When i look at kids all around
It constantly reminds me
As to what a good person i once was
Untainted by the filth of society
Uncorrupted mind
Free mind
A mind which didn't think or analyse too much
A mind which didn't try to make sense of everything
Soul intact
Then like everyone else i underwent the metamorphorsis...
...i grew up
And things were no longer the same
The society had pulled me into its ***** mess
I had lost my sense of innocence
The purity of my soul was tarnished
The devil got a big chunk of it
I was no longer a fan of light
Darkness is what started to like
Perhaps when i saw the dark side of life
It affected me adversely
And i've been trying to recover ever since
I keep telling myself that i'm better than this
But somehow i just can't seem to find my old self..
...The 'me' who had goodness in him
I'm fighting the world
I'm fighting my inner demons
But i seem to be failing
With every passing day i can feel myself falling into this abyss of chaos and hopelessness
The pressures of society
The burden of expectations
I'm a grown up
I'm expected to do the right things
I'm supposed to be sensible
I'm constantly judged
I honestly don't know how i've made it through the jungle of life and reached this far
Seems only like yesterday
When i was a small boy
Enjoying life
Not worrying about nothing
And here i am today
With a bruised and battered soul
And a fragile body
Life has virtually drained me out
I mean...have you seen the world lately?
It's a freaking circus
A heartless monster
The competition is unreal
People will do almost anything for the sake of success
Even betray and backstab you
When i was a kid i always thought that life was all good and happy
And the world was such a beautiful place
And then when i grew up...
....i realized how heartless both life and the world can be at times
At times when i look at kids
I envy them
They are in such a good phase of their lives
Sometimes i wish i never grew up
I was better off as a kid

Be careful whom you give your heart to

Unlike an object...the heart once broken

Cannot be glued back together

We are inseparable by love
Insatiable by night
Holding you in my arms and kissing you
Is such a delight

Feeling your skin against mine
Is a feeling so divine
When i'm with you
There is no relevance of time
'Coz it just stops

When the moonlight pierces through the window and shines upon your **** form
It just makes my whole body go warm
I want to taste every inch of you
I hope you wanna do the same too

Your sweet lips
Your beautiful hips
They are all driving me crazy
Your beauty is surreal
Your *** appeal is unreal
What can i say?...
...I simply cannot help but sin
When i see your naked skin

The timing has to be right between a man and a woman
Otherwise even something with potential cannot materialise

Although i had just met her
But from the moment i saw her
And later when i interacted with her
I knew i'd never meet anyone like her ever again
She was one of a kind...
...full of life
....a positive attitude towards life
....very helpful and kind in nature
...always with a smile on her face
....and mentally very strong
She didn't just capture my eyes,heart and mind
She took over my soul
With her i was having the best time of my life
For the first time i had actually met this guy named 'happiness'
It was all going well
And then one fine day
She just vanished
Left without a trace
I looked for her in every single place i could
But i just never saw her again
She left such a strong impression upon me that i don't think i'll ever forget her
And till this very day she resides in every part of my existence
I miss her really bad
She taught me to live life in the real sense
Life doesn't feel right without her
I wish she'd come back to me
Without her my heart feels like this huge vacant space of nothingness
There is such a big hole in my soul
I don't feel like living
But i don't wish to die without seeing her again