Shaylie

Shaylie May 2021

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If you had told me
I’d lose my sanity in my 20s
Play
Mental
Slip
And
Slide

I would have asked you
To **** me right then
Do me a favor
Do everyone a favor

Shaylie May 2021

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I am never ready
For the feeling that
My body is too heavy
To pick up

The feeling that
I’m not steady

Shaylie May 2021

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Before I slip away
Again
Underneath my own skin
Tell me
You love me
You love me

Before I push you away
Again
In front of this monster
Hold me
Hold me

I’m okay
I’m okay
Until I’m not

Shaylie Apr 2021

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I hope my gaze
Is burned into your brain
So when you and her
And
Her and you
Are in that space
You hate yourself

Shaylie Apr 2021

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So you say
I have the moon
Well I simply dont believe

Shaylie Apr 2021

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Tell me what to say
When there is nothing
Left
To say

I am sick
I wish I had the answers
Actions speak louder
Than any words I could ever
Speak

I am a monster
A monster
A monster

Shaylie Apr 2021

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And Dear God
Please, ******* help me
Because it’s just so hard to be sober
When my choices
Cant be made over