I want to tell you
What’s in my head
This entire other world
The constant droning of voices
The screaming and thrashing within

But if I did
If I did...

You’d never look at me the same
I’d be broken to you
Damaged

I know that I am...
But I just...
I can’t let you see me like that

Have you ever been so disappointed in someone that you forgive them & don't say anything, but in your head you completely detach yourself from them?

Just **** me.
Your medicating doesn’t help
You won’t let me do it myself
I can’t enjoy anything
I don’t know why I’m living

I might be losing my mind
I feel properly unhinged tonight
Blood is gonna spill

I’m tired
I’m empty
I’m alone
I’m longing
I’m cold
I’m sick
I’m suffering
I’m suicidal tonight