i miss the old days
smile had faded
friends had left
tears fallin

i yearn the days of happiness sprawling
smiles around me spreading eternal joy
everyone deemed me to be the best
i was happy and contented

the demons are out to get me
everyday they get the best of me
i wish someone could help me
please take me out of this misery

i rarely prayed
i always made it through with my sheer luck and wits
but that night, the night we stopped
i prayed with all my heart out that somehow he wouldnt let us fall apart.

i always hated chess, it bores the living **** out of me
same as playing outdoors, running around and lying on the ground
combined? that was giant chess and that's your dream date
and its 2:14 am and im browsing the web for a giant chess play area. ****.me.

akoy isang lalaking hindi madasalin
hiniling sa diyos na ikay mapasakin
handa sa ano mang ating tahakin
pangako na ang lahat ay ating kakayanin

tulang puno ng pagmamahal nililikha
nagmula sa puso lahat ng mga salita
ngunit kaakibat ng salita ang gawa
kahit ano mangyari hindi magsasawa

handang magbago ang tulad kong tarantado
patunayan lang na hindi isang gago
sadyang mamahalin ka ng buong buo
mula nang ikay mahalin handang magbago

isang binibining kumbagay mala-sining
minimithing mapapunta sa aking piling
mapaano ibibigay lahat ng hiling
pangarap ikay katabi sa bawat gising

sa bawat kwento mo na puno ng pighati
gagawin ang lahat para ikay ngumiti
mga kwentuhan na umaabot ng gabi
ang pag-ibig sayo ay lalong tumitindi

marapatin na bigyan ng pagkakataon
pag-ibig sayo aabot habang panahon
akoy nagbago at handa ng patunayan
ikaw ang mahal mula noon hanggang ngayon

marami man kontra sa ating pagsasama
handa ng patunayan na ito ang tama
ang kasiyahan ay laging ipapadama
papalitan ng saya lahat ng drama

siguradong sayo ay hindi nagkamali
ikaw talaga ang minahal at pinili
mga oras na kasama ka di mapakali
akoy handang mag-antay sayo basta palli

tutuparin ang pangakong di ka sasaktan
ano man ang mangyari di kita iiwan
siguradong ikaw lang ang paglalaanan
ng tunay na pagmamahal magpakailanman

ibibigay lahat ng iyong pangangailangan
mapa gamit o prutas maliban sa pakwan
susuportahan ka kahit anong larangan
ipaparamdam tunay na pagmamahalan

pinakaminahal marahil ay ikaw
kagandahan tilay mga perlas na hikaw
pagmasdan at marahil ikay masisilaw
iyong kausapin paniguradong siya'y
sabaw

marahil ito na ang aking huling saknong
handang maghintay sa sagot mo sa aking tanong
paumanhin sa tula kong usad pagong
paninidigan ko lahat hanggang sa kabaong

As my day is engulfed in darkness
I remove the mask that i display to everyone
The mask that covers the pain and sadness
Depicting the happiness that i long for

As i slowly sink to the river of despair
Losing all hope and signs of life
All i needed was a light to pull me out
A light to give me hope and make me smile once again

Every day was this until i met you
“My light!” I have found you and you have saved me
I always thought you were the one saving me
In this field of darkness i thought that you were my light and so i thought

The scars on your wrist, the darkness under your eyes, and the fake smiled you showed
It didnt take a nuclear physicist to understand you
That you arent just my light saving me rather
Im also your light pulling you out

Slowly and surely we were happy
Being happy isnt my wish but being with you is
Every single day you ask me if we can be happy
And i always respond “happy? That’s cliché lets be sad together