You have to take life seriously. You know that this is true or else you will be as dead as an ant under my shoe. Life is just a game but you have to play it right or else you Will get stuck in a place with no where else to go and then you will be screaming out HELP because someone is chasing you but you don't know how to get out But right then, you open your eyes and say how did this happen you woke up from a nightmare and think if you go back to sleep then it will go away but it doesn't so you don't. And now your laying there alone. All by yourself. With only your little green rainbow bright stuffed animal clutched in your arms and you say to your little green stuffed animal. You better remember if you don't say uno, you have seven more cards in your deck

It's like talking to a wall
Talking to you
But I'd talk to a wall forever
If t means your on the other side
And might come over
But you are going to build a house
Make some new friends
Start a family
On the other side of the wall
So I guess I have to talk to a wall
For a while
And even when
I don't talk for a while,
I'll come back.
Just to see if you will try it again
And every time
There will be things
That I have done to you
That make you want to stay
But you'll remember the little things
The late night talks
The things we only talked about
And you'll think about it
But you won't
Cause. Me,
The girl who made you a man
And you, a boy.
Who took the little things
That I did
And turned them into
Conversation that needed to happen
But not like that.
Doesn't want to try
Doesn't want to work for it.
Cause my wall is sticks,
And your wall is bricks.

You are the first person
Who hasn't yelled back
Who actually wants to know
Who apologises
Who doesn't start anything

You are the only reason why
I yell and scream
I tell stupid stories
I am sassy beyond all believe
I get us in trouble

And that's why
your not my first
But you'll be my only

I just love it
When you think you have fallin in love
And then
The love stops
But not from you
Because you want that love
You need that love
It stops and you get lost
You loose yourself
Trying to find a new love
And when you find it
You know that it is better
So much better than
Anything and everything that you had before
The three words never get exchanged
But you both know it is there

Realizing that your best friend
Might not come to school the next day. If they. Just. One more time. Realizing that your are aren't that good of a friend and you stand there and cry in front of them. You hug and they tell you. It's all right. But you say. It's not. I have realized that I am the world's worst best friend. Because. Those scars. Have been there a while they say. They say that it's been a long time coming. That Their better now. But then you notice more and more. All the way up their arms.  And you say. I love you.

I am waiting
For the day
No one is home
And
I can raid the cupboards
And
Take long showers
And
Have the water run red
And have the pain
Burn so deep
So when the water
Turns clear again
All the pain
Will go away
And
I will feel better
But the scars
On my hips
On my legs
Where no one can see
Until I wear
My favorite shorts
And
Everyone sees them
And
No one comments
But everyone notices
Its unfortunate
But that's me

music
too loud
to even hear
your own thoughts

in the bathroom tub
contemplating
if it's worth it
or not

when you go
under the water
you hear
the faint sound
of the music

your favorite song is on
you know
all the words
but don't come up

your under
until you know
five more seconds

and they will
have to break down
the door
just to get an
answer

that you
won't be able
to help them with

you hear
that loving can hurt
sometimes
and
it gets hard
sometimes

but you can't love him
he hurt you
you forgave
but that's
all you can do

you can pretend
that it will
get easier
but
you've tried before

so maybe
you won't
come up next time

but maybe
you'll get scared
and come up
ten seconds early