Ash - Hello Poetry

Ash Nov 2021

older

I was never one to believe
That age is just a number per say
I've always felt one should stay within their range
And then I looked into his eyes

What a collosile hypocrite I turned out to be

Five years doesn't seem too long
Especially when your chest tells you that you could belong
But when one can drink and the other can't even drive
Maybe it's not even worth the try

Ash Nov 2021

Mother Father

i tried, Mother
i really did, Father
to be your perfect, unwanted, "daughter"
but i'll always be in the shadows of her
i'm drowning in the deep black waters
but your hand goes out to my brothers
why am i still trying to be like the others?
craving praise but hiding even my lovers
because if you knew i could love a 'her'
i'd truly be an outcast forever
and so, after years of being called a mother f**ker
while i was made to suffer
i won't pretend any longer
that i was ever anymore than a stranger
i'm not sorry, Mother
i'm so done, Father

Ash Oct 2021

untitled

I don't know
Where we're gonna go
But I wouldn't mind
If we went side by side

feelin musical today

Ash Oct 2021

Your Suffocating Smile (Unfinished)

When you look at me like that
My heart rate goes completely flat
Don't smile like we're in a dream
Cause when you do I can not breathe

Your smile is suffocating me
With your eyes of sage and honey
You make me feel like I could fly
But please stop cause I might d*e

Ash Oct 2021

A little tune

Oh my god, I'm a total klutz
I tripped and fell and I messed it up
Now all the menus are astray
But you smile and say that it's better this way

Idk :)

Ash Oct 2021

all i need

I feel as if I’m on my toes
Reaching up for your hand to hold
But you’re right there smiling at me
And suddenly your eyes are all I need

Ash Oct 2021

Heartbreak

How can the breaker be the broken?
Too much said
So many words left unspoken