I see your cold blue eyes,
Piercing through your golden cloaked hair,
Glaring at me.

Just as the sun sets in the west,
You rip away all light from my soul,
Absorbed by your black void.
You are the impending night,
That I fear will shut away the
Radiant sun.

.

I see your warm brown eyes,
Held by the crest of your smile,
Glancing at me.

Just as the sun rises in the east,
You radiate your light over the horizon,
Illuminating the new day.
You are the rising sun,
That I crave to wipe away the
Endless night.

i see the light
just out of reach,
out of touch.

the slow fade
from that life
grows ever more
each day.

yet,
there still is
that slow burn
that She yearns for,
that She craves.

Her voice sprouts
in the back of my head,
filled with hate.

Her ever vile laugh
filled with such sin,
such guile.

my mind blocked
by the burn
of Her ire.

i’m sorry,
i failed to stay happy
like you strived to do.

i still trust Her lies,
i still fear the pain,
i still hear that flame.

my serrated anxiety
dictated by Her
warped reality.

She’s still in my head.