people ignore me until they need me
it felt great helping them until i realized
i took the jesus part way too seriously
and now its 3 pm and its time

i overslept
the day continued with me still sleeping
everyone did fine without me
maybe ill sleep more

i was always afraid of death
the uncertainty of where you would go
will it be eternal darkness or eternal happiness
ill know soon enough

i traded coal for silver but still was unsatisfied
silver was traded for gold but still i wasnt happy
it took me centuries even eras to realize
the coal would transform into a beautiful diamond

maybe im not alone
the demons their holding on
might as well befriend them
at the very least they wont leave me