I hope you are happy,
I hope you are proud
that you have turned
me
into hard as nails now,
I once was soft and
sweet and caring,
I am not and I am
less caring,
I am hard as nails,
My heart is cold,
it is like a block
of coal
One day I hope I
can love again,
but if I don't
I will blame you
my once dear friend,
I hope in time,
I will be able to
say I care,
but if I don't
it is your fault
my dear.

I sit in front of my computer,
I express my thoughts with
words,
I sit in front of my computer
and write my thought
in words,
When I can't get to
sleep at night,
I have my poetry
and my thoughts
enter into my head
and sweet words
they can out to be.
My writing reflects who
I am and what I want to be
I am a lonely writer -
and poet like you and me.

I can play your game,
just as well as you,
I can play your
game and tell
you
I never loved you,
I can play your game,
and this I will tell
you
What you did to me
will come back to haunt
you.
I only have three little words
to tell you right now,
I hope you rot in hell
and I know you will.

I don't need the heart ache,
I had enough of it,
I don't need the tears,
I cry enough of them,
I don't need a man
who can't  love me for
who I am,
I don't need you
in my life,
I never loved you
anyway, and
now I can say it
loud and clear
I played your own
game and you
did not see,
I love never love
because I knew you
never truly loved me.

I don't need you to smile anymore; I can smile on my own,
I don't need you to feel loved; I'd rather be alone.
I don't need you to laugh, because here I am laughing,
I don't need you to live, I don't see me dying.

Thought I couldn't be without you, but I'm fine,
I don't need you anymore to be mine.
I don't need to cry over the times apart,
I'm fine without you; I've taken back my heart.

I was a fool to think we'd ever work out,
You made me smile, but you too often made me pout.
I'm moving on to bigger and better things,
Someone to treat me like a queen, and he'll be my king.

I don't need you to breathe, I'm doing just grand,
And I know you'll be fine without my hand in your hand.
I wish you the best as you travel through life,
We can't even  stay as friends.

I lied when I said I loved you,
like you lied to me too.
I lied when I said I needed you,
because I really don' need you
I lied when I said I cared for you,
I only said what  you wanted me
to say,
I lied to you when I said I loved you,
that is why I tried to send you away
There is no more tears to cry for you,
I am much better now without you,
I hope that you go back to your
ex girl friend and she takes
you back somehow.
However, if she doesn't
it is not my fault anyway,
I lied when I said I loved you
and that is why I tried to scare you
away.

I lay me down to sleep right now, I pray the Lord take me right now.
If I should die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul he takes. I ask him to watch over these and keep them in his care.



My life has no meaning I fear, and

all I can do is cry and hurt because the pain I can no longer take nor can
I  Bear


All I can do Lord, is cry right now, and  I wish I could pass away right now and I would be pass all this pain I am growing through now.