Damaged I am
or so I thought
who would ever want some one like me.

I am damaged
or so I thought
I would live my life alone because I'm not wanted.

I am not needed
or so I thought
I have nothing to give for I have nothing left.

My heart is broken
or so I thought
With too many pieces and not enough glue.

I'd try so hard
or so I thought
But i'd give up instead of buying more glue.

I will never love
or so I thought
It's just too hard, so many pieces and never enough glue.

I only get so close
or so I thought
Til one day I didn't run out of glue.

Every now and then I have to drag out the glue.
I haven't met Mr. Right
but that's ok.

What I found was me
Not the person I thought I knew
I was wrong and I'm not broke.
I am whole, I am loved, I am wanted, I am needed.
I need me, I love me, I want me.
I am worth all the glue

I cleaned your mess up this morning from over the winter.
Swept it all to the ground to help nourish you.
So many seeds you have dropped.
So many leaves you had lost.
I sit upon my lounging chair with coffee in hand.
Its still a bit chilly here so a blanket I wear.

Such a beautiful tree you are.
Strong and healthy.
Leaves starting to come out, I cant wait.

Soon I shall sit here to have my coffee every morning.
To read my book in the afternoon.
To take a long nap.
To meditate.
You are the perfect tree that brings me peace.
Which clears my mind so that I rest.
You have become such a part me.
Thank you my wonderful tree.
A friend you are.

So mote it be.

With elf in heart
and feelings felt
I float across the land
As moon is full
I bid adieu
with heart I over fill
As feelings swell
I bid farewell
to all that is before me
I reach out
to show my love
through no response is needed
Do not fret
for it is not required
Look upon yourself
with all desire
and you shall find me there
For I am one
as so are you
and together we are one
Im your ying
and you my yang
and together we are whole
Reach out
for I think that
the worst is behind us
Beltaine has sprung
and i feel young
to what I see before me
Love me deep
for we no longer sleep
as summer is before us

When you look at that person
and your heart skips a beat

When your talking and that person
finishes your sentence

When you think of your life without
that person and the pain is unbearable

While your sleeping and your hearts beat at the same rhythm

When you wake and there is such joy to start the day

When you find the person that completes you

All is in balance and you live as one

My heart skips a beat

Everyday I dream of Love
A love I will have til the end of time

I have opened my heart to a man I have
yet to meet.  I pray each day that soon
we shall meet.  That our
love will be strong.  That our love
will true.

I picture myself wrapped in his
arms. The touch of his face.  The
feel of his chest.  The taste of his
flesh.

I pray to you Aphroditie, the
Goddess of love

Bring it forth

So mote it be

I scream, but no sound comes out

I cry in silence, waiting for it to end.

I feel nothing.  Dead inside.

He says he loves me.  This is not love.

My own hell.

When will it end.

I curl in a ball. Face wet with tears.

I wake hours later, straighten out and
slowly fall back to sleep as I listen
to his breathing

Should we really let emotions control us.

They flow in and out like the tides.

To understand true emotions you must
let go and let them flow.

The heart know what the heart needs.

Your soul cries out.