What more do I have to do Lord,
Please tell me what I must do
so I may be release from
this life and come to you.

My life is full of pain and sorrow,
I have gone through so many
tribulations and trials.

I need to know what more I need
to do so I am able to leave this
life and come to you.

This life I lead is full of crying,
This life I have lived is full of dying,
I have lost everyone I have loved
and
I am the only one that is alone
when all I need to know is what
more I need to do so I am able
to come to you.

Release me Lord, so I may live in
peace and happiness,
as there is no peace and happiness
for me on earth

I look up into the skies,
and
tears begin to fall from my eyes.

Please tell me  Lord what I need to do
so I can be released from this life and come
to you.

Cool Autumn Days,
have come at last,
The hot summer days
have finally passed,

The crisp cool breeze
blows in the sky,
People can walk and
daze up in the late
autumn sky.

Cool Autumn Skies
are hazy and gray,
this brings with it
autumn storms too.

Cool autumn days
are finally here,
Hot Summer Days,
are no longer here.

I have to look back and
ask myself what did he do to you
to make you turn your back on him?
I could have cared less what you did
to me,
but whatever did he do to you to make
you stab him in the back,
He was never rude to you, he was always
kind, but what did you to do him,
you hurt him from behind.

He was always polite to you,
you must have forgot it so ,
because if you did you
would have never done it so,
you would have never hurt him so.

You could have hurt me, I could have cared less,
I knew you to be a true *****,
but when you hurt my one true love,
I became a bigger *****.

One day I will pay you back for
hurting him like you did,
but for now I have not forgotten
what you did and I never will.

In Loving Memory of
my second late beloved husband,
Roy L. Mock,
Born December 13, 1953 to November 25, 1008,
You are my angel watching down from heaven.

I had a dream one night,
that you took me in your arms,
and held me tight,
you looked into my eyes,
and kissed me as you held me
I had a dream one night,
You took me in your arms,
I think you thought I died,
You kissed me and breathed
the breath of life back into
my lifeless body.
You looked into my eyes of blue,
I could see that you were crying too.
Our eyes met each other they should
how true you love was to me, and how
it really should have meant to be.
I felt your arms around me,  you gave
me a kiss so deep,  it was peaceful and
I feel a sleep,
but you did not leave my side you slept with
me throughout the night,
When I woke I realized it,
I was only a dream from the other night,
I looked for you, you were no where,
I called out for you but you where
no where, because it was a dream I dreamed
of us the other night, and I knew that our dreams
would not get us any where.

Remembering Us,
that is the way I want it to be,
I want to remember just you and me,
happy together,
blessed to be,
All I want is to remember you and me

I want to remember the past
the way it use to be,
We were together,
Just you and me,

I remember the past the way
it use to be
there was just you and me,
and no others to tears up apart,
but it happened anyway,
it broke both of our hearts.

I want to remember the last words
you whispered to me,
how can I forget me
you told me you loved me.

Now there is just me, and you have gone away,
to a new heaven and earth, where no
pain and suffering is,
You left me alone to cry and pray that
my end would come soon
so I could be with you again.

I want to remember the way it once was
so long ago,
when it was just the two of us in
love
I long to be with you again do you know.

Indian Summers in Chicago,
People walking by Lake Michigan
to
catch a cool lake breeze,

Indian summers in Chicago
are like no others,
Sometimes it is warm and some
time it is cool like an late autumn
breeze,

Indian Summers in Chicago,
Watch the people take their dogs for
a walk in the dog parks along the
the lake and enjoy the long walks
that are comfortable and cool.

The people look out into Lake Michigan,
but they do not see what they use too.
All the boats, yachts, and sail boats,
are no longer there waiting to be used.

Everyone has taking their boats, yachts, and sail boats
back to their homes because winter is on her way,
and their boats, yachts, and  sail boats are
only allowed to remain their from Memorial Day
until Labor Day.

That sad day is coming,
when I heard that you had died,
That sad day is coming
when all I could is cry,
I called your mother to
ask if it was so,
She said over the telephone
yes it was true that you
had finally died.

I laid my head upon my arms,
I cried so no one could see my tears
and pain,
That sad day is coming that broke my
heart and left me alone in my misery.

I know that you fought with valiant and
tried to hold with a fight,
but it was not good enough,
and you finally lost the fight,

The sad is coming when I will cry alone,
Love doesn't die when for me
even since you left me alone.

You are in my heart and my thoughts,
I will never forget you my love,
but one day all of this will be over
and be together once again
forever in paradise my love.