I was a loner when i was born
I will be a loner when i'm gone
The good,the bad and the ugly....the highs and lows of life....
....i've seen it all
There were times when i wished i were dead
And then there were times when i had a ball
I've never had no expectations...coz whenever i've had one i've lost it all
Isolation's been my best friend
One misery in my life followed by another...that's been the trend
I once looked at the stars..
...How they seemed to shine so bright!!!...
....It's like they were making love to the universe
Out in the dark....in the open sky
Some in a cluster...
While some spread so very far
As far as my sight went..right up to the distant horizon
.....Beautiful assemblage of lights
Just looking at them made me high...
I guess we r all looking for that one particular face(the star of our life)..somewhere out among the stars.
Alas!!!... i don't have this luxury with me
SSHHH!!!!.........can you hear it??....
.....The serene silence of Death
..the bitter taste...the elixir that frees you from the chaos and confusion of life
I sometimes want it so bad....
Truth and falsity....hope and regret...they all find peace in death
As my body grows old with the advent of time
And my soul is but aching...
Life has reduced me to a caricature
...All i wish for is to go to that place of eternal sleep
...and for Death to engulf me in it's fury-filled grasp.

If every single person you know was happy with every single decision took, then it would be like the snake and mongoose posing together!..miracles like this don't happen in the real world and you shouldn't expect them to happen.Every single decision you take in life will first and foremost impact you.So,it's important that while taking a decision you first think of yourself...and this not you being selfish but being practical..sure there are the odd trying circumstances when you're forced to take a decision...but in general the rule has to be-me first.You don't want to take a wrong decision just for the sake of pleasing others and then end up regretting it.

It's such a haunting night...
...So silent....so dark
So many thoughts are cooking up inside of me
I feel like i'm living in a dream
Gosh...you look **** tonight
I just want to hold you in my arms and feel the warmth of ur soft skin against mine
Let me wrap myself around you like ur favourite piece of clothing
Let me take you to that world of pleasure and pain
Let our bodies be intertwined in perfect harmony
Let me explore each and every inch of your body
Let us vocalize the sound of our satisfied souls in unison
Tonight u r mine and vice-versa
Control me
Dominate me
Do whatever you want....
....Just don't leave me alone in bed..
...'Coz Lately i've had too many of those
It's just been and my desires staring at the blank ceiling....
.....now i can't take this loneliness no more
I need you....i need you so bad
I want you....i want you so bad

I once went to a restaurant named 'sadness'
The ambience inside was pretty gloomy
Wrinkled and tired souls were the only customers
The waitress came to my table to take my order
'Whats your speciality?'..i asked
'Grief salad with a topping of negativity,sir'...she replied
I said...'lets taste it"
She brought me my order
And as soon as i tasted it...
...i spat it out
'Yuck!..you call this food.I'm not even paying for this ****.'
It's tasteless

I left disgusted and irritated
I then came across this restaurant named happiness
I went in
The ambience was vibrant
The waitress came to my table to take my order
'Whats your speciality?'...i asked
'Joy salad with a topping of positivity,sir'..she replied
'Lets taste it'..i said
She brought me my order
And as soon as i tasted it...i was over the moon.
'This is too good to be true'..i said
She replied-'sometimes happiness does feel that way.'
I was thoroughly impressed and also tipped her
I left elated and satisfied

It's difficult to resist you
When you have sensuality draped all over skin
I know this is wrong
But looking at you..I can't stop myself from committing this sin

Your lips are like an aphrodisiac
Once i get i taste of them...i'm hungry for more
Tonight i'm gonna be your beast
Tonight i'm gonna roar

Your **** black lingerie is putting ***** thoughts in my head
Let's not waste anymore time
Let's go to bed......

I dream
....'Coz it's wonderful
I dream
...'Coz its beautiful
I dream
....'Coz its so much better then reality
I dream of a mystical land
A land where cats would talk
And birds would listen to whatever i have to say
A land which does not discriminate on the basis of caste,race,religion or ***
A land where opportunities are abundant
A land where you can trust the lawmakers and the protectors of law
A land where you know that you will get justice
A land which provides safety for its residents
A land where a child doesn't have to witness to horrors of war
A land where a man isn't shot 'coz of the colour of his skin
A land where a man isn't forced to give up his beliefs
A land which believes in upholding human rights
A land where the media is responsible and sensitive
A land which is selfless
A land of which all humans can be proud of
A land where i shall be happy to breathe my last
A land where i shall be glad to be buried

If one were paid for dreaming
Then i would'nt have had to work a single day in life
There is no sweet escape as a dream
There are no boundaries here
Nothing is wrong or right
Nothing is off limits
There are no rules here
As your mind wanders through every nook and corner of your imagination
You just feel this incredible surge of energy
Its hard to describe the feeling
Probably something close to sheer bliss
As long as you see it...you don't think about nothing else
Your focus is on your dream
And then when you finally wake up and are pushed back to the harsh world of reality
You feel this sense of dejection and helplessness
You long to see the dream again
And wish it were to come true someday(no matter how distant it might seem)
We humans share an interesting relationship with our dreams
Some motivate us
Some scare us
Some propel us ahead
Some hold us back
But for as long as we are in the world of dreams
It just gives you these incredible moments...
Moments that your life might never give you

I want to love you
I want to be with you
I want to cherish you forever
But why do you make it so hard for me to do so?
Slowly but surely i can feel us drifting apart
It wasn't like this from the start
We were fearless
We were crazy
We were insanely romantic
And now there's just no spark
All the great moments that we spent together now seem so very hazy
I feel as if the best is behind us
Now there's just no communication
We're losing trust
And it hurts so bad
It pains to see you being so indifferent towards me
Our love has now become a pale shadow of what it used to be
I wish we could go back to what once we were...
..Fruits of the same tree
Two bodies.. one soul
Two persons..one heart

I miss the old 'us'
Please don't let our love fall apart
Just talk to me
Just work with me
You are the air i breathe
And i'd be a dead soul without you

One of these days i feel liking kicking fate in the face
And telling him...
...that he ain't gonna decide the course of my life
I've had enough of fate
I own the remote control to my life

The eyes tell more than you can imagine
They are in effect the window of the heart
No matter how much it tries to conceal
Ultimately everything it does reveal
Virtually every emotion can be conveyed through the eyes
Love,grief,sympathy,anger,despise
When it can't take too much..it releases tears
Or may be it's just it's way of dealing with fears

Every eye has a story of it's own
You just need to look
And you will find an entire world of emotions
The pain it hides
The joy it expresses
It is a deep sea with no end

I love my failures
'Coz they give me a chance to learn
And re-emphasize the fact that i'm human

Fear..fear..
I feel as if someone's coming near

The concept of fear has always intrigued me.It's an interesting emotion or feeling that we have at times...and this fear thing has a funny way of working.It can be both a boon and bane...sometimes it hold us back,stagnates us,prevents us from doing the things we should be doing..while on other occasions it somehow propels us and pushes us to do the unthinkable,the unimaginable...perhaps even achieve the impossible.It's all about how we let fear affect us...do we let it hold us back?? or do we break through it and let it surge us ahead??

It's amazing to think that this one feeling can have such a drastic effect on our lives.Some might laugh at your fears,some might be sympathetic towards you and some might actually try to understand the rationale behind your fears and try and help you out.Fear is an important driving factor in our lives.Sometimes these fears r completely irrational, while some have certain some amount of validity attached to them.The irrational ones certainly need to be dealt with first.

The realization and recognition of ur fears and the need for you to overcome those fears is an important part of ur life..Fear, after all, is our real enemy. Fear is taking over the world. Fear is being used as a tool of manipulation in our society and the need to combat it is urgent.The more u keep delaying that, the more the fear's gonna keep escalating...the more u learn,the more u face it and fight against it,the more u practice and the more u try to attain that level of perfection...the less you fear...and when u r doing this, in effect you are displaying courage and courage is nothing but conquering your fears.

Beautiful moonlit night
Not a patch of cloud in the sky
Constellations were the only audience
Sandy beach
The serene sound of the waves crashing against the shore
Little bonfire
I pulled you closer towards me
Our hearts were racing
I moved your hair which was fluttering across your face
I cupped your face in my hands
And there we shared our first kiss
It was the most magical moment of my life...
...one i will cherish forever

I told my heart to find me some happiness
The fool brought me sadness and despair
But since i love my heart....
....And it put in a lot of effort to bring this to me
I'll accept it
No questions will be asked
No explanation required

Floating images
A submerged memory
Constrained thoughts
Emotions running deep
A secret exposed
A kiss shared with that someone special
Planning vengeance
Seeking love
The first drop of rain falling upon ur skin....trickling down ur body....almost teasing u
The powerful voice of an opera singer
The bitter taste of hatred
The sweetness of sympathy
A clear conscience
A feeling of guilt
Feeling ashamed
Feeling proud
The fight left within u when ur down and out
Ur aging physicality
Ur aching soul
The first gift u ever received
The first scolding u ever got
Ur ultimated moment of glory
Cracks in ur armour
Signs of desperation
Learning to accept rejection
Taking responsibility
Taking ur issues head on
Feeling proud of ur life
Knowing ur limitations
Fighting for ur rights
Buckling down under pressure
Creating ur own identity among a crowd of over 7 billion
Fading away into darkness
Shining like a bright star
Smiling away at ur problems
Shedding tears of joy
Cherishing those fantastic memories
Deleting those awful ones
Living ur dreams
Sacrificing ur hopes
Falling to pieces
Rising like a phoenix from the ashes
Partying all night
Coming home sober
Fighting till the very end
Quitting at the first sign of failure
From being a talker to a doer
From being a listener to a speaker
From an ordinary citizen to a leader
From a lover to a husband
From a husband to a father
Learning to give
Having an argument
Trying to reconcile the next day
Taking the credit for ur success
Being brave enough to admit ur mistakes and take responsibility for ur failures
A day to remember
A day to forget
Keep calm and combat the problems

Breathe in
Breathe out
Work hard
Party harder
Talk sweet
Make love
Forgive
Forget
Bear a little
Then fight back
Have some remorse
But have no regrets
Sing like no one's listening
Dance like no one's watching
Enjoy like there's no tomorrow
Be a little serious once in a while
Envy but don't copy
Don't hope to get lucky
Make your own luck
Never give up
Always be optimistic
Take some risks
Be bold in your choices
Help a needy person
Fall in love
Be strong in the face of adversity
You are best friend
You are your worst enemy...
...Rest are mere hallucinations
Have passion
Don't let it overcome you
Don't try to force respect...
...Earn it
Travel around
Read
Try new recipes
Fall
And then get right back up
Get in touch with your darker side
Have the yearning for learning
Dream big
Almost everything is possible
You just gotta think it first
Don't do one-night stands...
...Do breakfast,lunch and dinner for an eternity
While on Earth....give your best in every single thing you do
Rest of the stuff will take care of itself

My name's Aziz
And i love to say "please"
And no.. it ain't no f* disease
I can't help it ....if i don't like butter but i simply love cheese
Everybody thinks i'm crazy....coz i'm addicted to chicken
Well what can i say....i guess i'm love stricken........
With dis wonderful bird......
They say life’s ‘bout trials and tribulations
It’s ‘bout how u react in difficult situations
Well if that’d be d case
Then I’m not sure ‘bout my place
Within dis’ crazy human race
For some..........life's a party
It's all 'bout women and bacardi
We live in an age of technology
****...these kids today r so fast.....it's hard to predict their psychology!!!
At times I feel so f up….feel like I’m ‘bout to go insane
But then somethin’ good happens and positive thoughts just start to rain
Within my already stressed out brain
Love’s good as long as it’s not one-sided
As for me I couldn’t say dat I’ve tested it or tried it
Some say they’ve kinda’ survived it…….
The theory of life is kinda’ hard to explain
It’s not ‘bout what u lose or what u gain
It’s ‘bout getting’ right back up after life knocks u down……..
It’s like ur goin too fast and LIFE says to u….”Son/Daughter…..u need to slow down.”
At times I feel like I’m sufferin’ from some kind of an identity crisis
It’s like I’m runnin’ a race wid rats and mices
It's like i was in this deep slumber
And out of the blue i just woke up and started to wonder.....
Every mornin' when i look at d mirror...there isn't much of a face lookin' at me......rather there's an expression of a predicament.......
Man....i thought i was good.....i thought i fulfilled every requirement.....
They say...."when d going gets tough,the tough get going".....
But at times i feel like the current of d river called life's too strong....it's like i've stopped rowing.....
It’s like I question myself……seem to lose my sense of confidence
Man…I ain’t no hypocrite…..why would I put on any pretence?
This is d real me……….
U get what u see………
Listen up yo.....i gotta a confession to make
Love me or hate me.....i don't care.....my spirit's tough...it's not somethin' u can break.....
Some walk the straight path.....some walk the rocky road....
Some get a silver spoon.....Some get the heavy load
Some wait for a lifetime just for dat someone special
While for some it remains just a situation, so very hypothetical
Movies….i love a lot….though I like them to be intellectual
As for me…..yeah am pretty religious….would say dat I’m spiritual
At times i feel so stressed out from work
It's like i've no control over me and seem to act like a ****
Respect is cool as long as it’s earned
Behaviour is somethin’ dat can’t be learned……
.......in some institution…........it’s just a reflection of u…..
U just can’t deny it….this is true…..
Satan's a feelin'.....it lurks in everyone
Guilty pleasures and mischievous behaviour sometimes can be fun.....
Money can't buy you happiness...can't bring any joy to you
We all make mistakes....we all need someone to look upto
In this age of corruption....who u gonna call ur fearless leader??.....whose gonna put your fears to bed??
'Coz heroes will never let u down as long as they're dead
One man's trash trash is another man's treasure....
One man's pain is another man's pleasure.......
At times I’m filled with all dis negativity…..
And I’m not able to comprehend d way everyone keeps lookin’ at me……
At times I feel lonely.....at times get upset....
Feel I deserve more from life than what i seem to get...
Ain't nobody in d world's perfect......and i ain't no exception
Have committed my share of my mistakes.....at times gone beyond limitation
I ain't no freak…….I ain’t no lunatic….
I do at times get a little crazy and act sarcastic……
But I guess we all r…..ain’t we???
It’s like we get so caught up in our lives dat we ain’t got time for nothin’
It’s a shame……..
But dat’s d name of d game…….
Known as life…….
To all my homies……..”just be simple and keep it simple”....
Spread d love guys………L.O.V.E.(Loss of vicious enemies)
Au revoir............................

Magic light
Starry night
The constellations tonight
Are shining so very bright
Blurry eyes
The more i age..
..i don't seem to get no wise
Love never met me..i mostly got despise
Broken dreams
Fearful shrieks and screams
That's what my life has been
Happy and fulfilling days..very rarely have i seen
I live in a land which is steeped in traditions
And more often than not those traditions seem to suffer from contradictions
I'm usually referred to as obese
Oh please!
Yeah i love chocolates and cheese
Yeah i ******* love to eat
So what?..i ain't no cheat
Don't judge me coz you don't know nothin' about me
You can't see things the way i see
Everybody got their own set of baggages
And i ain't no exception
Life's always been cold to me...
...so i never expected no warm reception
I have never quite been a believer in fate
When i need it the most..it always arrives late
Money never interested me...
...neither did fortune and fame
Family & friends is what matter...
...everything else is just lame
Politics *****
And politicians even more
Very few of them work
Most merely roar
Society is the biggest pretender
It preaches in the disguise of a bartender
I cherish everyday i live
I have nothing save for prayers and blessings to give
As long as my mind is racing
And the heart is pacing
I'll keep thinking
I'll keep writing
I'll keep exploring

We began as friends
I was the shy nerd
And quite frankly you were way outta my league
And then it all started
The sly glances i took at you
How you sometimes looked at me and smiled
I would almost stammer when i'd look at you
We shared notes once in a while
Then we started communicating
Later you started sitting next to me at the cafeteria
I started visiting you at your home and vice-versa
One thing led to another
And then we became more than friends
At first it was hard to believe that all this was happening
The late night calls
The long conversation on skype
The holding hands
The romantic dates
The first kiss
But then this is love...
....Here sometimes you gotta expect the unexpected
Sometimes magic does happen
And you just gotta go with the flow of it
It was a wonderful feeling...
...One i never thought i would ever  experience
And then the disgusting alarm clock rang!!!
And the beautiful piece of awesome imagination was over
And i was thrown back..(almost rudely) to harsh reality
And there i was laying awake in my miserable bed...
...Wondering where it all went??
Can't friends be lovers??
Is it outrageous to think of your best friend as your lover?
Gosh....i still haven't found a proper answer to these questions
I wonder if i ever will.....

Why is it so hard to say goodbye?
Airports and train stations see it all the time
When someone's last goodbye
Blends in with someone's sigh
Why is it so hard to accept that you might never see someone again?
The someone who means so much to you
The someone who says he will return someday
But never does
It's like the darkness coming into your life
...and switching off all the lights
And all you're left with are the distant memories
And thoughts of what could've been
There is none to hear your cries
Just you and the empty skies
But you still hope against hope that someday that person will return
You call him
You mail him
But you never get no reply
You sometimes go to the airport
And look at people waiting for their loved ones
In hand a rose
'Coz someone's coming home
And you wish you were that person
So...why is it so hard to say goodbye?
'Coz maybe you get a premonition of the sense of finality
'Coz maybe you can clearly see...
...this is the end
There is no road up ahead
And the person who meant the world to you
Will be the one who will destroy your world

Tell me darling...have you ever thought as to why we've been together for so many years now?
What clicked between us?
Why i became us and vice-versa?
I have sometimes thought about it..
....And have come to the conclusion that there is no standard procedure of formula for love
It just happens
Two person click together and just wanna be together
Love doesn't require manifestation all the time
It merely demands commitment and honesty
And today as we celebrate our tenth anniversary of togetherness
And dance under the beautiful moonlit night
I can't help but be thankful to God for providing me with an angel like you
You came into my life at a very turbulent time
And helped me steady myself
You made me believe for the first time in my life that i actually had a future to look forward to
You've truly enriched and enhanced my life
You've filled the empty canvas of my life with the most beautiful colours
You breathed life into me
Your sweet innocent charm and childish like smile always made me feel positive
You've helped me forget my ugly past,revel in the beautiful present and have given me an optimistic future
Thank you my love for being there with me thru every thick and thin
....Thru every step of the way
With you by my side...i can face any battle life puts me thru
My love....i love you,i admire you...i respect you
I can't do enough to express my gratitude to you
I promise to be by your side till the end of time
Till death do us part............

I want to go to my grave with the knowledge that:-
1)I've lived a life i can be proud of
2)I did the best i could in every aspect of my life
3)Those who matter to me should remember me for the right reasons

And i will do everything in my power to make sure that when my time comes i will have fulfilled the above mentioned 3 points.

I don't want no fancy burial ceremony.It should be kept as simple as possible.A few words and prayers would be sufficient.I don't want no one to miss me..just keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

You came into my life as the most beautiful dream
But later you turned into a nightmare and all i wanted to do was scream
You were kind,sincere and humble
Where then all of a sudden did you stumble?
Through your eyes i'd seen the most amazing time
But then you shattered my heart and committed an unforgivable crime
I'd given every iota of my soul to you
My heart beated for you
My eyes only saw you
Every inch of my skin felt you
You taught me to love life
I'd even pictured you as my wife
But then you just cut my heart with a knife
I had nothing but 'love' for you in my heart
But now i'm afraid of this four letter word
Now when i see you carrying on with your life it hurts so much
You've moved on as if nothing ever happened
While i'm left with a broken heart and a battered spirit
How could you do this?
How did you change so much?
Why did you change?

Lightning strikes
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love why don't you say so?
If you want more love why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain, pain, pain..

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare.

If you want more love why don't you say so?
If you want more love why don't you say so?

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far I fall?
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me but I can't break through it all.

It's a heart... heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and Ambien
You're talking **** again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak.

It's heartbreak warfare
It's heartbreak warfare
It's heartbreak warfare

Hello 2016
Gone is the year fifteen
I hope you have good things in store for me
A change for the better in the world i hope to see
I know you've just begun
But i'm already eager to see the first sun

Husband-So,honey where do you want to go for our honeymoon?

Wife-It doesn't matter where we go..take me whichever place you want.Just promise me one thing.

Husband-Anything you say..just tell me.

Wife-Promise me that we'll be spending most of our honeymoon staring at the ceiling.

Husband-You got it!

You folks don't like me
In fact some fear me
Some absolutely hate me
But you all know...
...at some point of your lives you are going to have to pay me a visit
You can't escape my clutches
I am not always bad news
For i also give you the sweetest news
It is here where you come into this world
As long as the light outside of the o.t is on
I give you those anxious moments
But it's just my nature
You constantly pace to and fro
You just can't sit still
Tension is written all over your face
And then as the light outside the o.t is off
And the doctor comes out
You look at him with questions in your head
And a sense of hope in your eyes
I feel most sad when i see children coming to me
To see them suffer
To see them go through pain
Just breaks me down
I have this understanding with death
Whenever i feel that someone is suffering too much
And there is not much that can be done
I request death to relieve that person of his or her pain
Sometimes death accepts my request

I am a hospital
I am a place like no other place
I see the joy on people's faces
I see people praying
I see the tears of people
I hear their cries
I see them grieving

I see you consoling the patient
I see you encouraging the patient
I see you telling him that it's all gonna be okay
You bring flowers and fruits for him
I see you holding your newborn in your hand
Wrapped in cloth..
...he or she is your bundle of joy

I am a hospital
A place hardly anyone likes
But a place virtually no one can avoid

There's a difference between a house and a home.Any cemented building can be referred to as a house..but what makes it a home is the presence of love and happiness.It is the close connection among the people living in the house and a peaceful environment which make it a home...A house is just a structure with four walls;while a home is a place of sweet memories...and truly like they say-'there is no place like home.'

The things we do to grab someone's attention
Hoping against hope that for once that person will notice
For once things will be different
For once a love story will culminate into something substantial
How i wish he'd look at me
How i wish he'd notice my dress
How i wish he'd pay me a compliment
I had my hair done..
...nails done...
All just for him
His favourite colour is blue
So yesterday i picked up this gorgeous blue dress
He doesn't like too much make-up
So i've kept it at a minimal
He loves to read poetries
So i've bought him a collection of awesome poems
He also likes chocolates
So i've bought him those too
But he doesn't even look at me
My be some day he will...
May be someday he will realize that there is this girl who's crazily and hopelessly in love with him
If only i could ever tell him...
....How much he means to me

I rise
I fall
I defeat my problems and stand tall
I shed tears
I face my fears
Every once a while
I try to smile
I explore
I travel
But the truth about life...
I can barely unravel
I reflect
I ponder
And at times i wonder
What if the world was different?
What if i were different?
Who am i?
What is my identity in a crowd of over seven billion?
What have done in my life?
I someone just like you
I am a no one who wants to be someone
I am a somebody who wants to be with somebody
I am lips waiting to taste someone's lips
I am body waiting to feel another body
I am skin waiting to feel another skin
I am a soul waiting to merge into another soul
I am eyes waiting to get lost in someone else's eyes
I am a heart waiting to meet another heart
I am a dream waiting to meet another dream
I am hope waiting to meet another hope
I am fear waiting to encounter another fear
I am a monster waiting to meet another monster
I am life waiting to meet another life
I am no one....
And yet i'm someone

If i had your eyes ....
The world would've seemed so different
If i had your ears
The world would've sounded so much better
If i had your feet
I would've covered every inch of the planet
If i had your voice
I would've shouted out my love for you
Truth is.......
....If i had you in my life, i wouldn't have needed the world

First i'd break through the egg
With closed eyes i'd enter the world
Oblivious of everything around me
I'd be making those weird cute noises
My parents would guard me...
Feed me
Watch me grow
Gradually i'd be growing feathers
And then finally that moment would arrive...
...my first flight!
Oh what a thrill!
My parents and siblings would look at me with such eager anticipation
Imagine the excitement i'd be feeling!
Imagine the pressure!
My parents would be encouraging me
And then gathering courage...
...i'd start flapping my weathers with great intensity
Gathering momentum
And then voila!
I'd be off
No one can catch me now
Pumping those feathers with sheer ferocity
Cutting through the air
Gliding smoothly
I'd be roaming across the vast sky
Sailing through the clouds
Getting up close with them
Oh what a feeling!
I'd go wherever i want
Whenever i want
Then someday i'd settle down
And start a family
I'd build the most beautiful nest
Then my kids would grow up
And someday they too would fly away in the distant sky

I'm a dreamer......I dream the unreal
Reality for me is quite surreal
I am not pragmatic
Just at times a bit sarcastic
Hatred is annoying
Love is pacifying
Would be suffice.....
.....to say dat I value sacrifice
At times feel fed up of livin' in this domain of enchantment
Would like to run away and live in solitary confinement
At times am paranoid by hustle and bustle of the city
The condition of the village folks fills my heart with pity
The everyday routine of life is just so mundane
The 11 to 6 stuff feels kinda' insane......
Wanna escape from life just like an escapist
Fear is something we can't run from.....sooner or later we gotta face it
I ain't gonna appear in the books of history
Might as well vanish off the planet like a mystery
Have I lost my clarity of thoughts?
Life seems blank....can't seem to connect the dots
I'm not a bad guy.....just at times suffer fom frustration
Need a shoulder to rest my head....just need some motivation
I just wanna be heard.....don't need my name up in lights
Am a calm guy........never really get into fights
I feel as if i'm stuck in a tricky maze
Gotta clear my mind....seems to in a state of haze
At times i'm confused and dazed
The beauty of girls just leaves me amazed
I rap about love......rap about hate....
You can't manipulate me.....can't use me as a bait....
Superstition is nothin' more than a fallacy
Loyalty nowadays is quite a rarity
The path to glory is always filled with resistance
In the end it's the experience dat matters and not the journey's distance
I used to have an idea of where I stand
But now the idea's slipped right out of my hands
I don't who I am and where i'm going
The current of life is guiding my boat....i'm simply rowing
I'm done with bein' a ***** and sheddin' tears.....
It's time to be brave and conquer my fears
Gotta re-ignite my spirit....gotta keep the fire burnin'
No more lookin' back....no more turnin'
I need some time.....need some space......
Can't live no more within this crazy human race...
Wanna embark upon a path of rediscovery
Wanna improve my life and dispel off my misery
At times the thought of isolation scares me....
It strips me off my sense of morals and bares me
But when I give it a deep thought I realize...."Isolation's been my inspiration."
I gotta leave...gotta go....
There's nothin' here for me no more....
I gotta be free.......I gotta be...
.....Somewhere that I can just be me.

If i am a song
Then you are the lyrics
If i am a flower
Then you are the petals
If am the sun
Then you are its source
If i am the world
The you are the universe
If i am the night
Then you are the most beautiful moonlight
If i am the world
Then you are my universe
If am a rockstar
Then you are my guitar
If i am life
Then you are my breath
If i am music
Then you are the sweetest symphony
If i am a writer
Then you are my inspiration
If i am a painter
The you are my masterpiece
If i am humane
Then it is only 'coz of you
If i live
Then it is only for you
I am a part of you
I'm embedded deep in your skin
I'm imprisoned in your heart
I'm stuck to your mind like a constant thought
You can feel me in every aspect of your life
And so can i
You and me...we're inseparable

It's an evil which has been existing for a long time in our society.It's just that now it's effect is full scale.This hatred is consuming the world,bit by bit.When will people realize that this is not what we humans do...hating and killing...it is not us.Each and every day we read,witness,hear and perhaps at somepoint have also experienced intolerance.

When a newborn smiles for the first time they don't care what the race,religion,gender or political opinions are of the faces that smile back at them.They smile because human beings are not born with hatred,division or intolerance in their heart...instead we learn intolerance from those around us.We  learn it as we grow up.We learn it from our parents.We learn it from the media which brands people as extremists and terrorists.


A change is needed and we need to bring about the change...a change via our words,thoughts and actions.Let us all pledge that we will not be a silent spectator to instances of intolerance and neither will we ourselves be involved in this evil in any way whatsoever.We will raise our voice and fight against it.If we don't start this now...then i'm afraid it will be too late.The world is slowly but surely falling into an abyss of hatred.We must act soon.In the eyes of GOD we are all equal...and on earth it should be that way.

In your eyes i have seen the fire of the sun
In your face i have seen purity personified
In your voice i've heard the echo of love
In your touch i've felt passion beyond imagination
In your presence i've felt alive like never before
In your lips i've tasted the sweetness of life
In your long locks i've discovered my paradise of thoughts
In you i've discovered happiness
In you i've found serenity
In you i've found a meaning to my life
In you i've seen my future...
...and boy it sure looks great!!!

In isolation there is no harm
Isolation has it's own charm
Isolation for me is inspiration
In isolation you don't have to give nobody no explanation
Isolation for me is like meditation
It's the best way of relaxation
Isolation is both a blessing
And a curse
Some flourish under it
While for some the pain just gets worse
There was a time when the very thought of isolation used to send shivers down my spine
But now having known isolation for so many years now..i'm doing just fine
Isolation helps me communicate with my soul
Isolation is what defines me and makes me whole
Weirdly enough isolation has helped me become a better and stronger man
And i intend to enjoy it for as long as i can

Dear Almighty,

Thk you

For keeping me alive for another year
For giving me the best birthday gift in my parents
You've given me way more than i've ever deserved
Help me get on the right path
I don't want to be a candidate of your wrath
Please keep my parents and all my relatives healthy and happy
Help me achieve all my dreams
Help me give back to my parents those years of sacrifice they've done for me
Give me the strength and courage to help others
Help me become someone worthy of being called a man
Always help me stay humble
Always help me maintain my dignity
Always help me remain strong

I don't want cars
I don't want money
I don't want houses
I just want peace of mind

With your grace and mercy,i hope to see another one next year

You know sometimes you get those heartaches where you are extremely sad and devastated and yet the tears just don't arrive....its like you're absolutely blank and confused...what's worse is that you don't even have anyone to share your feelings and emotions with...and the fact that you don't have anyone to share your mental state with actually hurts more than the actual cause for the heartbreak.No matter how mentally strong or how practical a person you might be...it s tough to deal with sadness all on your own...you need a shoulder to lean on...someone you can hug....someone who can act as a pain reliever of some sort.I sometimes look at families who project that sense of togetherness and completeness and wonder.....is it for real??....can a group of individuals living together be so connected and happy??....i sometimes envy them and wish...if only.

The moment you start having expectations that is when your life gets complicated
So keep it simple
Do your work without expecting anything in return
And when you do get those pleasant surprises...
...you'll cherish them even more

You gave me a reason to live
Little did i know that you'd be the one who would execute my soul
My world came crashing down
The ground slipped off my feet
And i was all but up in flames
I guess i just never saw it coming
The lesson i learnt was that no matter how assured you might be of something
No matter how much confidence and trust you might have in someone
Never take nothing for granted
The unexpected is like a vicious and sly snake
It can strike you anytime

Having lived life uptill now(by the grace and mercy of Almighty)...i've learnt and realized some important things-
1)you are your best friend
2)you are your greatest enemy
3)you are your biggest motivator
4)you are your greatest discourager
5)there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world
6)never underestimate the capacity of other people to let you down
7)hear out what others have to say even if you don't concur with their views
8)your hardwork and patience both will be rewarded someday
9)trust only 2 people-Almighty and yourself(if you're lucky..you'll get a few more people in this department)
10)confront your enemies but avoid them when you can
11)be open to change
12)do things that make you happy
13)live like it's the last day of your life
14)love like there's no tomorrow
15)And lastly remember..you don't have to prove yourself to anyone..be confident,have self belief and just do your thing.

Dear Anonymous--
                               "It's been a while since we've communicated...it's not that i've forgotten about you.In fact of late my mind's been preoccupied with ur thoughts.It's the winter of my life and the leaves have indeed fallen.In my mind i've been to all the places i wish to travel...the beauty of those destinations has enthralled me..but there's nothing quite captivating as your endearing smile,your infectious charm and illuminating presence.Every good and bad thing that u've ever said to me still keeps resonating in my mind.I am truly touched by your selflessness..it is something i can only dream of achieving.Tell me something...is it that easy to remain humble and selfless in this chaotic world...where almost everyone is a narcissist in some way or the other.How do you manage to do it??...Don't u have any personal desires??..have u never felt greed,lust or jealousy??I remember you had once told me that life is all about balancing the two worlds..ur personal one and the one outside and doing what's best for both of 'em....I'll admit that the first part is somewhat manageable but the second one is quite a task.There's never a moment of indecision in ur life...while i sometimes fail to take the smallest ones.It's weird but sometimes i feel more connected to you than to anyone i've ever felt...it's like u know what i'm made of and have tasted every single ingredient of my soul.There have been times when i've treated you bad but you've never really been upset with me...Why??...does the concept of forgive and forget come so easy to you??We both know we ain't got much time left with us...so let's undertake a journey together and discover the best and worst in us...these special moments that we share and live together will stay on forever,etched in the 'pleasant' section of our minds."

Dear lover,
                   This is my first letter to you in quite a while
You came into my life
And filled my empty canvas with an array of beautiful colours
Now my soul doesn't sport a solitary colour
It is an assortment of hues
You've pretty much resurrected my life
You've given me a reason to live
I smile more often now
The skyline of my life is witness to a rainbow more often
But it's been a while since we've seen each other
I've been out of the city for work
I miss you so much
How've you been?
Not a moment goes by when you don't occupy my mind
In the summers you're the cool shade i long for
During winter you're my cozy comfort
You mean everything to me
The days here without you are so hard to pass by
I hope we can make it through till the end of time
I love you and cherish every moment spent with you
I'll be back soon

                                            Take care
                                            Yours only

The charm of life lies in it's unpredictability..you just never know what's coming.No matter how much you plan and prepare,life is always hellbent on creating it's own twists and turns.So stop planning and start living.

Life's a great leveller...one day you're on top and the next day you're a complete flop.So don't take anything for granted.Life changes like the seasons.You'll experience the harsh winters and you'll also get cheerful spring.Nothing lasts forever save for the bonds you've created with the special ones in your life.So value and cherish those special ones 'coz after all they are who make life worth living.

Life is the deepest ocean you will ever encounter
And no matter how much you try you will never reach the bottom
Even when you think you have you will find that you are actually pretty far off
I've tried many times in vain to dive into the depths of life
I've tried in vain to understand it's meaning
I've tried in vain to comprehend its purpose
Along the way you will mostly come across three types of people-
Some actual friends
Some pretending to be friends
And some enemies
The third kind are the best..
...'coz they are upfront regarding their feelings about you
The one guaranteed thing in life-
Everyone will have an opinion about you
Some good
Some bad
Never take either of the two very seriously
The most important thing-
Even when you think your life is at an all-time low and there is no hope
Truth is there is always hope
If you believe and work hard then life will always give you that second chance to dispel your misery and rectify the situation
So never give up
Don't listen to negativity
Keep working
Keep trying
Someday your efforts will make you proud

Dispel your fears
Abandon your doubts
Love your imperfections
Embrace your flaws
Make mistakes
Learn from those mistakes
Have dreams
Work hard to achieve those dreams
Focus on your strengths
Have tons of willpower
Have loads of patience
Try new things
Challenge the impossible
Don't listen to the haters
Do what you want to do
Fall in love
Value and cherish those who give meaning to your life
Learn to give
Learn to help
Express yourself
Love yourself
Believe in yourself
Never give up

Inhale
Exhale
Walk
Run
Pray
Travel
Explore
Read
Write
Listen
­Feel
Observe
Absorb
Think
Imagine
Experience
Interact
Communicate­

You are whoever and whatever you want yourself to be
Have faith in life...
....it's tough
....it's challenging
....it's unpredictable
....but it's not heartless
It will always give you chances
Just be ready to grab them
Your life is a gift...
....make full use of it

I say i like you
You say you like me too
I say i love you
And you say you're not sure
I thought love and like were the same thing
Now i know they aren't
Now i get it
You like me...
....So you have feelings for me
But you don't love me
So you obviously don't trust me
This got me thinking
Is it better to like than to love?
Coz when u like someone you are not fully committing urself
While in love ur totally committed and much more involved
Like doesn't carry the risk of a heartbreak
Love has greater risks and so promises greater rewards

There 2 ways to live life-first you merely exist.People who fall in this category are chronically passive...they don't take any initiative regarding anything.Neither do they take any risks.They just sit quitely and wait for things to happen.They don't have no ambitions.They are happy with the way things are even if there arrives an opportunity to improve the scenario.
Second way is that you actually live..you take risks,push yourself to the limit,push your boundaries,think big,broaden your horizon,explore,communicate and interact both with your interior and exterior surroundings,make things happen rather than waiting and hoping for a miracle,do the things you've always wanted to do and above all take control of your life.

The choice is yours....do you want to merely exist or do you actually want to live?