Take the knapsacks and the utensils and washtubs and the books of the Koran and the army fatigues and the tall tales and the torn soul and whatever's left, bread or meat, and kids running around like chickens in the village. How many children do you have? How many children did you have? It's hard to keep tabs on kids in a situation like this. Not like in the old country in the shade of the mosque and the fig tree, when the children the children would be shooed outside by day and put to bed at night. Put whatever isn't fragile into sacks, clothes and blankets and bedding and diapers and something for a souvenir like a shiny artillery shell perhaps, or some kind of useful tool, and the babies with rheumy eyes and the R.P.G. kids. We want to see you in the water, sailing aimlessly with no harbor and no shore. You won't be accepted anywhere You are banished human beings. You are people who don't count You are people who aren't needed You are a pinch of lice stinging and itching to madness.
Translated from the original Hebrew by Karen Alkalay-Gut.
Beauty so awkward. Your flaws tell you you aren't thin. Wish to change who you are cause of the discomfort in your own skin.
Shed it like a snake. wait for it to dry and harden as time moves by.
I miss your old skin. Beautiful with all it's imperfections. Ignore your inner thoughts. Slowly learn to resent them.
Writing these lines for you. Snort them. Quickly learn to adore them.
See it disappear as it travels up your nostril. You realize my words are in your system and you no longer feel awful.
As you start to relax you've realized you relapsed. Words travel quick and tickle your synapse. Fast forward watch the timelapse as you reach the peak or should I say the ******. This drug is so pure, no errors of syntax. Not even at your core yet while I'm aiming at your cortex.
These are my words. Become addicted to them. Refer to them when your thoughts come in contact with deception. Use my words to forcefully change your perception.
No more pain I promise. Promise these words are honest and honestly I'll keep convincing you of your beauty till I'm exhausted.
Self esteem. Here to lift it. Even though I drifted and veered from my intended path, I'm here to help get rid of something awful you refer to as your past.
Take my hand. Extend mine to help you up. Cause I've been on the ground too when no one would simply show up.
You've been hurt. Your wings are broken. Let me mend them as a token of appreciation for enlightening the world with a smile so contagious that would lead all to believe that you're perfect.
perfection. Not what I was searching but that's what I stumbled upon.
Your scars make you perfect. They make you human.
You exhale an excess of words while I inhale. I feel the words touring to my synapse making my brain as warm as wool.
I guess even my own words can make me fall in love with someone beautiful.