TIME takes your immaturity and turns
it into personality---
HAHAthroughthelessons
you have yet to learn and
HAHAtothegrudge
you have decided to grasp
(o u wish u never met me
HAHAtothehurtustillintendtocause)
it's like you never grew up and that
melting phrase of soft Iluvyous
meant nothing but the truth is that
you meant everything you ever said
and you still do. I believe you now like
I believed you then and like all things,
things change, change is the only constant,
and you didn't love me once, you still love
me now. and you didn't hate me once, you
still
hate me now. the only way to shake the
feeling is to DIveE LIKE AN AIRPLANE
head-first into that space called *death.
you do not fall out of love
I am not a cancer / / / we are both just shattered beauty on the steps of God's fuckalls
and you're so vain, you probably think this poem's about you.