It wasnt enough that I had enough,

I wanted more,

I wanted it all,

I've got this insatiable hunger,

Pulling me under,

What more did you want,

Then the blessings you are trying to destroy?

Its funny how when it's cold outside,

I start to remember burying my face inside of your jacket,

I can small all of the fall and winter leaves,

That were beneath your feet,

While the faint smell of your Marlboros lingered on and on,

I could almost touch your face in the cold sun,

I could almost feel myself being in love,

But the flowers, the trees, and the bees have died and grown again since then

That was that
My hands were shaken
The dust was clean from me

When I pulled away from his house, knowing she would be spending time in his bed later, skin to skin, breath to breath. Passion bleeding through.
I just want to stop thinking about you.

Dripping blood
Hand, hand, hand
My hand?
“How could you do this, you are both so stupid, you will pay to fix this window”
“Get away from me”
Blood is dripping from my hand

Am I dying? Am I dying? Am I ******* dying?
Someone please tell me if I’m dying.
“This is your fault, I told you not to get mad, this is your fault”

I wish I was not the way that I am
I want to go home and forget this place
Existed
And that anyone as great as you is real
I wanted it to be the time in my life
Where I needed someone
And it just isn’t

But tasting your lips
Nothing is sweeter

So you say you don’t care
You don’t care
But it’s hard to picture you
With someone else
I can feel my ribs breaking
Under this pressure
Against myself