I need a girl
A girl who wont take me for granted
A girl who cares what happens
To me
A girl who's loyal
To the end
A girl who wont choose a friends boyfriend
Over her own
What happened to loyalty
The world is crumbling at my feet
What happened to loyalty?

Malice
Meticulously marking
My malevolent mind
I put up shields to stop this very thing
Before my eyes my heart is breaking
Again
I said I wouldn't let anyone
Seep through the cracks again
Why?
We weren't together long
But when we were
I thought it could go far
Now the stars have faded
And I am left
Painfully jaded

Careless an callous
Between a rock and a hard place
I see a face
An angelic face
That keeps me wanting more
I long for her
And wonder
Why?
What makes you think
You can walk all over me
What makes you think
I'm strong enough
To be your friend
Things barely began
When you chose to end
I fear I may be damaged
Beyond all repair
Now tell me
How the ****!
Is that fair?

You're beautiful
But you disagree
You're perceptive
Yet you overlook me
I'm here
And I always have been
Enamored by your grace
Captivated by your face
Hoping for the tiniest taste
Of life with my arm around you
Forward
I know
But thats who I am
I know I can make it last
All you have to do
Is give me a chance

I can't believe
All I see
Is inter-weaved
And stuck together
I die inside
And realize
That no one can look me in the eye
I'm hypnotized
And destitute
Wish I was resolute
So that there is nothing to refute
My mind is a maze
Of passageways
That lead deep inside
Painful memories
And twisted thoughts
This is my state of being
Help me

Your beauty blinds me
It takes me
Can break me
I can't see
When greeted with your radiance
Lost in your innocence
May I have this dance?
Attached to your glow
Which blazes hotter than the sun
And I come undone
And then I know
You know who you are
I'm falling
For a white hot star

My world comes crashing down
Around me like a storm
Raging forth
An unstoppable force
The pain tears at my flesh
And I am nothing
Once again
Tears fall upon the glass
How could it happen so fast
I am attached
Nothing I can do
It would never work
I know
As I attach to her
She still clings to her past
I find myself amidst tentacles
Glowing green
Pulling me
Under the sea
As if a ship overturned
The darkness
Yes
The darkness has returned