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sindy Feb 2019
Why everybody always think they know me? Like they are mediums, as they know what I think or want or have been through... but I only show what I want them to see.

No you don’t know me! No one does. And i would not be saying neither that I do know you.
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Eveytime I am nice it’s not me hiding my emotions it’s me dealing with the devil in you.

What should I do ? Insult you and telling you I am hurt and that I hate you for what you did to me ?

This is not the person I want to be or Even is. You don’t know me!

If I react well when you rejected me it’s because at least your have been sincere and respectful and I respect that enough not to get angry or even sad.

If I get angry or sad who that will help: you surely to see that your actions have effect on other: but you alredy know that when you did. You knew it will hurt me anyway.

If you did it you have your reasons and I respect it!
sindy Feb 2019
What should I do now
I know this would happen

And finally it did
I don’t feel lost
I am just afraid to loose myself
This self I love so much

I don’t want anyone telling me I am not good enough, strong enoug, beautiful enough

So let’s make decision

I won’t let anyone putting me down for any reason
I will be mindful on what I say but never stop sharing what I think

I am not single I am good with myself
Is not because you are single that you should please anyone around
Keep you life your character you envy of living your power of words

Quantity is nothing compared to quality
I prefer to wait for the good than waiting my time and being destroyed by the wrong ones

Love it up
Never give up
FLY first love yourself
sindy Feb 2019
Break up always hurt,
They always hurt even if you know it’s for the best for both it always hurts

You make so much effort to fit with someone else personally. I don’t mean to fit - it’s not really what I want to say but some how to learn about each other and becoming better are being together.

And finally as always one get distant by cheating or just by using words that will hurt

I always build my relashionships on trust and I always get hurt but what I have to remember it that somehow I push this I always do I know it’s my decision I know I influence it somehow because I knew it was better for us

And all his speech about being angry even at the word cheating, at the end he is the one using it the best.

Anyway everyone make mistake, and everyone deserve to be happy.

I won’t get hurt I will get it to get free.

They also always tell you they love you what is love if you can’t make the sacrifice for other like you do for yourself.

I don’t believe in it I think words have been invented to cheat better on people that *** will ever do.

Don’t tell me I am so perfect if it’s her your choose when your drunk night comes.
sindy Feb 2019
When You ask me how I am,
I just wanted to reply That I hate you

I hate you for making me feel that there is more in the world than lost feelings

For making me believe that broken heart can be healed when you don’t even know how to let me in
sindy Feb 2019
Yesterday I was happy
Today I am lost

When I am happy I don’t need you
When I am lost I feel like coming to you

Taking a plane and watch you through the windows
I won’t even have the courage to cross the street to go to you

I know that As soon as I will see you and i will talk to you you will push me away
For sure I will regret taking this plane

But at least I would have let for once my feelings talking rather than my head
sindy Feb 2019
I need to feel your skin
I miss it badly

I know it’s wrong
I know you are with her

Side by side
Just let me feel your breath

Even if we can’t touch
Even if we should not talk

Let me feel your skin
sindy Feb 2019
i want want a simple life
With nice people
A world where eveyone love each other where eveything is real
Where love is not a goal but a way of life
Where I can walk bare foot and smile to eveyone without looking weird
I want to party until morning
Wake up and start again just to meet all those amazing people

Can someone tell me where is this place ?
I miss home
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