I keep giving myself away to people.
I cherish these people.
I love them.

But unfortunately for me,
I always end up getting hurt.
And they leave me as soon as I'm useless to them.
But I still love them.

It ******* hurts.. but...

I saw you.
Broken.
Because of her.

I wanted to heal you.
You took advantage.
Used me.
Fooled me.
Lied to me.

And yet the fool in me,
Believed it.
Accepted it.
And somehow loved it.

But, I'm tired.
Healing you.
Left me broken.

I'm going to heal myself.

"Sorry, but I don't believe in Love"

You told me this... at a point when I thought I'm making you feel something.

I accidentally fell in love
with a singer
I immersed myself in
the sound of his voice
and breathed in the
scent of his words and
I swear I could feel
his heart beating in
my hands when I sang
along to my favorite song

I accidentally fell in love
with a singer
and he never
even learned
my name

I've found you at a time when you're terribly broken.
By how much you loved her,
By how your love story is like no other.

And from then on,
I've always wondered how it feels to be loved by you.

I guess, "wonder" is the only thing I can do.

.
I HATE missing someone, it's just one of saddest thing in this world..

Because the ONLY thing that could make it go away is when you're finally with that person.

But what if you can't be with them anymore?

How do u survive this missing?
.

I have a memory of this specific place.
A memory that's not even mine.

I wish you didn't tell me what happened here.
I can no longer be in this place without thinking of what occured
That time when you were so in loved with her.

I love this place so much, but being here just breaks heart.