You craved my curves
while I craved your mind
that's why you were too busy ******* me to notice
that I was trying to undress your mind

your chest, my only pillow
an uneven beat pounds
I memorize every second
unsure if it will be the last
the last time I feel loved
unsure if I even feel loved

You're in love with the way
he drowns you in false promises without realizing how many other girls are struggling to breathe because of him

I will love you in waves

somedays I will be the calm tide that longs for you 

other days I will be a massive storm, drowning everything

I will love you in waves

some days I will be small, gentle, and comforting

other days I will be vicious and too much to handle

but I will love you in waves

I will always love you in waves

You told me you adored flowers
so I grew you a garden

and planted myself in the soil

with hopes that one day

you would adore me

but 
you didn’t even notice me

I guess that’s because

you were too busy picking daisies
to notice that I was a rose

I was always told
"actions speak louder than words"
and maybe that's why I'm always staring at your hands when you speak
instead of listening to what you have to say
and maybe that's why you keep spitting out things
like how gorgeous I am
instead of holding my hand or kissing my cheek
and I've come to the conclusion that
actions don't speak louder than words
because they're both equally meaningless
and that maybe you don't love me
and maybe that's okay

Daffodils dance
above your head
the way your mother use to
before she placed them there