Don't try and help me, these ***** angels got a hold of me
A bottle of OLD E to stay cold is all I need, G
If you can teach me I need help, somebody please reach me
This *******'s like a leech, he won't let me hear you preach
Each day I stay away, the farther I feel myself stray
This psychos after pay and would **** anyone in his way
Ain't no use for you to pray, you're God is like a recluse
All the Hail Mary’s you say won't help you when I'm on the loose
Ain't it scary that the very excuse you use gave me breath?
You pair me with yourself and made me, were together till death
No! If you're close to me say you're goodbyes, I'm in his shadows
I can't help but follow, when I die where will I go?
Slow down and look around, were walking in the same pair of shoes
He moves without a sound, he's the man you didn't think you knew
In time it's true, I got your mind before you ever caught me
Somebody please try to stop me, these ***** angels got me
[PART 2]
I close my eyes tight, recite a prayer, tonight one of us goes
One bullet to bite, I don't wanna fight it but the fright grows
Froze in the grip of this calamity my sanity slips
Feel the humanity and the tragedy of this ****
I try to split away, blacking out like I'm losing days
Backtracking my steps, a *******'s acting out of phase
Got me standing on the edge of becoming a full-fledged beast
Feel the release of tucking a piece strutting through any streets
Give a **** in the least, let them coward ******* be deceased
It don't cease to amaze me the freedom of being crazy
Liquor to fade me while *******'s are screaming save me
Since I was a baby, don't you come near me cause I'm shady
The killers endear me while all my other peers fear me
You best to steer clear, if you wanna help me, don't even try
You wonder why I stay intoxicated till I die
Refuse to cry, abuse alcohol and love to get high.