्दिन
यो भावहिनता मेरो भावना हो
म बोल्न खोज्दा खोज्दै म लाटो बन्छु
मेरो शब्दहिनता मेरो चित्कार हो

अभिव्यक्त गर्न नसकिएका भावहरु
शब्दको साहारा लिन खोज्दा अझै लाचार बनिदिन्छन्
भावनामा डुबेको छु म, डुब्दै जादै छु गहिराइमा
तर... तर म डुबेको छु सुख्खा मरुभुमिमा

म अन्धो भइसके, आफ्नो खोज्दा खोज्दै
मलाई पागल भनिसके, बुझाउदा बुझाउदै
सबैको भावनामा आफ्नो भाव मिसाउन खोजे
तर... मेरो भावना कतै सुख्खा दलदलमा बिलिन भए

मैले सकिन, म सक्दिन होला अब कहिले
बरु म भावनाको अभावमा बाच्न चाहन्छु
म बिना मुटु रमाउन चाहन्छु
शुन्य भइ शुन्यमा बिलाउन चाहन्छु!!!
Written on July 31, 2013
Sep 2013 · 361
औपचारिकता
Sum It Sep 2013
तिमी देखिनु
तिमीलाई हेर्नु
मुस्कुराउनु
अनि
दुई शब्द बोल्नु
औ प चा रि क ता।।

निस्सासिन्छु म हाम्रो औपचारिकताले
एकैछिनको त्यो औपचारिकता
अनि कैयोँ दिनको पिडाले
आत्मियता, चाहन्छु म।
के तिमी चाहन्दैनौ र?

चिसो रातमा जलेको छाती
सितल बानाउने वायु माधुर्यता
सिरेतोले पोलेको मुटु
न्यानो  पार्ने पहिलो घाम
हो, त्यस्तै आत्मियता
तिमी चाहन्दैनौ र?

पहिलो भेट,
पहिलो मुस्कान,
पहिलो कुराकानी,
अनि पहिलो हासोँ,
हो, त्यहि आत्मियता।

हराएको
लुकाइएको
गुम्साइएको
नदेखाइएको
त्यो प्रथम आत्मियता
फेरि, एकपटक खोज्दछु म


पहिलो भेट देखिको
हाम्रो सामिप्यता --- अब
केवल औपचारिकतामा सिमित
हाम्रो क्रितीम आत्मियता
तिमीलाई भारी लाग्दैन?

निस्फक्रि, भयरहित
रसिलो, रमाइलो
पुरानो, ठत्यौली
मित्रताको अत्मियता

आत्मियता, चाहन्छु म।
के तिमी चाहन्दैनौ र?
Written on August 6, 2013
Sum It Sep 2013
कति पनि संकोज हुन्थेन
जब हामी भेट्थ्यौँ

कति पनि कुरा लुक्थेनन्
जब हामी बोल्थ्यौँ

त्यो ति दिनका कुरा थिए
जब हामी , हामी थियौँ

तर  आज यो के भयो
म म भए, तिमी आफु भयौँ

कति नजिक भेकनपनि
कति टाढा थियौँ

कति चाडैँ भयौँ आफ्नो
कति चाडैँ बिरानो
Written on August 3, 2013
Sum It Sep 2013
एकदम अनौठो शून्यता फैलिएको छ शहरमा
यो अनौठो शून्यताले त्रसित छन् यहाँका मनिसहरू
घर छन् तर छत छैनन्
खाना होलान् तर भोक छैन
सास छन्, निस्सासिएका

ज्यानको मायाले हैन, देशको मायाले बाचेका छन्

आकाश निला र खुल्ला छन्
कालो बादल कतै देखिने वालामा छैनन्
तर पनि झरी पर्ने सम्भावना उत्तिकै छ

.
.
.

ऊ!! आयो!..................... ऊ! आयो!!!
त्यो शान्तिको भक्षक
जो आफुलाई थान्छ न्यायको रक्षक
शान्तिको अप्रभङ्सित कोलाहल मचाउदै
बर्साएर जान्छन् बेमौसमी झरी
(यहाँ पहिले झरी पर्छ अनि बल्ल बादल देखिन्छ)

अब यो झरिले बगाउन बाकीँ के नै छ र?
सिवाय रित्तो आशुँ र सघंर्षको रगत

ज्यानको मायाले हैन, देशको मायाले बाचेका छन्
र बाच्नेछन्, त्यो बेलासम्म
जबसम्म यो माटोमा त्यो आशुँ सुक्कदैन
त्यो सुकेको रगतको कालो टाटो लुक्कदैन
झरी परेको यो दिन म मरेपनि, मेरो देश मर्दैन!
यो देश झुक्दैन!
Writen on September 3, 2013
A nationalistic poem against War!
Sep 2013 · 366
"म" - २
Sum It Sep 2013
शान्त रात
अनि मिठो सपना
...पक्कै मिठो थियो होला
बिहान मुस्कान थियो
उन्को मुहारमा, सन्तुष्तिको
आनन्दित हर्षको

चियाको चुस्कीसँगै
त्यो उडिरहेको वाफसगैँ
मिठो रातको, सुन्दर सपनाले
तरङ्गीत उन्को भावना, वाफिन थाल्छ
प्रिय भावना, सुन्दर चाहना
उनी
कोट्याउन थाल्छन्
लेख्नथाल्छन्

म बगिरहन्छु, उन्को भावनामा
उनीसँगै,
म मसी थप्दैजान्छु
उनी पोखाउदैँ जान्छन्
मुस्कानका लहर शिथिल हुदैछन्
म केही बोल्दिन,
केवल, बगिरहन्छु
उनीसगँ, उन्कैसगँ
मिलन बिछोडको सम्झनासगँ
समाल्ने र अत्याउने कल्पनासगँ

कुनै नौलो होइन
मेरा लागी, छिनमै देखिने
उन्को यो परिवर्तन
मुस्कानमा रमाउने उन्को ओठ
पिडामा खुम्चिने उन्को निधार
तर म पनि बग्छु उसगैँ
म बग्नैपर्छ
मेरो के अस्तित्वो उनी बिना

उन्ले मेरोलागी पनि
प्रेम पोखेका थिए
...म त्यही थिए,
हरेक समय साथ दिने
म उन्को जीवनको सारथी भएको थिए
उनी भन्थे "तिम्रै साहाराले म बाचेकोछू, आफुलाई पोखेकोछु"
म निर्जीवमा पनि त्यतिबेला पलाए,
सधैँ देखिरहेका उन्को जस्तो, भावना
त्यो दिन म आफैँ पोखिए
शब्द कोर्न नसकेपनि
मसीले लत्पतिए, म रोए सायद

म सधैँ उन्को समीप हुन्छु
महसुस नगरेपनि
उस्ले देखेको भोगेको
म हेरिरहन्छु
उन्को खुसीमा म रमाउदै बग्छु
रोमान्चित बनाउछु ऊन्लाई
अनि दू:ख सबै पखाल्छु
सधै बग्छू, उनैसित

उनी कवि
म,
सहयात्री कलम!
Written On August 29, 2013
I am trying to do this series about personification of things and emotions. This is a Nepali Poem. ( Sorry to those who can't read Nepali)
Sep 2013 · 317
The Answer
Sum It Sep 2013
And my eyes rolled out
I left my ears in every walls
I tried to reach everywhere
I trusted everyone around
Just to find the answer
The answer to the Question-
Question, which was never there
But the answer I found
Where is the answer?
Just here, Right Here!
Sum It Sep 2013
I fall in love so easily.
                                                          I don't even notice falling in love
                                                                                                                              till the love falls apart from me.
Sep 2013 · 321
"म" -१
Sum It Sep 2013
म आउनेछु
म आउदा ठुलो प्रलय आउनेछ - भित्र
डढेलो लाग्नेछ मनमा
अनि बाहिर -- शान्त हुनेछ
कहालीलाग्दो, उराठलाग्दो, डरलाग्दो
म बाजा बाजाएर आउदिन
म केहि हल्ला गर्दिन
म आउनेछु
र चिर्नेछु, चिर्र---चिर्र!
करौटिले काठ चिरेसरी
तँलाई, तिमीलाई, तपाईँलाई अनि हजुरलाई
दुख्ला तर आँशु कस्ले देख्ला?
रगत कमै बग्ला
बगेपनि मलम कल्ले लगाइदेला?
म आउँदा अरु को होला र
कोइ नभएर त आए म!
म आउनेछु
हास्नेछु-- भित्र
ढ्यांरो ठोकेर चिच्याउनेछु
बाहिरी मौनतामा रमाउनेछु
पागल बनाउनेछु
डढेलो लाग्नेछ मनमा
मुटु त यसै छिया छिया भैसक्यो
म जालाउनेछु
म तिम्रो सपना धुवाँ बनाउनेछु
म खरानी बनाइदिनेछु आकाँक्षा
म रमाउछु एकान्तमा
म हास्छु दु:खमा
म, एक्लोपना!
Written on August 27, 2013

I am trying to do this series about personification of things and emotions. This is a Nepali Poem. ( Sorry to those who can't read Nepali)
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
The War Flower
Sum It Sep 2013
Ever since I was, Me,
This particular me

I was told;

I cried and whimpered-

I cried and Whimpered,
as I came out of womb,
still in wail, still in snivel,

I was staggered,
in utter astound, and amazement;
For absolutely no reason,

I Sniveled,
and sniveled that day,
into the madness I was in,
out of universe, into parallel whim,

I wondered,
I wondered:
Am I dead into my bones,
Where is the world, I have known,
The world, I have known for for 9 months-

or am I just a door, opened into storms,

May be it was for today, for few moments,
the Ill be gone !
Or, May be I was reincarnated into days,
of games leading to this game;
or was I just a foible,
dependent to layers,
of layers,
expanded into life's flare;

I was staggered,
in utter astound, and amazement;
For absolutely no reason,

I cried and whimpered,
as I came out of womb,
still in wail, still in snivel,

I was staggered,
in utter astound, and amazement;
For absolutely no reason,

Peace,
Peace,
Yes, Peace, all peace,

Love
Love,
Yes Love, all love,

Harmony,
Dear Harmony,
All Harmony,

Then again,

I jump down the lanes of memories,

She says,

Are you done trumping?
Aren't you late for working?
Aren't you late for life, this real life?

Then slowly,
I go mad,
By and by,
I am Mad,


into today and tomorrows,
anxious;
into emotions and fears;
.
Covered by joys and tears;
.
Eroded into feelings,
.
leading unto her being,
.
So,
it again becomes a helpless game,
where,
I cry and whimper

And there she is,
after all this while,
she seems to be in my dreams,
or in her dreams,
where she wail, and snivel !

Glued into her memories,
her eyes, to mine,
distant aero-plane into her abstain,

not much of caring,
yet, in her cosmic sharing;

repairing myself, into her un-caring,
tunneling a way, into sharing;

that love, that peace
that harmony;

Mommy,
in her tummy, had her, as baby, where a cell grew into body;
in some hide and seek, in melancholy

a bit sloppy, a bit swampy;

into dancing infinity,
along, my pace in her infinity-
my safari, in her serenity;

like some birds, singing songs,
of wordless hums,
just some gongs,
in shores, in her floor,

a flower out of spores,
her songs,
silent applause,
of this bird, who explores,
into the space-less, horizons

that thunderbolts,
**B O O M
Written on September 2, 2013

Written in collaboration with Aadarsha Bhattarai
You can follow his blog here http://beyondpoet.blogspot.com/
Sep 2013 · 711
Existence?
Sum It Sep 2013
I exist
Do I need to prove it?
I exist
*Isn't that more than enough?
Just random thought!
Sep 2013 · 1.2k
My Secret Chamber
Sum It Sep 2013
There is a secret chamber on my crib
Secret enough to hide me when I want to leave behind the world
Secret enough to shelter me when I am alone

I usually go to the secret chamber
Sit there for hours
and hours
and plus some minutes, just to sit there
Sitting there I think about many things
Many things from world
and beyond world
Many things about horses of our world
and Unicorns which are beyond our world
Many things about rainfall in the monsoon
and Stars shower beyond our world
and many things which makes sense
and things that doesn't make any sense except to me

I love my secret chamber
For the peace it gives
For the turbulence it settles down
For freshness and the energy afterwards

And I noticed today, Since many days
Many things I think about, in my secret Chamber
has been all about you
many things all about you!

I was connecting you with many things
things happening and that has happened to me, around me
I was
drawing pictures of you, flying on my pet unicorns
My unicorn would take you above the clouds
and I would come there from the secret pass of my imagination
Just to see how happy you are
How excited you have been

I connect you
Making equations of your and my principles
your activities relating to mine
your necessities compared to mine
just to make sure
there is a balance of emotions and logic

Today, i was taking a nap on my chamber
where I had a dream
about you
you were gone
your weren't playing with my unicorn
and your parts were all gone from my equations

Terrified I woke up
I was drenched in sweat and
trying hard to find some air
My secret chamber gave me no more peace
I felt jailed inside
I felt I was under custody of my imagination
my desires and my own dedication

I cannot think of anything else
I am just waiting for you to
come back and hold me again

I was told then, by someone inside my head
you got reasons to leave

just like that, you leave! and reasons???

I have been hearing gossips about you being
imaginary
but you make sense to me
how can you not be real?

and I also hear
you being a bad dream

I don't know If it was supposed to be Good
I don't care if it is not good at all
All I know is I still care
All I care is if YOU are here!

because
Since many days, on my secret chamber
I have been thinking about many things
many things all about you
without you, I have nothing to do
Without you, I am who?
Written on August 4, 2013
Sep 2013 · 1.8k
Annoying Affection of mine
Sum It Sep 2013
Annoying Affections of mine
For reason I do not understand
For reason I should have understood
but which do not get inside my head
or which are unacceptable on my heart
I suppose that is why it is said
Being blinded by love; literally
Sarcastically; Seriously.

Annoying---- that is the exact word;
the word to describe my feelings;
my feelings which I suppose as
emotions of affection
but Annoying --- this is to her
the woman I show
my emotions of affection

Texts carrying my Number
Mails sent from my address
Phone calls with my voice
Letters with my initials
Best wishes with my deepest regards
if anything is connected to Me
My and Mine
annoying--- that is the exact word;
Argh! Annoying affections of mine!

Affectionate chills
Flames of annoyance
burns these hearts: hers and mine!

Sigh
*Annoying Affection of Mine
Written on August 6, 2013
Sep 2013 · 570
Super Dad-Son
Sum It Sep 2013
I am a bad sleeper
and a terrible dreamer
I am lazy like no other
still I have people
praising me for what I do
and what I do not do
because people do that
and I listen to them eagerly
chants of my awesomeness

Smile sticks on my face

My daddy is the only person true
he knows me
How terrible I am at everything
How ****** up I am
How I know nothing except
except-------eating
sleeping
and gluing my eyes on my laptop

and he is the best dad on the world
because he is true at what he says
and I trust him since I was infant
a superhero--- I first met, only met!

And My mom is bad too
she supports me against dad
but I know dad
You are right
I am terrible at carrying out
responsibilities, duties, progress
because I am a bad sleeper
I sleep and I sleep and I sleep
I sleep late and wake up even more late!

He is the best dad
I am his favorite son
We are a team of super-dad and super-son!
he shouts to wake me up
I groan back to sleep
Its hard when two super powers collide
and I usually win
because my dad is bad too
he loves me and I love you, dad!
Written on August 7, 2013

Today is Father's Day here in Nepal.
My dad is my SUPERDAD!
Sep 2013 · 389
Unanswered Answer
Sum It Sep 2013
I was standing there, beside you
with a huge gap of silence in between us
and it seemed like it would take ages to reach you
creeping
                walking
                               running
                                                flying
                                                            through that silence
.........................................................­.....................................                      
There were no questions....................................................
...­...........................................but answers were sought for
.............................................................­................................

And you were so far away
You couldn't hear my loudest of silence
the face of desperation I wore
the smile of frustration I decorated as improper blithe

My questions almost inaudible
But the answers were sought for
.............................................................­......................
I answered myself of what you would have said
...on my head, if you have heard me "...I can't"

you turned to me with a faint smile
you turned other way, may be tears were on your eyes
you still on a far distance of silence
the answer of your part still unanswered
Written on August 4, 2013
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
Scribble Me
Sum It Sep 2013
Half pages of scribbled line
you can't make out any sense from it
close your eyes and touch with your heart
you may feel something
did you?

No!

A face that smiles with mask of paint
you can tease the hell out of it
close you eyes and laugh again
you may feel something
did you?

No!


Words, words you see
words you hear
Words irritating you
you can't understand anything from it
close your eyes and try to hear
you may feel something
did you?

No!


You see messed up paper
you don't see its rejection scribbling the love

You laugh at a red bulging nose of clown
you don't its flames of heartache

you see lots of hypocritic words
you hear messed up babbling
you write for my incorrigible
abuse me
stab me
tell them i am a thief
tell them i stole your space
write about my insanity
sing about my irritation
burn me with lectures of reality
Reject me

Welcome,
Add one more scribble on my page
Written on July 15, 2013
Sep 2013 · 754
Cursed
Sum It Sep 2013
Here
I am not alone
but, on my own
Sitting still
but , I move along

Around me
everything is transparent
lucid and alive
but I am cursed not to feel
...Beyond me
Written on August 8, 2013
Sum It Sep 2013
Artist is created in a blank paper
Like enigma is created in blank universe
Nature is conceived within universe
Human beings are created by nature
Fantasy is created which envelopes him
Illusion created foolishness
Foolishness created god
Humans planned god to control people
God created religion to rule over all
Harsh shouts created a havoc in the atmosphere
A self created philosophy of being underground
If only I knew who created philosophy
Artist was created on the blank paper
Written August 30, 2013
Sep 2013 · 519
Kiss Me
Sum It Sep 2013
Raise your hands
Bring it forth to me
Hold my head
and Pull me

Kiss me ---
My death blow;
give me my immortality.
Watch me die;
fill me with life

Your kiss ---
How do you do it?
or do you not do it at all!
Written on August 29, 2013
Sep 2013 · 727
Just Whining
Sum It Sep 2013
I drink You!
I drink you and Your memories
Addicted, am I?
Addicted to you and the miseries
Miseries following your absence
you left for me, When you left me

Desires turned to agonies
Burns me inside, and scratches my mind
So I must drink!
To chill my heart down, and calm my mind
Droping scoops of lovely imagination
of what we could have been, together

I drink and Drink
I drink and think
Every possibilities left
to get back to you
I drink and sink
Distressed, for no way i see
I drink till I get sick of you
then I *****
I *****
all you and yours
from my heart and mind
with my pen
on this paper

I do not write to write
I write to get you out of my mind
Well, this is not any writing
Just Whining!

You must die inside me!
OR
I will die everyday, with you inside!
Written on August 8, 2013
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
Remorse
Sum It Sep 2013
STOP
I have ruined your love for me
Don't ruin my love for you
GO!
Written on August 31, 2013
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
No Poem
Sum It Sep 2013
There are good poems
and there are bad poems
and apart from that
there is NO POEM

I usually go with NO Poem
"no poem" is my way of poetry
Good poems are sensible
They are written with words of senses
Words with intelligence
Words of emotions
Words of virtue
Bad poems are irresponsible
Poems of offence
Poems of unhealty mockery
they are written with nonsense
and I am with NO poems
because
I am neither sensible
nor irresponsible
I neither make sense
nor do any nonsense

"I am stuck!"
that usually happens when I write poem
and in the end
there is NO POEM
No poem is my way of poetry

*But this poem is not No poem
it is a bad poem
for humor :D

Written on August 4, 2013
Sep 2013 · 1.3k
!!!Problem
Sum It Sep 2013
My problem with me
is the problem of mine
of not knowing
the Problem I have
and I am still suffering
without knowing why
This sweet suffering
started with you
crossing my view
and that view hitted me
somewhere beside my eyes
may be, heart-- guess why
that is where my problem lies
its normality is gone
Also may be mind
ask me again--why!
I lose myself
when I am with you
I lose myself from me
To find myself in you!
My problem with me
is the problem you give
by not knowing
the problem I have
with you; around you
without you; among everyone
Written on August 24, 2013
Sep 2013 · 553
Blanked Dreams
Sum It Sep 2013
I do not remember my dream from last night
or nights before
I do not even remember if ---
I have been dreaming
Since days and past, i have been sleeping late and waking early
****-a-doodle-doo then
I try to remember unconscious or
semiconscious activities happening around when i was deep with sleep
...My memories do not agree for me

What happened to the dreams
of my childhood--- what was my childhood dream
or those dreams of achieving something-- something
I wanted to buy,  something very bad
something I do not quite remember now
Where was the place I was destined for
My brain is losing its nerves
What was it I wanted to become!

Pinch me!
Pinch me--- Oh, reality!
I turn my pages of my private dream journal
Someone seemed to have robbed my letters off the pages
I panic and I slap myself
I panic and I bang my head
I panic and I scream out my lungs
I panic and I call for help
I panic and I ask
"Why are you all laughing at me?"
I panic for now they are declaring my mad
I panic trying to run around and hide
I look at the mirror to find no one inside

Why me? .............................!
Is it me who forgot my dreams?
oh me!
or my dreams who abandoned me?
****!
Or were they just snatched away?
Written on August 30, 2013

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