Happiness is a rainy day
Happiness is soft teddy bears
Happiness is your forehead kisses,
and the way you always put a smile on my face
Happiness is laying with you
Happiness is looking into your eyes and seeing life
Happiness is pineapples,
and loud music,
Happiness is tiny kittens,
Happiness is your favorite sport ,
long naps,
tight hugs
Happiness is your lips on mine,
your presence by my side
Happiness is me
Happiness is you
Happiness is us

Some people might say I write too much about you
but you're my world and I tell you that a lot
I'm sorry I ask you if you love me,
I know you do
With that smile of yours that lights up everything
your eyes that smile even when you're not
you're sleeping right now but you're obviously in my thoughts
You're not just another person with another name
Not someone without their claim to fame
You have a laugh that's contagious
and a love that's unreal

Sometimes you have to be lost
in order to find the answer
Sometimes, you have to be wrong
in order to know what's right
You're going to follow bad advice
You're going to make mistakes
You're going to deal with pain
and one day, you'll find that rain
can make rainbows
You just have to find your sunshine

I don't deserve it
but I love that you love me
I know I don't act like it
or tell you enough
but God.. I love you.
I can't tell you the joy I have in my heart.
I'm glad you gave me this chance.
I'm trying not to **** up
I know I'm a bad girlfriend
I know I'm hard to love
I get annoying, and I'm not that fun to be around
I take things too harshly sometimes
I know we're always going to have our ups and downs
but I love you.
and your green eyes
your fluffy hair and your freckles
you're so cute and sweet
and I love it when you sing
Your messy handwriting
and I'm proud of you
for everything
I know I don't act like it but I love you so much
I'm a clingy person
and I love your hugs
and your kisses
You're amazing in so many ways, and please don't leave me

I can see a world in your eyes
one that no one will understand

I know you don't want to hear this right now
or ever, for a matter of fact,
at least maybe not from me
but I want to tell you, and maybe you'll eventually see this
I love you
and I'm so proud of you
I miss you a lot
God if I could go back to March
and fix everything,
make it right, treat you the way you deserve
I would
but I can't
and I know you don't believe me and I wouldn't either
I don't know why I'm still so stuck on you

If I could go back to August
and if it made you better
to never meet me,
I'd make it that way
I'd never answer your messages,
Third period would be a nonexistent memory

If I could go back to every time I've hurt you
If I could punch myself in the ******* face
If I could change a lot of things
the main one being me
I'd fix it all
I want to ******* change
but even then
this is never going to be okay again will it?
or is that just me?

You're a rainy day
You can be warm, you can  be cold
You can flood, you're a storm
You're a beautiful danger
a sight to behold
You can make a mess
I can see the lightning in your eyes
The sparks that electrify the night
You can be deadly,
with your kisses and your stare
You can be a breath of fresh air
You can be calming,
You can be unpredictable
but let me just tell you
you may be a rainy day
but rainy days are my favorite days