I'm not afraid to say goodbye -
the word feels numb on my tongue
for I've said it so many times

my heart sang for you
in melodies you hadn't heard before
it was infatuating to you
so you listened every night
but at break of dawn
when the stars no longer aligned
you left my singing heart alone
with it's melody in mind

i used to see stars within your eyes
but now they stare blankly at mine
as if you have somehow forgotten
i was once someone you loved

can you hear me
when I talk to the moon at night,
wishing you were doing the same

this is the time I need you to listen;
listen to my heart, calling your name

I let the devil
take my hand,
embrace my body,
kiss my mouth,
it was dangerous
but those lips
were too sweet
and now I feel
the threads of hell
pulling in again
because I don't know
right from wrong
so let me sin again,
see you again,
feel again,
love,
for you are evil
in its purest form
that gives me
reason to regret
that I ever did good

i pinch myself
whenever it all feels
too good
to be true
and this time too
i woke up
from a night
dreaming of you

and now I know
that 'I love you'
was a lie
for cold hearts
only beat
to stay alive