Sometimes there is an overwhelming sadness
That I just can't shake
Slowly brewing into madness
Until there's no more I can take
Without having some part of me break
And I don't know where this sadness comes from ...
Perhaps it is made up of the remnants
Of all the lives I never got to live
Or all the love I never got to give..
Perhaps it is made up of all of my honest trys
For every time I took to the sky
Only to fall instead of fly..
Perhaps it is made up of all the unheard souls
Who are homeless, helpless, hungry & cold
Like floodgates built outta ignorant hate
That holds back oceans of tears
From the lives that nobody ever hears
Sometimes it's hard to tune out all the sorrow
I just hold onto hope & wait for tomorrow

I'm writing down the words
I'm too afraid to say
I need to get them my off my chest
I can't live another day
Pursuing you submissively
Romancing you with poetry
It's killing me, you're killing me
But this you won't be like the rest you see
I'm tired of always rushing it
It comes on fast & I run with it
But it doesn't last & i'm done with it
I've learned from my past
I'm not wasting this
But I still should tell you how I feel
I think we might have a chance at something real
My spirit feels ignited
I'm following your lead
Adventures could await us
If we both can take the leap

When I see you
I see stars gleam
When I hear you
I hear hearts beats
When I touch you
I feel deep desire
When I taste you
My lips catch fire

Celestial blossom of feminine beauty,
Make love to me like it's your god given duty.

Your voice makes me calm
Your hands hold me steady
Your love soothes my soul
And makes me feel ready

And his one & only home
Has always been the unknown
He is destined to roam
And he does so alone
He's a wanderlust
In nature he trusts
He knows of the dangers
But keep trying he must
He's directionless
His affection missed
But in the wild
Is where he finds bliss

Sometimes as I lay awake at night & I wonder to myself...
Will this life ever be enough for me.
I mean for a poet like me.
Who needs a constant flow of inspiration, experience, & beauty in life.
Who craves a life that is just so good it hurts.
Who brews constant whirlwinds of passion & romance to get wrapped up in.
I'm a chain feeler
I'm a chain lover
And I could show you a life & a love like no other.

Keep shining your light.
Hold tight, stay bright.
And keep the love alive.

listening to the pixies on repeat
where is my mind
where is my mind

can't shake the feeling of defeat
where is my mind
where is my mind

my emotions are slowly eating me
where is my mind
where is my mind

a heartbreak felt for infinity
where is my mind
where is my....

she dressed like the summer time
and tasted like sweet wine
**** she was so fine
i just gotta make her mine

what am i doing here
and with myself
does it seem like i know
because i don't
i'm just as lost as you are
just as reckless
as scared
as confused
as doubtful
as you are
if not more
i just know how to keep my cool
i just know how to brush it off
better than most

I am embracing my inner goddess.
I am recognizing, channeling, & swimming in divine female energy.
And I shall let my love shine forth & envelope those around me.

You show me your glory light,
And I'll show you my glory love.

the lonely girl
at the empty bar
she's all done up
but feelin so down
her lipstick masks a fake smile
her hair hides her sad eyes
who is she even trying for
she wonders
am i destined to live a life
of self-loathing & self-destruction forever?
she fears
she is the product of a broken heart
and a broken home
and a broken world
& everyone asks to love her
but nobody really knows how
and every time she is left empty
and wanting more outta life
the lonely girl
at the empty bar
she's all done up
but feelin so down

i need to taste her lips
i need to feel her kiss
cause that feelin that i get
when we cross sights
or brush skins
is enough to make me
forget where i am
and all i can see is her
so sultry and seductive
& if only she knew
the amount of times
i've undressed her with my mind
i fantasize
of her flesh against mine
& i would treat her right
cause i know what she likes
and where to touch
and how to love
i know of her pain
i know of her darkness
yet still i have never been more inclined
to stay out all night
where her face is like the glowing moon
& it makes me swoon
& i'm probably doomed
but that's alright,
cause i still have you.

I've alway envied those who have artistic talents.
I can't draw or paint for the life of me.
But I find it so very beautiful and I admire it heatedly.
I yearn to be able to make masterpieces so emotion invoking that people weep at their knees.
I want to learn what words they whispers to the colours that make them transform into life .
& In which ways do they caress the page so that every passionate stroke is felt by me when I see it.
One time I looked at a painting so captivating I swear I saw God where the colours collided together.
And all I could do was laugh.
Because it also looked like myself.
And everyone else.
And it showed me something I had never seen before.
In all the colours and shapes and lines, coming together to form a beautiful masterpiece.
Every human being a contributing piece.
I saw it all in it's entirety.
&Ala;; I may never know the rich & deep pleasures of being an artist.
But I can be the artist of my own life.
I can manifest a life so colourful & beautiful that people might ask me for a little piece of it.
So that they can bring it home and hang it on their walls.
To inspire them to be creative & to reach for the paint too.

sometimes I just feel so ******* alive.
beautifully, painfully, ravenously & irreversibly alive..
exploding at the seems of my skin with unstoppable energy & will & plans.
other times I just feel so ******* dead...
numb to the bone with no one and nowhere to call home.
emotionless, humourless, directionless, & defeated.
and you never know what way it'll go,
which side will show..
it's a show, i'm a show.

**** me with your feelings
caress me with your care
fashion me with kisses
then undress me with your stare
wrap me up
inside your soul
I'll start a fire
so you won't get cold
& I won't ever tire
of having you to hold
you made me feel like a diamond
when I thought I was coal

blindly driving
powered by fear
swerving all over
never learned how to steer
you might want to watch out
cause i won't spill my beer
i'll just run you right over
you'll be struck like a deer

can someone please come here to me
crawl in my bed tonight
i can't stand this ugly lonesomeness
for one more sleepless night
i tried to drink my cares away
i numbed myself to ease the pain
i traded in a try hard man
for a bottle of whiskey
and a new set of plans
but nothing i do feels right yet
and i guess this is just what i get
for not knowin where i'm goin
but still showin and still growin
& i'll be living life quite recklessly
until my graceful death it seems

life
the whirlwind
the uncertainty
the madness
but the passion
oh the passion
to survive it
to make the most of it
to make the most of ourselves
it is thriving and well
but you know don't you
that you are already everything
you have yet to become
you are an empty vessel
of opportunity & potential
waiting to be discovered & explored
a treasure chest
of characters & stories
waiting to be played out
you are manifesting the manual
and you are not just one thing
you are all things
you are the writer &the; director
the actor & the audience
the set & the stage
you are the creator & the creation
a magnificent magician
with an endless imagination

i am in seventh heaven
on cloud nine
walking on air
in transports of delight

i am happy as a clam
having a whale of a time
buzzing with excitement
and stoked on life

i am on top of the world
and over the moon
tickled pink
and walking on sunshine

i am in raptures
just beside myself
jumping for joy
having the time of my life

i am so elated
blissed out
thrilled
and happy
ecstatic
euphoric
gleeful
and sappy

over joyed
and delighted
and slightly misguided
but these are the feelings
that you have ignited

don't blame love for your heartache
don't give up on love for hurting you
because love doesn't do that
love wouldn't do that
even if given the chance
even if nobody was watching

"Love is patient, love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
& it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."

i remember hearing that poem and those words
and the undeniable truth within them
people say that love can make someone crazy
but i don't believe it
anything that would make you hurt or crazy
isn't actually love
you just want to believe that it is
and that is okay
we all do
but it's the lust that makes you crazy
it's the need
the jealousy
the dependency
the addiction
that makes you crazy
not love
love will never hurt you
or change you
or work you
love will be the thing
that picks you up off the ground
that lights the way through your darkness
that eases all your worry and sadness
love is just lovely
and it is everything good and pure
in and about this world.

"Love never fails."

i search for a love that looks like a crusade of fireworks
staged in a sky that is blanketed by stars
i search for a love that smells like the spring rain
after it collides with flower petals & window panes
i search for a love that feels like a warm cup of tea after a long day
that warms your skin & bones, to soothe your tired soul
i search for a love that has your rugged hands
and your alluring eyes
and your endearing lips
that are stained with wine
i search for you
because i want you
all of the time
i want you
but who knows
if i'll ever really find you..

I want to burn my feelings alive
They are turning me
Into who I never we wanted to be
I hate that I love you
That I lust you
At all times
In every way
And there's nothing I can do or say
To erase or change
The things that happened between us
It's torture
Pure torture
Worse then
The agony
In your plea
When you begged me
To stay
For just one more day
And take away the pain
Of knowing we will never be the way
We thought we'd be
And that eventually we'd have to let go
We'd have to say no
And turn away
Forever changed by each others ways

The different
The judged
The lost
& The weird
Hear the call of my heart
And follow me here
I'm in love with the strange
I am queen of the freaks
Surrender yourself
And you can finally speak
Relinquish your fears
Succumb to the sining
I'll take you in
& Soothe you with singing
My voice can heal souls
& My heart's made of crystal
It can't be broken or beaten
By man, arrow, or pistol
I'm impervious to others
With their whispers & their stares
They will judge us regardless
So I've learned not too care
I just live for the odd ones
And take care of the stangelings
Cause Ive found they're the ones
That make this world amazing
And I've come to believe
They're hidden gems of this earth
They give life new meaning
& They give life it's worth
If you are a weird one
Then please come to me
I'll hear all your stories
& Give you warm company
Your sadness I'll chase
Your knots I will kneed
Your heart I will take
Your mind I will read
I will take in your soul
And treat you like gold
And you'll never again
Have no one to hold
Or feel rejection stab
Or loneliness sting
Cause I'm here to make you,
To give you,
My everything

Lately I've felt like I've been watching my life unfold from outside of myself...
I'm trying to stay focused
But underneath I am so lost
My palms are clenched
My gut is wrenched
I am so pained
I am so scared
I am so angry
But I would never admit it
& I wouldn't let a single drop of it touch anyone els but me
*******
Why must I feel so deeply
Why can't I just let go more easily
Why must I crave the tender touch of another so bad it defeats me...
I can't go on like thing for long..
But I know moments like these for me
Are usually just temporary in the grander scheme
But when they come, oh they come
Like the roar of thunder and vicious waves in my heart
And tears the size of saucers
And all I can do is take it in & not let it take me in with it
I hold on to a song or a poem or a friend
Something i know won't let me forget who I am or where I'm going
And eventually I make it through
I find my way back into my body
I can feel myself again
& I hope that time comes soon...

all i can do
is do my best
and try my hardest
through all these tests

my head
my heart
my head
my heart
I just don't know
where to start
or which is which
or what is what
all I know is
I've had enough
which is louder
which hurts more
where's the order
I feel absurd
where do I start
where do I end
what do I save
and what do I send
these feelings
these thoughts
are all that I got
and the love that I have
can't be stolen or bought
I don't know down from up
but make living look good
and I don't always say
the things that I should
but if you were to get
under my skin
you would see every scar
you would hear every sin
and now you might be confused
at what this poem is about
I don't think there's a subject
and a meaning, I doubt
cause my mind is in warfare
And it's fighting itself
my words are all tangled
and my heart hurts like hell
I'm trying to make sense
but is quite hard to tell
I feel so mixed up
I need some direction
I'm trying to figure out
all of my lessons
in all of this drama
and all of this sadness
before I give up
and am swallowed by madness

i want a love that is pure & raw
i want a passion that is unattached & wild
i want a loyalty that is truthful & undoubted
i want a connection that is founded in friendship but retires in love
i want a partner that i can become a master of the universe with
and we will live above all the lies
and the jealous
and the vindictiveness
of modern relationships
we will live and love like the gods we were born to be
i want a life of romance and travel
of creation and expression
of being unraveled
and naked and bare
and be taken in
in all of my everythingness
& in all of my nothingness
without question or hesitation
just compassion sparked elation
i want to live in innocence by sun light
and in sin by star light
i want a love that's big enough to save the world
but not so big that i can't save myself
a love too deep to even fathom or understand or relay by words
but one that would never drown you
in need, attachment, obsession, or sacrifice
i want something i fear will never truly be
as more then just a figment of all my fantasies
i will wait and wander and meet all i can meet
and until i find the one i want, i'll be the one for me.

is it bad
that i search for the scent
you leave behind
for long after you're gone
that sweet smell
of something wonderful
you leave behind
that lingers in my mind

is it bad
that i long to hear
the sound of your voice
in my ear drums
like the sweetest noise
to ever grace ones ears
the soundtrack to my slumbers
the hum in my hymns

is it bad
that i crave your taste
even tho
i haven't yet tasted you
& even tho
you will probably give me
the worst toothache
i've ever had

is it bad
that i tremble for your touch
that i shake and ache
with every pore
needing more
more self-control
but less air & space
between our bodies
and the heat they make

is it bad
that i fantasize
about your beautiful eyes
lust locked with mine
our limbs intertwined
about sharing one heart
and sharing one mind
or just sharing time

is it bad
that i blush
when we touch
that i forget where i am
whenever i am with you
that i forget where i once was
and where i am going too
because all i feel is you

is it good to be bad?
if it is, then i'm glad
because these feelings i hide
are all that i have

don't tell me how to look
don't tell me how to live
you could count with just one hand
the amount of ***** i give
i don't exist for you
but i do exist for me
so don't tell me who i am
cause i'm who i want to be

I am
a ******
passionate
being of sensuality
step out of your skin
and into my reality
I will lure you in
and make you my casualty
I will love you so good
you will question morality

Sublime

there is not enough time
in this fleeting life of mine
to just sit and unwind
and empty my mind

there is not enough time
in this flirting life of mine
to do all the things i find
to try all the different kinds

to speed up
to slow down
to get lost
to be found
there's just not enough time
to enjoy the sublime

when I write love poetry
I imagine a beautiful woman
sitting at a table
across a scattered bunch of souls
at a random diner
in a random place
reading a book
I see her
and I am immobilized
by the sudden rush of blood
and the sudden feeling of longing
and with every page she turns
both grow stronger inside me
she's the kinda woman
who's soul shines
right through her skin
with a loud silence
who unintentionally captivates
with her grace of an angel
then she looks at me
and smiles
oh **** how she smiles
and all I can think to do is write
write of the way
she makes me forget my past
and my pain
because they are out felt
by the feeling
that everything was leading me
to this woman
and that smile
write of the way
I am feeling right now
like a meteor of cosmic beauty
just shot from the sky
down into the seat
that's in front of me
write of the way
I can see every moment together
that lies before us
all the laughter
the touching
the passion
the love
the entire rest of my life with her
is in this pen
the all and every effect
of her in-conceived beauty
every feeling she inspires
every thought she lures
is in this pen
and I could sit until dawn
and just write all of it out
in pages and books
stained with tears
and sweat
and love
all for her to read
in hopes that it will ignite
the same feeling
of fire in her heart
the same feeling
of pins under her skin
the same taste of love on her tongue
that I feel when I look at her
that I capture when I write my poetry ...

and maybe one day
my words will come to life
my poetry will breathe
and I won't need to imagine a beauty
I have not yet found to exists
and my words will stand before me
in all of their guts and glory
and that will be all she wrote
or maybe one day
I will have to become that beauty myself
only time can really tell
will I manifest my imaginations
or will the creator become the creation

if you can see this
then see me
if you can hear this
then hear me
if you can feel this
then feel me
why do you need to be on guard
why does it have to be so hard

I saw you
& it was as if someone had finally pressed play on the movie that is my life
as if someone had finally turned on all the lights in my soul
as if someone had finally silenced all the chatter in my head
as if someone had finally cleaned off the dust on my heart

I saw you
& i knew that you were the person I had been waiting for
that you were the reason nobody else had ever remained
that you were going to be the beginning & the end of everything that I am
& I wouldn't have it any other way

because I've never felt so close to the sun
i've never felt so completely undone
then in that moment when
I saw you

I want to be born again
I want to remember what it's like
to feel something new
to experience something
for the first time again
endlessly I search
for that feeling
in other places
and fresh faces
but nothing I do
births the feeling of newness
I want to feel my face catch fire
with blushings from sweet nothings
whispered in my ears
I want to feel the beat of my heart
so loud and hard
that I'm afraid it will burst through my chest
into someone else's hands
I want to feel a love so fresh
it feels true & limitless
as I gaze into its beauty & potential
I want my feelings to rush forth
like the flood gates after a hurricane
to rush forth
like the Spartans army
on the brink of the battle field
to rush forth
like a forest fire of untamable desire
sweeping everything els in its wake
all the pain
the questions
the strife
that comes with life
swept up in the fire
in the magic
in the moment
of feeling something new

and i will run outta breath
before i run outta love
i can't be stopped by death
because i came from above
and i will run outta time
before i run outta faith
cause i can only see soul
when i look at your face

I can no longer do this dance with you
I must take off these worn out dancin shoes
my feet are tired
as is my heart
thought we had it this time
guess I'm not very smart
but for the sake of my heart
& for the sake of my mind
I'll let this ship sail
I'll leave it behind
after a certain amount of try's
you have to give up
what you thought might be love
was probably just lust
and now there's no one to trust
another one bites the dust
another lost chance
for romance
but move onwards I must

you are a fucken ******
wherever i go
whatever i do
you find me
or i'll find you

you are smothering me
like honey drowning a bee
or a boat eaten by sea
i can't breathe
i can't breathe

you are holding me back
like a slow heart-attack
or a large sidewalk crack
it's your knack
it's your knack

you are creepin me out
you are making me doubt
every swear, every slurr,
ever word you spit out

i can't shake the unease
your a sneak & a skeez
i can't stomach the ****
that you drop at my knees

you're a mess
you're obsessed
all you do is oppress
you disgust
have no trust
see your face if i must

but you scare me
and you wear me
and i don't think
that you'd spare me
standing at the cold end
i know you'd pull me in

i never dream
or at least i never remember
but lately
i can't stop dreaming of you
your like a ghost in my head
haunting my dreams
i don't wanna wake up
because when i close my eyes
we are together
we are making love
we are making laughter
we are making dreams
but then i wake up
and you fly back to your reality
and i am left waking in the cold lonely truth
that is my own reality
a reality without you
a life where our eyes never meet
where our lips never press
where our bodies never touch
how can i go on living
without feeling every inch of you first
how can i go on knowing
nobody's there for you at your worst
i should be that somebody

how can you crave something so badly
that's never even touched your tongue..
your an inextinguishable addiction
a hopeless love affliction
and i wont stop wanting you
until every part of you
has met every part of me
if i must move land and sea
together we will be

my ideal lover...
values the power of words
see's the hidden meanings
in my writings
becomes the flaunting beauty
in my writings
& becomes my enigma muse

my ideal lover...
can savour all the sweet nothings
i whisper through their lips
without getting a toothache
and with every move they make
with every stride they take
it has so much grace
it brings a tear to your face

you could write an endless song
of their endless beauty
of their every action
woven with pure intent
of their every thought
laced in innocence

my ideal lover...
will let me love them out loud
let's me be bashful and proud
let's me scream love sonnets
off roof tops
or whisper it
in coffee shops
they'll never get bored
of the words I bleed
because it's what their eyes
were made to see
it's what their heart
has craved to read
it's what there soul
was born to be

i want to watch you dance
the dance of life
& the dance of love
i want my words
to move you
to places you've never been to before
right out of your comfort zone
and into the depths of your heart
i want every line
to kiss your cheeks
to brush you hair
to take your breath
to swoon your soul

i want to write of your radiance
dance in your divinity
and hold you till infinity
i want to undress your body
your mind
& your soul
until you are naked and cold
and then i wanna wrap you up in me
in all my warmth
in all my love
and create a hurricane of heat
so passionate
it makes the walls tremble
it makes our lips
and our hips
and our legs
tremble
in untamable desire & lust

i want to fill you with feelings & thoughts
of pure ecstasy
i want to keep you from sleep
to make love to you breathlessly
my body's a temple
where i worship you blessedly
to service your beauty
is my passion fueled destiny

It hurts to know
That one day
You will leave me
And much sooner
Then is fair
And much sooner
Then either of us
Could ever want

I want to be
In my golden years
With my best friend
To have you in my life
Until the cold, quiet, end
But alas I cannot
Because time cannot stop

It seems like a cruel thing
To do to your heart
To get into these kinda relationships
With inevitable heartache at the end
But I've never learned so much
About patience, compassion, loyalty
Or laughed so hard
Then I have with you

I would do it all again
It just hurts to know
That you won't be there for it all
That one day
Our time together will be up
And I'll have to feel the pain
Of watching you leave this earth

I can't picture life without you
But one day I'm gonna have to
One day all your kisses will be gone
And there will be nobody
To warm my spot in bed
And nobody
To greet me in the morning
Or protect me in the night
And that just ain't right
No that just ain't right

so many people walking around
with skeletons in their closets
too afraid to share their stories
of being used
of being broken
of their innocence being stolen
in fear of rejection
in fear that they will become
those horrific moments
that they will be reduce to
or defined by
the moment that in their eyes
ruined them
that moment they feel
they were forever changed

so many people walking around
with skeletons in their closets
and all us
have our wicked addictions
to anything that takes away our pain
the pain of living
in such a twisted,
misunderstood world
all of us **** drunk
on the idea
that we can distract ourselves
with shiny things
and hide ourselves
in huge houses
and that these things
will make others love and accept us
because god knows we cant do that ourselves

& god knows that the dark spaces
in the backs of our minds
are filled will enough shame
and disappointment
in ourselves & in others
and in this thing called life
that if we don't constantly
feed ourselves with ***,
and spending
and drugs
it will take over all the space in our minds
& eat us alive

we look for someone, anyone
who will validate us
in the way we so desperately need
someone to say
you are beautiful
and worth all the love i can give
because we just can't say it that ourselves
and we find ourselves
so dependent on people
to give us our worth and value
we become so dependent
so needy, its becomes toxic
and somebody ends up suffocating

our life becomes a series
of crash and burn stories
of rising in love elation
and drug addiction
and then falling at their mercy
falling into their despair
but we use it all
just as bad as we were used
it gives us a reason
to not face our demons
to not clean our closets
to not face our fears
but as time goes on i wonder
which would be easier
to be continuously tangoing
with other peoples demons
or to finally just go home
and face my own.

all i can do
is write about you
how you make me think
how you make me feel
about this world
about myself
about love
all i can do is write
and silently pine
hoping that we cross paths
hoping that we brush skins
and hoping that the marching band
that is my heart
cannot be seen
through this transparent flesh
cannot be heard
over my nervous laughter & words
i must curb my enthusiasm
restrain my my heart
subdue my urges
before i find myself
where i always find myself
spinning out of control
into passionate madness
losing all sense of myself
that isn't drenched in love
recklessly whirl-winding
until i am so far gone
so high up
that i can only see stars
that i can only hear birds
and boy do i live for those feels
i would give anything
to feel something real
something good
something pure
like a new born, or a new home, or a new love.
to feel new again,
to feel me again.

but the thing is.....
when you always hang out in the clouds
what goes up must always comes down
one moment i can see all the world
through rosy love blind eyes
the next moment i am plummeting
right out of the sky
and i hit the ground so hard
i eat the ******* dirt
and hell does it hurt
more then anything ever did
over and over again
and the impact like a meteor
that once shot through the sky
in such magnificent beauty
that people would make wishes as it passed by
left such a massive whole
in the earth
& in my heart
a hole so deep that it would be forever called art
and i am left at the bottom of it
in the darkness of it
waiting for a pair of eyes to see me
waiting for a pair of hands to need me,
to reach me, and pull me back out
of my self-inflicted ruins & heartache
to remind me of how good it feels
to love & be loved again
& sometimes it tempting to stay
in the predictability
and assured stability
of my deep dark hole
but how do you say no
to such sparkling eyes
to such a warm smile
how could you say no
when the hands of love
want to lift you up
i have never been able

they call it falling in love
but that's never really the case
you see falling is what you do
when the love starts to leaves you
you fall from high to low
your pulse falls
your tears fall
your eye lids fall
your heart falls
from your chest to your stomach
where it then turns into a piece of heavy dark coal
that just weighs you down wherever you go
everything you built together falls
but at least then
you are then put in a position
to make yourself better
because with enough pain & pressure
that coal that is now your heart
has the potential to become a diamond
but it really should be called soaring in love
or sky rocketing in love
or floating in love
because that's how it really feels
just always give yourself time to heal
time to shine or unwind
until you feel fine
or the next time you'll be soaring
with damaged goods

yes all i can do is wait
and write
and sit & pine
hoping that we cross paths
hoping that we brush skins
hoping to be born again
& with each time i fail,
it hurts a little bit more
but i know there's still people
who are worth falling for

My brain is constantly dissecting & rearranging words.
Thinking up rhymes & synonyms & puns for things.
Switching letters around to form different sounds or taking 2 words and fusing them together to create a new super word.
Just constantly breaking them down and moving them around and analyzing all the things I can do with them and ways I can use them.
It never stops it's just how my brain is wired, especially when I'm feeling inspired.
It feels like I have a thesaurus, a dictionary, a joke book, a rhyme generator, a half finished poem and a game a scrabble opened & operating at all times haha.
The ol thought factory's been workin overtime and late nights lately.

the world is just not romantic enough for me
which is why i must constantly turn it to poetry

i want more love
more passion
more empathy
more romance
and more wine
i want to dance with the divine
until the end of time
and seize this wondrous moment of mine

i want people dancing in the streets
under a spotlight made of moonlight

i want birds singing me awake every day
after dreaming of sensual delights all night

i want strangers laughing & holding hands
just because they are headed in the same direction

i want beggars on the streets to have their pockets filled
because people just won't stop giving
and so maybe they can ask for real change instead

i want tears falling from blissful eyes
and kindness used a s a currency

i want laughter to be the music we make
and music that is always playing the notes we need to feel
in the background of all our experiences
transmitting from stars that children whisper wishes to at night

i want hands clapping for all the lovers high above
and for all the heartbroken who were crushed by love

i want cups raised for the riskers and tryers
the fallen and the flyers,
for the chance takers, and the luck makers,
and for those who just brighten up the night
with their own righteous light

i want all the wine to be drank all of the time
and i want nothing left to wear but nakedness

i want our eyes to only see through passion & compassion coloured glasses
and our own skin seen and worn as the most beautiful of fashions

i want everyone to be in a love affair with nature & with themselves

i want a life lived in romance and nothing els.

i have an immense urge to help
a relentless need to give
an incurable desire to heal
and a undying will to love

you can't stop me
i can't even stop me
please somebody stop me

if your heart is hurting
give it to me
and i will carry it
with hands of love
and tenderness
until it is no longer sore

if your soul is lost
then let me find it
i will illuminate it
with my love
and the courage i have
to unceasingly give it

if your feet are tired
from running
rest here with me
and i will soothe you
with my love
and gentle kisses

if your mind is gone
from thinking
then let me fill it
with warm thoughts
and poetry
about the effects
of your ever-changing beauty

i will reach into the darkness
and pull you out
i'll make a home in your heart
and chase your demons out
i will sing you love songs
louder then the voices in your head
and you'll forget what it feels like
to wish you were dead