how i wish it were true
my fantasies of me and you
and i could hold on your arms today
and look up at you every single day

i know i'll never know the feeling of your arms
and i can do is look from afar, stare at you like the stars
you and i wont materialize i know
and these feelings i cant show

if i only had the chance
to touch you, love you for a minute, in trance
i'd love to hold your face
feel the warmth of your loving eyes in my soft caress

and all i could do is hope and wish
that there's magic within the princess' kiss
wandering in the lake of "what ifs"
fighting against voicing out my pleas

and in my drams tonight
i wish to have you, hold you tight
wanna show you the love unspoken
dream of fantasy coming alive before i awaken

another day, another morning's coming
and i dont have your hands to squeeze
the comfort i'll never know, but  i'll keep on searching
the love i lost and missed...

Should have met you eons ago
should have crossed paths earlier with you
what would we be now if 'tis true
could have you been my beau

funny how seasons change
and same trees remain
same hearts longing and broken
same me looking

i was a minute late
when we have met
i didn't know. oh i didn't
should have immediately crossed this street

do you miss the neon lights ahead?
sleeping under 5 million stars outside your tent?
cause I, I wonder what it's like
you and me holding the same kite

when the world seems to no longer care,
when there's no longer a friend to spare,
when all things go wrong like its on cue,
where am I gonna find you?

when the walls crumble down,
when there's nowhere to hide my frown,
when life is overthrown by lies,
where will I find your warm smiles?

when foes are strong and real
when wounds no longer heal
when the beauty of the world fades
where will I find a sister forgotten to be given by fate?

when water's thicker than blood
when Santa stops giving hugs,
when daisies wither and die,
where will I find the warmth in your eyes?

when I tumble down and bleed,
where will I find hope's seed?
when all reasons falter,
will I be mocked only by laughter?

when the sun no longer shines and hide,
when knights live and die, come and go,
when my spirits drop low with every ride,
will there be a place for sorrow?

when all's been lost,
when all hearts and ears were closed,
where will I find a mountain to lean on,
where will I find you?

Dearest pain I’ve loved,
Dearest sorrow I’ve long hugged
Dearest heart for long I’ve stabbed
Dearest brain long enough you’ve been scrubbed

Oh, How do dearest pain say he’s in love
With the girl he keeps on being dumped?
How hast thou dearest pain stay in my room,
When there’s no spot for an extra groom?

How come you can’t stop visiting
My messed up aisles of late spring?
Broken and wasted I am,
Can’t think, can’t go on again

Now, do me a favor dearest pain,
I know I’m stupid, dumb and lame,
But will you leave me please leave me alone even if it will be just for today?
Give me a day off or two to pick myself up and know if I’m bound to stay…

Will You? Will you?
There’s nobody I can run to,
Nobody to hold on to,
No reason to continue

I don’t care if you’d wanna come back,
Or bring new sorrow fully loaded in a big sack
Just do me a favor
For today, let me be the conqueror

If this is a war,
I’ve lost to the world by far
But please my dearest pain
Let me compose myself and wipe my tear’s stain

Sure dearest pain I got your sympathy
I don’t need it, just some other time maybe,
I might be needing your jolly company
Dearest pain I’ve loved ,your one fancy catastrophe

Give me some time my dearest
To gain strength for the war to the fullest,
And when I’ve conquered the world,
Ill show you how my life to me is of some worth…

Like the mountains and hills that never meet,
We held our grounds, souls we’ve never seek.
Never did it crossed our minds,
Never did our paths sang the tune of the same chimes.

Always ready, ever ready,
Under the same five billion stars, our tents rest sturdy,
They  never knew what they’ll never know
Bound to be blind over the lights of the show

Guess you and I will never be the same
Might shoulder the same trophies of the game,
But one has to leave, the other must stay,
You and I may look at each other from afar, same feelings we might share

Salute! Our respect for Fleur de Lis is fair,
Wanna see you give command to thine peers,
A wish that will never come true,
Cause between us were bitter dews.

They fancy you and are always true,
You guide and shield against the wrath of the forbidding Jew.
But you left them for His call
Almighty, His words were the warrior’s downfall

Busy streets and neon lights,
Things I wonder if you’d miss tonight…
What happened to the leader of the troop?
The pride and flagship of Charlie’s group?

I wonder the other things the trade has cost,
Or if your just imprisoned I your nutshell and lost in your thoughts.
You had it all, love brains and the honor of thine’s soul,
But, did the angels phone you God’s call?

You’re a riddle I can no longer answer,
You, being a gift lended by the Master Creator,
I wonder if the arrow soared much earlier,
Could have I stopped us to get into trouble?

All you are is all that Im not,
A mirror, a sneak peak of my past,
Yet, you’re a being from stardust,
Meant to shine, soar and be looked upon,
By will never be owned by anyone’s heart.

I used to space out too much
Feelin so alone, full of shame and disgust,
My world glows a faint blue light
Lifeless light of the night’s dim lit sky.

You’re all that I could hope for,
Maybe you’re just too good to be true,
Too good, for me to ask you for more,
But, all I could do is write this poem for you…

You’ll never ever know I feel,
How I know its wrong and yet it feels so right,
Tell me, how will I know its real?
How will I know your words aren’t just products of your senseless flight?

You’re way up there, just too far
Too far for me to hold and reach
Way impossible to join your cluster of stars
Its all a dream, I never thought I could beseech

There you are clueless of how I feel,
Clueless of this shitless sore feeling that would never heal,
Here I am acting like a sick puppy in love
The noob I’ll ever be, same me the world will always have

There you are pretty oblivious of the facts
The shepherd of the flock
You say, thine’s heart belongs to the poor,
What about the love struck fool?

Will I ever get to say goodbye?
Will I ever gat to tell you how you light up my sky?
Will this feeling get to be heard,
Will I forever be looking over my shoulder of all the hurt?

Coz honestly, I do like you too,
From the start you never knew,
You’ll never know what I always knew,
Will never get to wear my shoe.

Coz I heard it all along,
I heard your pretty little song,
So confused I am ‘bout  your tune,
So did the soul got pale as the moon!

How I wish I’ve been prepared for more of this,
But tempus fugit and your all at ease,
You’ll never know I had it hard for you,
You’ll never hear me say it before you.

Coz you’re a disaster in shiny old parcel,
You **** the life out of me,
Ignorant, stupid mongrel,
I’ve waited all this time for you to see…