Happy 51st Birthday Honey-Bear
We meet so many years ago
through the web tv internet appliance

You made my life so bearable and so nice
You helped me to get through a difficult life
and
When we did meet I knew we would get along
so well and we had so much in common.
Even our little arguments we could mend
we would cry over the telephone when we
hurt each other.
I know throughout each other's life
we will always be there for each other
You are so special to me
so on your 51st birthday I want
to tell you only one thing
I will love you for the rest of your life
and how much you do mean to me.
Happy 51st Birthday, Dear Honey-Bear.

Love, Lucie

In loving dedication to Robert McIntyre
Born November 17, 1960

My girl friends are my real sisters
never have they stood against me
but rather stood with me
Whereas my flesh and blood
sister turned against me with
the state and she broke my
heart and did not believe in
my ability.
My girl friends are my sisters
never have they forsaken me
as my flesh and blood sister
did to me
never would I turn against her
like she turned against me
so long ago and
broke my heart and did not
care if she did so.

In dedication to my best friends,
Debbie Lange
My late Girl Friend, Jennifer  Griffin
and Robin Schantz.
Teresa Michael

I am not afraid of death nor am I am afraid of dying,
I have nothing on my consciences, that I need to lie
about when I come in from of Our Lord,
I have never had an abortion, like both of my sisters had
before me,
They did not think about the dreadful day of judgment.
I only have questions that need to be answered by the Lord
and I hope he will incline his ear to me
I need to ask him why he let certain things take place to me,
I will bend the knee, I will confess
That Jesus is The King of Kings,
and
'Lords of Lords over at including to me
Jesus knows in fact that I am the one person who
would gladly for him.
Oh yes, Lord I come to you on bended Knee,
I prostrate myself to thee
All I would ask from you is now
is pardon my sins from me.
Lead me back to the promise land,
where there is no pain and suffering,
where I can be with those I love once
and forever more.

When I was very young,
They sent you away from
me,
This is because according to them,
you could not live the way they want you to
live and be,
They had such plans for you at birth,
but you wanted to be yourself,
and this was not in their plans
so they threw you out.
You found your faith in the same
church that I have found my faith in now
They sent me away too because according to
them I am failure now

No matter how hard we tried
it wasn't  good enough
so neither of us had a home
but we were sent upon on own.

The one thing they could not do to me,
is turn the men who said that they loved me
against me, but I must admit that two out
of three marriages was not meant to be.

The one marriage that was happy,  Anna and the state did
ruin for me, and now I can't forgive her although I have tried
to again and again, I find impossible to do.

You are forever in my heart, you died so tragically and needlessly,
I don't think they cried for you, they cried for themselves you see
They separated us for each other by death but we have
eternal life that will us together for the rest our lives.

In Loving Memory of my late oldest brother,
Benjamin L. Wesson Jr,
born December 8, 1944
and died August 8, 1967 in Rock Spring, Wyoming.
I will alway love you.

The hardest thing for me to do is forgive
what you did to me
so many years ago to Roy and me
You were my family but you turned
against me
You broke up a happy marriage, a happy home,
You made us lose our child into a foster home,
and once the state was done with us
they placed her into an adoptive home.

An adoptive home that did not love her like we could have done
and accepted her for good or for bad
You had no consciences when you went against Roy and me
and the end you expect my forgiveness no way can I do this
for you.

I would have never turned against you like you did to me
I would have stood reunited with you because you are family.
So it is what the Bible says, "Sister Against Sister,"
How sad.
No, I have tried to forgive you many times
but I have had better friends of mine who are
make sisters than you have ever been
One day one day when everything comes to an end
You will be judged for destroying our marriage, our happy home,
and having our child taken away in a foster home.

I sit here and remember your last words to me,
how can I forget
You told me that you would always love me,
how can I forget,
We had a special kind of love, a love
based on affection and honestly.
When I heard that you had died
it broke my heart in two
I remember the last three word you spoke
to me how can I forget
They were the words we always share with each
other and they were I love you.


Oh Roy, I miss you so much.  I don't know how
much longer I can go without you.  I loss everyone
I have loved and I am all alone now.

I will love you forever.  I had three husbands and out of
all of you it was you I loved the most the other two were dreadful
mistakes in my life but we were not a mistake.

Wait for me to come to you.

A crying,
Lucie

I have a daughter,
She was born to me
The State took her away from me,
With the help of my family,
who were no help to me
I loss my daughter
she is loss to me

She forgets who gave her life
She turns her back on me
She gives all of her alleigance
to her adopters rather than to me

Although she has heard them say
Oh We wish we never adopted her
because she is very handicap and
has cost us much money
She has turned her back on me
although I have helped more
than her adopters helped her.

My prodigal daughter
is all loss to me
She will never return back to me
She has cut me off her her because
of who she calls her mother and father
who are not but she has heard them
say "Oh We Adopted Her and nothing
will we leave her in Our Last Will and Testament"
when we died.
We leave every to our natural sons when we die.

I can only hope within in time
She sees that I am right and the time is right
to return to me so she can be my daughter in truth and in light.