I once dug a hole for my ego
But fell in it myself
I tried to struggle
I tried to fight
But to no avail
I had to spend there the entire night
When morning light hit my face
I realized that all i needed to do was give my ego some space
And we could co-exist together
I just need to keep it in check
And never let it's waters reach till my neck
And ever since this realization we've lived happily ever after

As i fade away into the darkness
And slip through the depths of time
I vividly remember your face
Shining like a star
Those memories of you and me keep swimming in the ocean of my thoughts
You truly stood out
The touch of your soft skin
Your childlike smile
The sparkle in your eyes
I remember it all
I still wonder... did our love never ever mean anything to you??
I look up to the sky and tell him...
....Take me with you to that place of uncertainty
The place where death and life meet and get lost
Release me from all connections
Free me from all attachments
I'm now in a constant sate of free fall
Your love was limitless
But your hatred knew no boundaries
I'm not sure if i love you for making me feel wanted
Or i hate you for leaving me deserted and stranded just when our love was about to reach greater heights
You and i--what potential we had
We could've experienced so much more
You just left without a trace
No warnings...nothing
And here i am in the middle of the desert of life...
...Trying to gather the pieces of my broken heart
If only the heart could be mended like a toy
....If only things could've been different
....If only
I'm now but a traveller with no sense of purpose or direction
I'm now truly lost.....

You were the girl of my dreams...my beauty queen
But you deserted me...broke my heart into pieces...Ah!..what a tragic scene
Tears here...tears there
Sobbing and whining everywhere
The pretences
The defences
It all just makes me sick
What went wrong?...we were meant to click
How could you do this to me?
You were all i could see
I was too F** stupid...My mistake
You used me...had your cake
And then dismissed me off like a paint flake
And now as i sit like a confused fool
And think as to how you probably used like me a tool...
You never ever truly cared about me...did you??
Ah!!!.....what a shame..what a shame...
You remember the special moments we shared....
The times when life seemed fulfilling and complete...
The love-making under the sheet of stars
One day Earth,then Venus....then Mars
Those candlelight dinners
The weekend getaways
It was us two against the Big Bad world
Where did i lack??..what did i fail to do??
When two people can't make it work it's bad
But when two people love each other and still can't make it work...that's the big tragedy
I sometimes can't fully understand the concept of love...
Is it supposed to make you stronger or weaker??
Things or people who never mattered to you suddenly start doing so
It's the most wonderful, dangerous and weirdest emotion
An emotion that can make you do things you never though you were capable of doing
There is no proper definition...
...You just feel it....Just feel it

Love is divine
Love is sacred
It is the only antidote
For this poison named hatred

Love is a blessing
Love is a gift
It can bridge
Any rift

Love is a challenge
Love is a mystery
Love is what gives us a memorable present
So that we can create a glorious history

Love is the beginning
Love is the end
It's path is never straight
There's always a bend

Love is beautiful
Love is serene
When in love
Your soul just feels so clean

Love is dedication
Love is devotion
Love is an intoxicating drug
It is a magical potion

Love is what inspires you
Love is what helps you get through the testing times
......I guess that's it for now
'Coz i'm kinda' running out of rhymes!

My love you are both my source of strength and as well as weakness
You bring out the child in me
Ocassionally you also awaken the monster within me

My love you are weird in the most beautiful ways
You can make me smile even in the most trying circumstances
And you can hurt me when i least expect it

My love you are like an intoxicating drug
Too much of you is harmful
And too little of you doesn't serve my purpose

My love you are the best problem i've ever faced in my life
And i ain't got any intentions of solving you
I simply want to prolong you till death whisks me away....

I'm salivating at the very thought of you
Can't wait to have you for dinner tonight
I want to taste every inch of you
I want to inhale your intoxicating aroma
I want to experience the very depths of your flavour
I want to drink your sweet nectar
I want to get lost in you
This lust i'm feeling towards you is driving me crazy
Every part of me wants every part of you
There's gonna be fireworks and explosions tonight..
..A collision of two worlds
..A unison of two souls
..An unfelt sense of pleasure
I hope you leave some room for dessert

The lights have gone out
Darkness has descended
It's pouring outside
The shrieks of lightning can be heard every now and then
We both are drenched
Our clothes are off
We lay down on the bed
Our naked bodies viewing each other
I wrap us in sheets
I can't help staring at you
You look so seductive
We start kissing
At first slowly
And then fiercely like untamed beasts
Lips biting
Tongue in
Tongue out
I hold you tightly in my arms
And start exploring you
Your neck
Your collarbone
Your *******
Your tummy
Your back
Your jewel
Your thighs
Your feet
I don't leave an inch
Your smooth porcelain like skin
Your intoxicating smell
Is driving me nuts
My arousal is going out of control
I then start to enter you
I begin with a slow pace
And then as the decibel of your moans increase
I start to ****** your pleasure walls with greater ferocity
And when it finally ends
I love the look of satisfaction on your face
And as the moonlight shines upon our naked sweaty bodies
I say to myself-
'Moments like these are pure magic
And i want to live these moments with you every single day of my life
Who needs those **** electric lights?
The moonlight is enough to shine light upon our lives'

She waited with bated breath that night
Stood at the window with a candle in her hand
Hoping that today would be different…..
For a change he would notice her

He did not come that night,
He said he was caught in work.
Came early next morning,
But soon left without a word

She stood again at the window,again another night
With a ray of hope in her heart
He came and did not speak a word
Left early next morning

And still here she was,waiting on another night
Now with a sense of pain and frustration in her heart
Hoping against hope for a different reaction from him
He didn’t come home that night……..

She didn’t expect him the following night
He came home early
She did not speak a word
He was confused and upset
Asked her d reason for her silence
She merely said….”these r matters of the heart which r beyond ur powers of understanding.”

And yet again here she was waiting on another night
With an uncontrollable burning passion in her heart..
...And a rage that threatened to consume her
He did come home that night
And gave in to her wild ecstasy
Left early next morning……without saying a word.

I once sat on a paperboat and travelled back to my childhood
Along the way i saw so many memories playing out on big screens
I also met myself there
And to be honest i couldn't recognize him...
...shy,timid and innocent
This person seemed like a complete stranger to me
I was completely taken aback
He greeted me by saying hello
I greeted him back
He then asked me as to how i was doing
I replied that i was doing just fine
Then he just stared at me and said-"look at you...all grown up and not naive no more.You've lost your innocence...haven't you?..You've been corrupted."
I then asked him if he ever felt like visiting me
And he replied strongly-"hell no...i'm havin' the best time of my life...why would i wanna visit you?"
I then asked him-"but don't you wanna see how your future looks like?"
"Nope" he replied
"I just take care of the present so that i can create a memorable past"
I returned back
His words stuck like glue to my brain
I realized that if i handle with care the present the future will sort itself out

Lets go for a drive tonight
Lets forget the world for now
And live in the moment
I don't know what the future holds for us(i wish i did!!!)
But i know this....you are the only woman with whom i feel safe
You are the only one who makes me feel strong
You are the only one i can think with whom i wanna spend my life with
So what do you say?
Wanna take a chance with this lunatic guy who’s crazy about you??
I can't promise you a starry life
All i can i give you is myself in totality
If your answer is in the negative
Then plz don't hate me
Think of me as a wonderful little chapter of your life
And then just destroy me
Bit by bit
Piece by piece
Until all that's left of me is a distant memory
And then keep that memory as a memento

At first the clouds just went by....
....The sound of thunder punctuated the eerie silence..
...But nothing so far...
...False Alarm i thought
And then one group just exploded
Yeah....It's pouring all right
Sitting near the closed window pane..sipping the cup of tea
My mind has wandered off to some distant memories
Memories which i cherish and detest as well.......memories of....
.....You dazzled me and captured my heart
What are you??...An illusion, a reality or just a pleasant projection of my imagination??
Your tears shine like diamonds
Your smile lights up the sky
Who are u..o, significant one??
Why do you bother about an insignificant creature like me??
Through the depths of ur eyes i've seen the days gone by..the good,the bad and the ugly
You mock me and yet u inspire me
You provide me with both pleasure and pain
You read me like an open book
And yet i barely know you
You are one bitter-sweet piece of history
And quite a conundrum u were!!!
My heart is now but an unfurnished room...weeping like fool over an unfulfilled love
Now you see...i've nowhere to go...
Got nothin' save for that poor empty heart
I don't wish to be strangled by life no more
So please come and take me away to the promised land of eternal death
I don't wish to suffer no more....
....Just promise me that you will be there to watch me go through my final pain

Often in my sleep i ponder
Where does my restless mind wander?
I'm walking through the timeline of my life
It's just me alone….the emptiness seems to cut like a knife
I tell myself--'look how far you've come'
No...don't stop..you've got to keep going..no matter how much might it feel  cumbersome
And after you've walked a while...take a moment
Reflect upon ur mistakes,repent and then for some time become dormant
Wake up....the light's on...it's on you
You will be tested...be brave,be true
Often the zephyr of sadness has caused me to sob and whine
No more of that...It's now time for some sunshine
The days feel like years...and a year feels like a millennium
It's a lone battle i'm fighting...the only warrior in the colosseum
My morals and principles is all that I have left with me
Wide empty spaces and a bit of scattered hope is all I see
I see no beginning…there seems to be no end..just an infinite path
I’m no connoisseur of life…I’m just a struggler like you…
Fighting through the obstacles…surging from underneath the vast ocean…..
…..trying desperately to reach the surface and breathe the essence of life
The more i go upwards the more I seem to be getting a grasp of life and its purpose
Perhaps this is how it is meant to be….

I sometimes feel confused
Should i hate you for leaving me?
Or should i hate you for loving me in the first place?
Its been almost a year now
And i still can't get over you
You were the first person for whom my heart skipped a beat
You aroused every sense of my body in a way i'd never experienced before
You gave my soul the most powerful ******* it had ever experienced
I thought you completed my life
Where did we go wrong?
Where did i lack?
You just left without saying a word..
Never even gave no reason
Why did you have do this?
You made me feel like a queen
And then just discarded me like an old and defective item
You gave me some of the best moments of my life
And unfortunately also some of its worst
Now i'm left with nothing save for your memories
And no matter how hard i try i just can't forget you
It hurts so bad
They say time heals everything
Well that don't seem to be the case here
Slowly but surely i'm falling into a deep abyss of uncertainty and depression
Why did we have to meet?
Why did we have to fall in love?
Why???

A 1000 miles away from home
I miss my family so much
When those nights get cold and lonely
I long for a healing touch

I haven't seen my kids in a while
They must've grown a lot
My heart just aches and cries when haunted by their thought

It's been so long since i've seen my wife
She is the one who gives a purpose to my life
I miss her voice
I miss her smile
I miss her laugh
I miss everything about her

Darling.....
...without you a day feels like a millenium
And a month feels like an eternity
The sun doesn't seem to shine no more
The moon don't seem beautiful no more
Food don't taste good no more
Music don't sound sweet no more
The TV don't seem interesting no more
The emptiness of my bed just seems to eat me up

I'm stuck here in this war zone for reasons not known to me
Chaos and depression...
...that is all i see
I promise to be back as soon as i can
Back to your warm embrace...
...that is where i belong
'Coz without you i'm a body with no soul

Lamha lamha intezar kiya
Jis lamhay ka
Woh lamhay aaya bhi toh
Bas ek lamhay ka liyay
(The above language is a mixture of Hindi and Urdu.)

English translation

Every single moment
I waited for that moment
And when that moment did arrive
It lasted merely for a moment

Every morning when you wake up..for at least half an hour..try and take in all the offerings of nature.Walk with your barefeet on the grass,listen to the songs sung by the birds,listen to the serene sound of dewdrops falling from the leaves,bask in the glory of the sun and offer a prayer of thanks to God.

Every night before going to bed,gaze at the night sky for a bit,witness the beauty of the moon and the magic of the constellations,imagine you are a star sitting among all these magnificent stars,listen to the serene sound of silence,take it all in and offer a prayer of forgiveness to God.

It's not easy to move on.It's not easy to detach yourself from a bond or a connection which has been a significant part of your life for a considerable amount of time.It's not easy to imagine your life without someone who has meant a lot to you.It's not easy to accept that one fine day someone just doesn't love you no more.It cuts like a knife.

There is no specific method or formula for moving on.It is a painful process.You've gotta give it time.First a day,then a week,a month and finally a year.The most important thing in order for you to move on is this-you need to tell yourself why you felt what you felt for the concerned person and why you no longer need to feel it.Once you do this the process will become somewhat easier.It's also important that during this challenging phase you don't shut yourself out.Talk to your parents and friends.Distract your mind by keeping yourself busy.
And ultimately you will find that slowly but surely you've moved on.

Make a playlist of your favourite songs.Sit in the backseat of your car.Let someone else take the wheel.Just go for a long drive.Now as the car drives along the road at full throttle,start playing the songs and close your eyes.....as the air outside cuts through and hits your face with utter disdain and sheer ferocity...the combined effect of the music and the air outside will take you to a new world of ecstasy.The feeling will be *******.You will never want the ride to end.Now think of that one memory of your life which stands out...the one memory which you want to go back to all the time.Keep playing this in your head over and over again.Imagine yourself all alone..floating amongst clouds of euphoria.You are now connected with your inner self.Every single nerve in your body feels alive.The process is complete.When the ride ends you will feel as if you've found something rare,something undescribable...something close to pure bliss.

My personal recommendation of artistes for the playlist:-
1)Coldplay
2)U2
3)Hoobastank
4)Dj Sammy
5)Armin van Buuren

Create a playlist of your favourite soothing numbers.Dim the lights of your room.Lie down on the bed.Close your eyes.Blank your mind.Forget about the day.Put your earphones on and start listening to the music.Slowly take it all in.As the music takes over your mind,body and soul...bit by bit,layer by layer,song by song...you will have completely surrendered yourself to this powerful hypnotic effect of the music.You will experience optimum relaxation.Let go of all the negativity residing within you.Now just travel through the timeline of your memory and try and visualize the face of that one person whose face you always wanna keep seeing...think of some of the best moments you've had so far with this person.By the time the process ends you will feel this incredible sense of calmness within you.You have never felt so relaxed.After this you will one of the best sleeps you have ever had.

Music has the power to calm your restless soul and heal your aching heart.Do this process every once in a while.

My personal recommendation of songs:-
1)Classical Ave Maria-Maria Callas & Mozart
2)If you go away-Shirley Bassey
3)At last-Etta James
4)Clocks-Coldplay
5)Fragile-Sting
6)Beautiful smile-Dj Sammy
7)Electrical Storm-U2
8)No ordinary love-Sade
9)Come undone-Duran Duran
10)Riders on the storm-The Doors
11)Any John Denver track
12)Any Don Mc Lean track
13)Any Michael Buble track

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me.....me

My life is like an half-empty diary
There's not much to see
There's not a whole lot of characters
It's mainly just me

Thoughts are my friends
And imagination-my lover
Something inside of me tells me
That's it's gonna stay like this forever

Words help me breathe
Dreams help me sleep
If it were'nt for these two
God knows how much i'd weep

Love- i am not capable of
Lust is something i can't resist
No matter how much i try
It is something with which i'll always persist

My life has been an unfulfilling one
One full of regrets
Ugly and ***** skeletons occupy
The cupboards and the closets

I don't have no real achievements to talk about
No medals or trophies to flaunt
A peaceful and painless death
That is all i want

The sun rising
The sun setting
The stars standing in an alignment
Glowing so brightly....
....as if they're making love to the universe
The moon beaming with joy
The leaves falling
The leaves growing back
The birds singing
Squirrels running around on trees
The wind blowing...
....gently
....fiercely
across your face and the feeling is *******
The rivers and lakes flowing....
....and merging into the sea
The ice-capped mountains standing tall...
....proudly displaying their physique
....conversing with the sun and the clouds
The dewdrops falling from the leaves....
....creating the most magical sound you can ever imagine
The sea waves crashing against the shore....
.....and creating a magic of their own
The different colours the sky displays...
....sometimes azure
.....sometimes milky white
The different shapes and sizes of the clouds....
....some big ones
....some small patches
What a sight it is when they change colours...
....from white to black
....and they break down and wash the soul of the earth
Occasionally the rainbow appears after the break down
Oh!!!....what a sight!!!
....VIBGYOR in visual

Sometimes i wish i was a part of nature
Thank you GOD for giving this wonderful gift to us
It's a shame we don't always appreciate it

Autumn chases summer out
The trees are left but bare
The scent of fallen leaves hovering all around
Sadness fills the air

So now i wait for spring to arrive
So that once again..nature can delight us all
Oh!...what a sight it is to see fruits and flowers blossom
And the leaves-filled trees with their smiling faces...once again standing tall

Even though you're gone
I still feel as though you're with me
Guiding me through every nook and corner of life
Shining the light of your soul upon me
Inspiring me with your everlasting words...
...words which still resonate in my mind
I can feel your presence all around me...
...the birds that sing remind me of you
....the sun with it's warm healing touch reminds me of you
....the beautiful moon with it's illuminating presence reminds me of you
....the constellations decorating the night sky reminds me of you
....the morning dew with it's magical visual and serene sound reminds me of you
....a mother taking care of her child reminds me of you
Selfless and humble...
....that is what you were
On those cold and lonely nights..it is your thoughts and memories that help me get through the night
Truth is you were never gone
You left a major part of you within me
You reside in me
You run through my veins
So you see...
...we will never be separated

The year is drawing to a close
And December is getting ready to bid goodbye
It's new year's eve
The streets are all dressed up in the most vibrant of colours
They look like newly wed brides
There's a festive spirit in the air
The roads are all filled with people
Some singing
Some dancing
Some soaking in the awesome ambience
All are waiting with eager anticipation and open arms to welcome the new year
Some will party long into the night..
...revelling in the fun atmosphere
...lost in the fun and frolic
...intoxicated by the flavours of the night


On the other hand there are those for whom every year is the same
Filled with sadness and despair
They are barely able to survive
All they do is try to fight it out
All they can do is hope
All they can do is dare to dream

It's so sad that the world is still so massively divided between the haves and the haves not.My heart goes out to those who live in war zones,who are barely able to feed themselves,
who don't know whether they will witness the next day,for whom each and every day is a battle for survival and who don't know what the future for their children will be.I sincerely pray and hope that they experience happiness and all their troubles go away.

Personally for me...i look towards the new year with hope...a hope that the world will become a little better place to live in.I hope a positive change happens in the world and people become more tolerant of each other.I just want to let go of all my fears and all negativity inside me.I just want to sit back and cherish and relive the good memories i've had this year.There have been some bad and horrific memories as well...and i just wanna forget them.I just want to reflect on the year gone by.There were things i did right,things i did which made me happy,things i did which i'm not proud of and things which surprised me in a nice manner.I will try and do correctly the things i did wrong.I will work even harder and try and fulfill all my dreams and achieve all my goals.I will try and improve in every aspect of my life.Above all..i will try and be a better person.

Goodbye 2015!
I will miss you
You've mostly been kind to me.
You've given me some fabolous moments
...moments i will cherish forever


I hope 2016 is even more better and brighter
I wish each and every member of the Hp family a very happy and prosperous new year
May all your dreams and wishes come true

I met you when i was a nobody
And for the first time felt like a somebody
'Coz you always made me feel special
You made me feel that i mattered
And now when i have become in life a somebody
You treat me as a nobody
You just distanced yourself from me
Why???
You say it's over between us
You say i have changed
You say things are different
How???
You are the only one i have ever felt strongly for
I was and  still am the same
....someone madly in love with you
.....someone who cares about you
......someone who only thinks about you
I can't quite fathom this harsh reality
I'd rather go back to the time....
....when i was a nobody
....when you and i were all
.....and nothing else mattered
....everything else was just an illusion
You gave me happiness
You helped me resurrect my life
You helped me become strong
You inspired me to aim for greatness
I can't live without you
....not even for a moment
Please come back to me,baby
My heart is getting cold without you
My soul just feels so empty without you
I need you back in my life
I just can't bear this six degrees of separation from you
....Just can't

Thwarted by fate
Still won't give up
Admonished by family
Still won't give up
Neglected by lover
Still won't give up
Criticised by the world
Still won't give up
Betrayed by friend
Still won't give up
Bruised and battered
Still won't give up
...giving up just not an option

"The great use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it"-William James

Caught between reality and fantasy
Torn between war and peace
Stuck between light and darkness
Attacked by love and hatred
Blinded by ambition and ego
I've been stuck in this unbeatable maze for quite a while a now
It's like i'm roaming around in a never ending circle
Fear is overtaking my senses
The walls are all closing in
And i'm running out of options
An explosion of emotions is looming large
Should i be pessimistic or should i hope against hope?
It's hard to keep living in a bubble of isolation
There are these times when u can't take it no more and just wanna break out and experience everything around you
I'm not afraid of death
It's the painful and lonely life that scares me
Betrayal has been a part of my existence ever since I can remember….
Lovers, friends..family…..no one spared me
Sometimes when I look up at the night sky… the stars seem to call out to me
I can hear them telling me—‘You’ve got no place down there…come up here…there’s plenty of room’
I had always dreamt that my life would change
That for a change I would matter to someone
But Alas!....some dreams just never take off
And now as I wait with patience to meet Death
I wonder….will Death give me that elusive peace I’ve been looking for?
But then again this is Death…..
…..No negotiations are possible here
It’s heartless
It will pay me a visit whenever it wants to
I’m now just a traveller on his final journey
There is no fixed destination
I will go wherever the flow of life takes me
I have no dreams
I have no hopes
I have no expectations
I wasn't an obnoxious creature
I never hurt people on purpose
I am just someone who somehow got lost in the chaos and violence of Life
I've gone way too far now
The quicksand of Life has engulfed me
There’s no way back now………..
No way back……….

I heard you're back in town
How you've been?
It's been a long time since we've seen each other..
..not since we broke up
It's been tough without you
My life has been empty and perfunctory ever since
It's been suffocating
On those cold and lonely nights...
...i've cried my heart out
My pillow has been a witness to that
The emptiness of my bed just eats me up
I reflected deeply
And realized that i didn't always treat you right
I said things i shouldn't have
I did things i shouldn't have
I was in a bad space
I was messed up
And pulled you into my mess
But i want tell you that i never meant to hurt you
I never meant for things to fall apart
I never meant for it to end this way
I am truly and deeply sorry for all the pain i've caused you
Just tell me what i need to do make it all right
'Coz i swear i'll do anything for you
I still love you
And deeply miss you
The way i feel for you...
..i never have and never will feel that for anyone
I can't live without you
So please give me a chance to fix this
Just one chance...
...'coz i swear i'll do anything for you

I fell for you at the first sight
Never thought whether it was wrong or right
And now i keep thinking of you day and night
In this dark and gloomy world of mine....you entered like a glowing light
You guided me through those tough and crazy times
...Times when i wanted me to give up
You stood by me when my stars were bad
And i was lonesome,weary and sad
Remember the first time we kissed
In my excitement i nearly missed
You motivate me like no one else
You feel me
You get me
You don't judge me
You are patient with me
My physicality or the colour of my skin doesn't bother you
I'm just a shy and humble creature deeply indebted to you.
You are the one constant thought dat occupies my mind and i have a feelin' dat you ain't got any intentions of leavin'.
My life revolves around you....only you.

Loving you wasn't worth the effort
Hating someone isn't in my nature
And thinking about you isn't worth the time
So i've decided that i won't even waste an inch of my mind over you
It's not gonna be easy
But i'm ready to move on
'Coz i know for sure that life has better things in store for me

Poetry is the oil which burns my lamp
Poetry is the moisture which keeps my spirit damp
Poetry is the elixir which refines my soul
Poetry is my lover...
...she completes me...she makes me whole
Poetry for me isn't merely a form of expression
It's what helps me get through the day..helps me overcome depression
Sometimes i find it tough to get any inspiration
Although there's never any lack of motivation
I write when i'm angry
I write when i'm lazy
I write when i'm sad
I write when i'm glad

In the beginning i stutter and stumble
Then the words start to flow
At first..real slow
And then they just put on a show

If i were to define poetry i'd say this...
...poetry is the combination of the speech of the heart and the thoughts of the mind
...it is the result of the darkness in your head being processed and turned into something beautiful

Sometimes i think my poetries know me better than i know myself!

I'm not that good at poetry
'Coz i got no sense of rythm or rhyme
I simply write my heart out
Is that a crime?
Punctuations,stanzas,italics and all other such nuances never made no sense to me...
...i never really got that stuff
For me...poetry is all about gathering your thoughts and expressing them in the best words you can find...
...that is of the essence to me
I share a pretty personal connect with my poems
They constantly motivate me and keep reminding me of what i'm capable of
There are many times when i wish i was the character of my poems
One of these days i feel like my brain is gonna explode...
...and i'm gonna lose all my poetic juices
And i'll be sitting up in my bed...
...crying my heart out
And there'll be no one to catch my tears...

Sleep has deserted me tonight
Post midnight
It's just me,the empty streets,the constellations and the moonlight
The quiteness all around is haunting
Save for the odd eerie cries of the night owl
A nice cool breeze is blowing across
The sound of the treeleaves fluttering is so *******
I'm out on the rooftop
I'm trying to write
But thoughts refuse to come to my aid tonight
I'm blowing smoke puffs into the air
Trying to give the impression that 'bout nothing do i care
I'm feeling bored
So i start chatting with my dreams
We often interact with each other..
..share stories and give each other advice
Then fear comes along and joins the conversation
He asks me about my greatest fear?
And i reply that my greatest fear is that one day i will have no fear left to deal with
And that day i'll be finished
'Coz without the most powerful impulse of the human spirit...
...how will i push myself?
So there i am staring at a blank page
Feeling frustrated
Scratching and banging my head
What the **** is wrong with me?
Why can't i write?
Where have the words disappeared?
It's like my brain's gone in a state of hibernation
I just can't get no inspiration
I listen to some music
Even that doesn't help
So i take some pills and decide to sleep it off
And when i wake up and the first rays of the sun hits my face
I see the most amazing sunrise
And like a kid's first run
It all comes back to me
The thoughts are born
Ideas arrive
The imagination starts to run wild
Words get created
I'm punching the keys of my laptop
And all's well in my mind again

So where's your date??
Uh...i've come here with the hottest person in the room right now.
Really...so where is he??
You're looking at her...it's i,me and myself
****...i'm sorry girl!!!
No need to feel sorry for me.
Hey...look...that guy's all alone.
Why don't you go and talk to him??
What's the point??...if he were genuinely interested in me, he would've noticed me by now..and anyways who says you need a guy to make you feel good on prom night.I'm gonna drink and dance like there's no F** tomorrow....You know sometimes you just gotta be on your own...if a certain thing is meant to happen it will happen...may be sooner or later...no need to sweat about it.

Shadows of the night...
Falling silently
Echo of the past...
Calling you to me
Haunting memory...
Veiled in misty glow
Phantom melody...
Playing soft and low
In this world that we know now
Life is here, then gone
But somewhere in the afterglow
Love lives on and on
Dreams of long ago...
Meet in rendezvous
Shadows of the night...
Calling me to you
Calling me to you

The feeling in your gut is important;sometimes more important than all the **** in your head.-The Americans

Experience is a pretty cool teacher.It takes the exam first and then gives the lesson.

Life doesn't have to be perfect.It just has to be lived...the happy moments have to cherished and the tough ones survived.Life is like sand..the more you try to hold it,the more it keeps slipping through your fingers.There's no point in trying to find a meaning in everything.The depths of life are unfathomable...there is no end...it's till infinity and beyond.So stop analysing and thinking so much...take in whatever life has to offer you...the good,the bad and the ugly...give ur best in each and everything you do in life and make sure that by the end of it all you have assembled together a collection of awesome memories and things you can be proud of.

You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the previous one...unless and until you let go of the past..you will never be able to fully enjoy the present and you will always be scared to embrace the future.So let go of the past,focus on the present and the future will sort itself out.

This is a humble advice to men(including myself) -

When out shopping with your woman..there is one basic and simple rule you should follow-keep your mouth shut and follow her wherever she goes..don't complain or crib...even if you are not enjoying it..at least try and be supportive..when she tries on a new dress or something..admire and appreciate her..it's the least you can do..and frankly speaking it's really nothing compared to the things a woman does for us...the sacrifices she makes..the craziness of us which she tolerates..the efficiency with which she manages the home is remarkable.

'You can't have a million-dollar dream with a minimum-wage work ethic.'
-Stephen C. Hogan

A right is not something someone gives you..it is something which no one can take away from you...it's very sad and extremely unfortunate that the world in which we live in..many of the basic and fundamental rights exist merely in the constitution.

'We don't read or write poetry because it's cute.We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race.And the human race is filled with passion and feelings.And medicine,law,business,engineering..these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life.But poetry,beauty,romance,love..these are what we stay alive for.'
-Dead Poets Society

Virtually all of us judge people.We judge people on the basis of their appearance,nationality,sexuality,financial status,religion,the lives they lead behind closed doors...but just think about it..when we don't want ourselves to be judged..why do we judge others?...in the eyes of God,we are all equal.We all bleed red,we all suffer in some way or the other,we all cry,we all have moments when we feel weak and helpless,we all have moments of bliss...we all are different in many ways but also similar in so many ways...Judge not lest ye judged.

When there is a storm and you stand in front of a tree,if you look at it's branches..you swear it will fall but if you watch the trunk...you will see it's stability.
-The Revenant

There is no love in this world which is as pure and powerful as a mother's for her child.No one can ever know a person the way his or her mother knows that person...a mother takes care of her child in a way only she can...a mother is unique in every single way...love her,cherish every moment you spent with her,respect her and try not to judge her...take her blessings..they will take you ahead in life.