It is impossible for me to love,
to give myself to someone completely,
to care about someone unconditionally.
Because if you do this,
they will leave.
Maybe in five days
or maybe in 50 years.
But they will leave.
How do you know who you are when they are gone?
How do you deal with the fact that you cared about someone so much, and then it was over in a flash?

I long for this type of love,
but I also hope that it never does.