I am not suicidal,
I would just rather be dead.

When I woke up alive this morning,
I was disappointed.

I wonder if enough time has passed for you to forget me.

Do you remember what we had?
Or has it been replaced with all new memories?

Would you still recognize me?
Or would I be a stranger to your eyes?

Would you talk to me like a long lost friend?
Or would you pretend you didn't see me?

Are you truly happy now?
Because that's all that matters to me.

And just when I thought everything was all better,
You started appearing in my life again.

My watch doesn't tell time.
These are the things it tells me:

Quit making excuses.
Never Give up.
Get over yourself.

Everything that happened between us just seems like a dream now.
And that's okay.
Because I've had plenty of amazing dreams during my last,
And in the end they were just dreams.
So if I can convince myself you were really just a dream,
Then maybe I'll be able to move on.
And maybe it's better that way.