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I want to tell you a million things.
A million stories,
But I am afraid.
Afraid once I start I won't stop.
Afraid you won't care.
Afraid that when I look into those brown eyes I'll see
only see my reflection and nothing more.
Afraid that when you hear all the
bad, that when I reach for you,
as I often do, you will turn away.
As they often do.
Falling stars make chandeliers and I wish upon each piece
To hope among a million dreams that my chances may increase
Within the creases and cracks of time as future becomes present becomes past
That you won't count me out even if you count me last

My hand, it reaches out for you like many a lover before
Closing my fragile, feeble eyes and opening my hearts door
In all and all in with the wager for a hint of you
No promise to be found in the stars or in the cosmic hue

Love is written on the blackboard of the universe
While passion's written on bed's backboard, gifting touch like verse
And as I lay in roofless rooms I look towards starlit skies
I wish for you and only you to stay eternally
When we first met, you were
The warm sunlight on my face
The salt water in my hair
The colors of paint on my canvas
and the loving words I began to say to myself and others

You made me a lion
Never timid or ashamed.
I was growing like a tree
With cherry blossoms
and all the people starred with such awe
and knew that it was your power that kept me alive.

Until one day you grew
A serpent tongue that spoke monstrous words.
I became a nuisance with my love
And when I leaped you pulled me back to a step.
I became trapped in your eyes and tortured with your mind.
You threw a million shards of glass at my heart
and expected me to stand up tall.

One day I spoke the forbidden words of "Au Revoir"
and met a real lion who was ready to throw me on her back
and take me to the amazon or anywhere I pleased.
She fed me words of support and knew that
I was exotic in these native lands.

But you trampled your way back into my heart seven days later
and now I think to myself,
"If I have such grace, poise and love.
How can I allow someone to trample
all over me, and turn me into a
disarray of chaos."
I wish I could get hypnotised
Somewhere where there is no humanity
Where the only person is me
So I can live within my insanity

I wish I could get hypnotised
And not witness this anxiety
Of a world gone mad
Forever banned from society

I wish I could get hypnotised
Cleansing my own mind
Forgetting this disgusting world
Where I am confined

I wish I could get hypnotised
And escape from this annoyance
To live in surrealism
Without humanity's flamboyance

I wish I was mesmerised
Forever in a trance
Thanking humanity
For never giving me a chance
School project - 2008.
Sitting here in the quad
Working on the homework
I was assigned by my professor
The light is fading
I guess the day is ending
So I look up
And there she is
Sitting down across the table
Putting her world history book down
I wanted to help her cause they looked pretty heavy
But I'm very shy, sorry i forgot to mentioned that in the beginning
So I sit back and glance at her when she's not looking
I feel weird, like is I was a creep
So I just back to my work
Cause I didn't wanna get caught staring.
Ring ring goes her cell phone
And I was just struck by cupid in the early of November
Her voice was soothing
Made me close my eyes
And imagine her telling me, "art I think I love you".
But I just come back to earth
Cause I got class at 6 and its 5 with a lot to write.
But still I can't get her out of my mind
I wanna go up to her and say
Hi my name is.....
But no that's to old school
I could just leave her a note with my number
Saying "text me i would really like to have a conversation
And even a date with you".
So this whole time I'm daydreaming of her in my life
The clock doesn't stop clicking
So it's time to go to class
But wait my homework!
Oh we'll hopefully my professor forgets
But I don't really ponder much on the homework
My mind is idling on this one young beauty I have to pass to get to class
So I get up and just pass by
Letting the want to make her mine go along
With the wind
She's just another crush in the season of fall.
Hard light bathed them-a whole nation of eyeless men,
Dark bipeds not aware how they were maimed. A long
Process, clearly, a slow curse,
Drained through centuries, left them thus.

At some transitional stage, then, a luckless few,
No doubt, must have had eyes after the up-to-date,
Normal type had achieved snug
Darkness, safe from the guns of heavn;

Whose blind mouths would abuse words that belonged to their
Great-grandsires, unabashed, talking of light in some
******'d, etiolated,
Fungoid sense, as a symbol of

Abstract thoughts. If a man, one that had eyes, a poor
Misfit, spoke of the grey dawn or the stars or green-
Sloped sea waves, or admired how
Warm tints change in a lady's cheek,

None complained he had used words from an alien tongue,
None question'd. It was worse. All would agree 'Of course,'
Came their answer. "We've all felt
Just like that." They were wrong. And he

Knew too much to be clear, could not explain. The words --
Sold, ***** flung to the dogs -- now could avail no more;
Hence silence. But the mouldwarps,
With glib confidence, easily

Showed how tricks of the phrase, sheer metaphors could set
Fools concocting a myth, taking the worlds for things.
Do you think this a far-fetched
Picture? Go then about among

Men now famous; attempt speech on the truths that once,
Opaque, carved in divine forms, irremovable,
Dear but dear as a mountain-
Mass, stood plain to the inward eye.
They sentenced me to twenty years of boredom
For trying to change the system from within
I'm coming now, I'm coming to reward them
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin.
I'm guided by a signal in the heavens
I'm guided by this birthmark on my skin
I'm guided by the beauty of our weapons
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin.
I'd really like to live beside you, baby
I love your body and your spirit and your clothes
But you see that line there moving through the station?
I told you, I told you, told you, I was one of those
Ah you loved me as a loser, but now you're worried that I
just might win
You know the way to stop me, but you don't have the
discipline
How many nights I prayed for this, to let my work begin
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin
I don't like your fashion business mister
And I don't like these drugs that keep you thin
I don't like what happened to my sister
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin
I'd really like to live beside you, baby
I love your body and your spirit and your clothes
But you see that line there moving through the station?
I told you, I told you, told you, I was one of those
And I thank you for those items that you sent me
The monkey and the plywood violin
I practiced every night, now I'm ready
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin
Remember me? I used to live for music
Remember me? I brought your groceries in
Well it's Father's Day and everybody's wounded
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but now it's come to distances and both of us must try,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time,
walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me,
it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea,

but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
You,
With your copy & pasted
Smile.
You aren't fooling me,
Virus.
A semi-silly concept. Wouldn't it be great if it was that easy to get rid of a bad person.

© Amara Pendergraft 2013
I don’t know if you’ve ever loved someone like that
Felt that much electricity in your veins
I don’t know if you’ve ever been so taken with someone
Seen so much in someone else’s eyes
I don’t know if you’ve ever invested so much in a person’s place in your life
Been so carried away in the dream
I don’t know if you’ve ever been so happily/crazily/contentedly in love
Had your heart broken so completely
I don’t know if you’ve ever cried that much
So you might not understand
But some day, chances are, you will and you’ll see
What he did to me
You would see why I tread so lightly
Love is such a dangerous trap to fall into
I don’t know how much of this you’ve felt before
But for your sake I hope you never understand what it feels like
To wake up from the dream, to fall out of love, to regret the happy times that were
To find yourself alone
Of course when you’re so high, it’s a long way down
And it’s only fair to feel myself crashing back into reality
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt such a change in the way you felt about someone
Ever hated just how much you care about someone
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt so disconnected
Ever lost so much
I don’t know if you’ve ever looked back on things
Questioning every step of the way
I don’t know if you’ve ever been as disinterested in hearing
About all the other fish in the sea
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