You're searching for him in every empty coffin
The flowers wilted years ago
but you can't bring yourself to throw away that last bit of him
the scent faded as fast as he slammed the door in your face
yet you still smell the roses he use to pick for you at the park behind your house
you can't bring yourself back to the person you were 6 months ago no matter how hard you try and every starry night you can't bring yourself to look outside because he's everywhere

words hurt like teeth clenched around an open wound
unbearable agony
scarred forever like the cigarette burn you made yourself
on accident
small price to pay for a forever stay

Where did you put it all?
the love.
did it evaporate into thin air
to be breathed in by another?
or
did it slip through your fingers and you didn't bother to pick it up?

red light stops in the dim lit night
you notice only after its too late just like everything else
death teases u with a wink while blowing a kiss goodbye

it took 4 full moons
2 bottles of something stronger than you ever were
and a salty waterfall from my eyes that **** near drowned me
to finally realize
you were not
and never planned to be
someone who loved me

I'd break my neck just to watch yours fall back with laughter
I'd miss every sunset just to see the glow in your eyes every evening
I'd rip my own heart out and
give it to you even if it mean't that I would never get it back
I'd give you everything I have just to watch you throw it back in my face
and I will love you even if you never love me