I am very afraid to face tomorrow.
I am very afraid I won't face tomorrow.

Please don't lie to me,
cause I'll know -
and I will still end up believing you.

if growing up meant
bottling it all up inside
then i guess we're just
a bunch of dead bodies
drowned in an ocean of our own despairs.

before i wouldn't dare to imagine walking these streets alone,
yet now i somehow find solitude being on my own.

there are days where
i feel that i am lucky,
and there are days where
i feel that i am not;
there are also days
where i feel like everything is too much,
that all these feelings
are just a lot to take in,
and that i would just explode
considering everything that i am feeling;
but there are days,
no - there are more days
where i feel as though I feel nothing at all,
and that is the worst feeling of it all.