I am cursed to create fires where they shouldn’t be
And I fan the flames because I can’t help it

Don’t you know
That I know it’s you everytime
Please talk to me

I look for any way to speak to you
But there is nothing
Only what we have

House of cards - Radiohead

I know you love me as much as I love you
It’s been years and there is no denying how much it feels like I’m missing you out of my life
You and I
We should be in each others spaces
I want to be able to see each others faces
I love you and I don’t care how much more anyone else says they love you
Because I love you beyond time and space
Beyond this flesh and these weak frail bones
You see I could wait
I can wait a year
Or even a hundred
Because our souls belong to each other
But **** *******
I want to see you again

I miss you
I love you
I wish I could see you
All the usual things

I mourn for the girl who has become woman
I sort through old photos
She and I are the same
But her face has less wear and tear
No deep grooves
From furrows and smiles
This hangs around me
This air of bittersweet sorrow
How I longed to be her still
Naive, and unknowing