wrote the other day about the coal man falling
being brought into our kitchen
the memories
the marks
mother preparing the chicken killed by the fox in the small holding next door and donated
five of us and are asked to watch
i look away
the table is wood and wide
our gas stove grey with little legs,white door, a downward handle,
space under
where the cat hides
near christmas, she washes the dried fruit and puts under a tea towel on the side
we eat bits
we think she will not know
guess she does and how we laugh when the ginger beer blows up in the larder
i wonder when he eats a whole swiss roll….he dies some weeks after.
my brother..
i don’t like walking in snow