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 Dec 2012 Shubhanshu Shukla
Nicky
The walls are circling now,
Closing in around me,
And the demons push forward,
Sparring my sides.

I am surrounded.

Oh dove,
This is not your place.
Your freedom taunts me.
Why do you choose to witness such torture?

Exorcist,
You cast the leathered bats from me.
You, who watches me writhe
Utters spells and prayers,
And pulls me from my depths.

Oh dove,
I shall gasp water when you flee.
From chivalry came chastity

but your loved
held
the key
Whenever you leave me
I find myself
listening
for your heart-beat
within the songs
you linked me...

I search out
your smile reflected gently
within each emoticon
and lol message sent daily...

If only your touch
could be so easily found
amongst your words
offering some semblance of sweet comfort
to my aching heart

so until tomorrow
when you again reach out
to hold me close

I bid you goodnight and God speed
for time apart is truly
such sweet
sorrow.
Thanks to Shakespeare for the sweet sorrow line
Yesterday was serene n playful,
But today it’s just about stress..

Yesterday was about a joy ful laughter on our chubby faces,
But today it’s about babbling all day..

Yesterday our ambition was to win every game next door,
But today it’s about loosing everything just to get the right one..

Yesterday every work was fearless n freaky ,
But  today it's jittery behaviour for any n every work..

Yesterday it was a habit to be scoffed n loved together,
But today even a harsh word peers away in our heart n love is overseen..

Yesterday every moment was like having repose,
But today it's just about having bubble reputation at any cost..

Yesterday was about spending all day on our dad’s shoulder n mum’s lap,
But today it's just ’our’ room, ‘our’ bed,  n ‘our’ lives..

Yesterday changes were cherished as souvenir of childhood,
But today few changes have actually changed us..
But in a deploring way….
All that I am or hope to be I owe to my ANGEL mother…
Born as a child in this world..
But brought up by a divine fairy as if in paradise..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Greeted, loved, blessed, praised n cherished all in one sway..
The blessful hands on my forehead..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Scoffed, scolded, sometimes thrashed but then instantly forgiven..
That  love..
I’LL REMEMBER..

The moderating essence of love and care..
Fulfilling all our yearns n neglecting her’s but still always a pretty smile..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Beginning with alphabets, stories, proses and now counseling afflictions of life..
All that persuades..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Your sacrifices, your devotion, your calmness, your essence..
Your love..
I’LL REMEMBER..

I wish every mother was like mines..
So my luck..
I’LL REMEMBER..

In this world everyone can betray but mother being the only exception..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Your divine countenance, your peerless smile, your adoring eyes..
Lovely u..
I’LL REMEMBER..

Love u mumma..
Thanks for giving life to me first and then becoming MINES…
In a busy street,
though familiar,
somehow seemed very strange,
in every sense,
where, in milling crowd,
each one pushes and jostles
to inch forward,
they came face to face;
different planes of time
seemed to collide, in one second,
was it deja vu strike
in  the wrong way?

They both froze in their tracks,
"I am married" she whispered,
from a time in the past, it seemed.
As if his dream shattered
he felt a jab of pain in his heart,
brushing aside his sense of loss
he quickly asked
"With whom?"
as if the answer would change
something somewhere.
*A rush of guilt, quickly
took him over,
his voice  like a cloud in the sky
dissolved in the cacophony of life-
went out of hand,
"Isn't it me?"
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